I have had a very dear Christian friend of mine tell me that she has grown weary with what she has viewed as repeated attacks on her faith, and expressed her disappointment with me that I am generally part of those attacks. Although I did not like the thought that I had dissed my friends faith, I had to admit that she was right, and that I do have contentions with regards to the Christian religion, but it is neither my desire nor my intention to lead people away from something that they hold fundamental to their existence. No, rather it is my hope that I am able to express where I am coming from with my dissension so that I myself may better understand why I stand against the religious dogma that has been such a contention in my life.

Let me make clear first off that I am not, nor will I really ever, be able to call myself a Christian, in that I do not believe that Jesus Christ is coming back to save us from that which we have wrought upon ourselves. I believe that this has been religious propaganda, instrumented by the Church and manipulated by our media and government officials, in order to keep the masses complacent and controlled. Jesus himself taught that the kingdom of Heaven was within, and so- it is my conviction that God is not returning to us, but rather, we are going to be brought back to God. This whole desire for immortality is off base, and on this side, ALL experiences must eventually end, dictating that death is natural and inevitable. However, I also believe that death is an illusion, in that we are all part of God, and God never dies, thus the fundamental part of us that offers us life survives.

It is my opinion, from what I have personally experienced, that most Christian churches have become this narcissistic death cult, excusing their apathy towards life and their fellow man with a self-righteous conviction that they are saved and about to be delivered, thus negating any compulsion to stand up and fix the world around us. A world I believe, if we all would work together, is quite capable of being fixed! It is one thing to believe in a hero such as Jesus Christ saving the day, but if life has taught me anything it is that manifestation takes focus and work, and most of time- we are on our own. Some might say that I am being pessimistic, maybe even blasphemous, but I believe that God works through us as us to help us and it is our duty to listen and rise to the call- (which has been sounding for quite some time by the way), and stop worrying about our own personal redemption. It is our responsibility to change the world around us, a world which, if you adhere to the Bible, it was written that we all were given charge over.

Surprisingly enough, I love the Bible, and have read it often throughout my life. Being raised to believe that I was the antichrist- I read and researched everything I could to save me from my fate, and it has been my experience that the lessons that Jesus taught throughout his life are straight on- and fundamental to living a full and happy life. However, I also believe that the Bible has been manipulated so much and for so long that it is hard to know what to trust and what not to trust, which means that to find the real truth for the meaning of our lives, we all must look within ourselves to find the answers as to how God and Heaven want each of us as individuals to change the world around us. It is only through us looking within that we will be able to become the change we wish to see in the world.

Prayer, meditation, faith- all of these are tools that enable us to connect to the higher part of ourselves, helping us to manifest the life that each one of us are living, and any way that helps with that- be it Christianity, Judaism, Muslim, Buddhist, whatever- it is embracing and expressing the love that Heaven has for all of us with not only the ones we love, but also directing that love outward and into the world around us that is instrumental. We all need each other, and it is only through this process do I believe that the world will finally come together. Our humanity MUST catch up with our technology- or we are doomed to rot in this spiritual crisis that is bringing everything to a halt. In every face you see, you see the face of God- this is true for us all, and only when we begin to fully understand this concept will we begin to see significant change in the world .

Perhaps I am wrong, and Jesus Christ’s appointment with humanity is right around the corner, but I will tell you that the rich Satanists that I grew up with as a child didn’t believe it, and in many ways were counting on this whole belief to make the masses compliant and complicit with the inevitable take over by the elite as the population boomed and resources dwindled. Men who would rather burn the world down rather than ever lose control over it, it is simple logic that they would have made provisions to prevent this from happening, and as we are watching them implement their plans as they strip more and more rights away from American civilians, it is frustrating watching society accepting and allowing such things seemingly under the spell of their convictions that some magical moment will materialize and save us from this treasonous turn of events towards complete fascism. For those who would ask “what would Jesus do?”- I personally think that he would get involved and expect us all to do the same, but that is just me.

Personally, I think that we MUST stop fighting each other as our division only makes us more susceptible to the propaganda of fear and hate that has helped make our society the volatile and unstable experience that it has become. All of this didn’t just occur by accident, but rather was instrumented by the .25 of the 1% who continuously help themselves to a bounteous 27% of the yearly earned income while pitting us against each other over the 1% that we offer the poor. Owning the media, the government, and every key aspect of society, they promote so much dissension in my opinion, that it is hard not to become desensitized and apathetic to all of it- but then that is the whole point of this global game.

Think about it- Satan offered Jesus the world, and that wouldn’t have been possible had it not been his to offer, so it is no surprise that our worlds governments are being run by power hungry hedonistic snakes who worship nepotism to the highest degree, who have infected our psyches to want to be like the elite, rather than despise them for the abominations that they have become. Abominations against society, against man, and against God- their hypocrisy of entitlement has jaded the psyche of mankind with their lust for money, power, and prestige- who, in turn, have turned from God and have basically embraced the golden cow, be it more symbolically rather than with conscious intent. Having been duped for generations now, now is time for us to all wake from our slumber and rise up in an attempt to fix the world that has been so intentionally manipulated by our elite leaders.

The answer does not lie within attacking and changing each other, setting ourselves above each other in the process- but rather it is our systems that need to be fixed and changed. If indeed that they have been under the influence of the devil- then perhaps it is time to evolve and bring a stronger and more prevalent sense of human compassion to the table, and the only way to do that is to come together and find the humanity within ourselves, helping each other while leaving judgment and condemnation to God. And if I am wrong, and Jesus does come back, at least we will all be busy and ahead of the game. I mean, what can it hurt?

In consideration of the new year, I have once again decided to give away the Kindle version of Rabbit Hole- A Satanic Ritual Abuse Survivor’s Story for any of you who would like to read it.

December 31st, 2012

My Dearest Micheal,

I was asked recently if I believed if you believed in the rituals and history that you have conjuring up all the chaos that you do, and I realized that this question, although innocent- is completely off mark. Although we both know that you believe full heartedly in the things that you do, the question was never about what you believed, but what I myself believed. If I remember correctly- you are pretty voracious- as are your friends, in letting people know what you think and why, and it was my experience that you could not have cared less for anything I thought or felt. The game, when I was a child, was all about you and your friends. However, things change, and now- as they say- the ball is in my court.

Funny, I truly believe that some of you are finally discovering how little your money and power really mean in the scheme of things, and as you all start discovering your own mortality- as, again, many of you are- you will, I hope, begin to realize that this game that has been so profitable throughout all of your lives has leveled some serious consequences coming your way- and no money, calls to friends, nor any ritual or other hocus pocus is going to save you from that which you all have wrought.

Michael- I have been accused by some of practicing dark magic considering the stuff that I am guilty of doing, but I disagree. Let me remind you that you all BOUND YOURSELVES TO ME AS A CHILD, and whether anyone else wants to believe that or not is completely beside the point- as I, as well as yourself, know this to be true. Never having forgotten the things that you taught me as a child, I have been able to open myself further, and thus have transformed myself from the host you believed me to be, into a doorway that I truly believe allows all of heaven to work through me. In turn, the only thing that I have asked is that all of you are made to suffer now, and in the end- you all WILL be claimed. Having the chance to come clean- and being warned to do so- I personally believe that it will rain down skittles before any of you repent, and so am pretty content that in the end- you will all suffer the wrath of God.

Let’s play a game- shall we? You will remember this one I’m sure. You go ahead and pray to your god, and ask him to save you from the thrashing that my God is about to deliver. Ask him to protect all of you as you all begin to start dying from the inside out. Ask him to save you from losing all that you hold dear, as your empires start to decline before your eyes, and ask him to stop the energy that you fed from returning to you and see how that works for you. More than that- ask him to give you all your lives back. See how that works for you. You are all about to be claimed- and there is nothing and no one who can prevent it. The kingdom of Heaven is within- and it is within which dwells your enemy. Tell me, what weapons of destruction, or psych ops trick do you have that you think is going to solve your sticky wicket and save your soul? Cause my guess is- you have nothing to save you from that which is coming for you. Or should I say who? Cause let me assure you- “she who sleeps within the darkness” is fully awake and now you will all have exactly what you have spent a lifetime aspiring for- all eyes of Heaven are on all of you.

Congratulations.

No matter what happens with any investigation into my family or events here in Omaha, I am content that this is the eventual result for all of you who are involved, and so all the rest of it is just cream on the top. I must thank you Michael for helping me to become as aware as I am to the REAL world, and I hope to repay the favor in kind over and over and over on the other side. If it not be for you- none of this would have been possible- so thanks for everything.

Oh- and Happy New Year!

Sincerely,

David Shurter

David, can I ask you a question? I know you’ve had associations with Michael Aquino, and I’ve read quite a bit of his writings on xeper.org, and it’s clear that he does, indeed, believe in other wordly satanic beings (I read where he wrote he invoked satan himself for advice during the Church of Satan’s breakdown). So, from what you’ve seen, does he actually believe in these beings (and/or are these beings actually using him as a vessel) or is that just what he wants the public to believe? These satanic cults that abuse/murder/sell children…there is most definitely a satanic aspect, but do these guys really believe they’re raising demons/whatever, or what’s your take on it? Thanks.

Just for the record, yes, I believe that these people, esp. Michael Aquino- believe in what they are doing… but here was a response from one of my favorite posters…

decide for yourself – David will tell you yes, others will say no…….liars like John DeCamp will have you believe that Satanic ritual is only a tool used in traumatic dissociative conditioning of children……………

I personally believe that whether there is a Satan or not, most of these people truly believe….they also believe (or have knowledge of) in power relating to lunar cycles, solar and calendar dates, numbers, geometry, human sacrifice, and so on and so forth

As far as the post – David, the guy who made these comments is completely confused. He is calling your current belief set an offshoot of Scientology, when it was in fact the cult you were a child victim of that had far more to do with Scientology. Michael Aquino claimed to have been created during a Hubbard/Parsons “working”….a term I would be thrilled if you could elaborate on. As soon as we get together to do another show, we absolutely have to spend a few minutes on Scientology!

Scientology is merely one branch of the occult network, relating largely to the control of celebrity MK victims/cult members……….As far as the Process Church – this is very important – Charles Manson was both a Processian and a Scientologist, and is only two degrees removed from your own story

The Process Church was also tied to Offutt Air Force Base

Then I saw this on the OCCK website- from the same guy who claimed I was involved with Scientology. “Withgreatrespect” is the name he goes under on this account, (one of them anyway), and I would like to deal with what he said last night on the site. This was in response to my response when he suggested he was about to be attacked for his beliefs.

If you rock someone’s boat, expect to get shat upon.

I expect it, and I know how to handle it. Whereas, your response is to run amok for several YEARS accusing everyone from your family members to police agencies to presidential candidates of conspiring to ‘silence’ you and destroy your life.

Another difference between us, is that unlike you I have made no preposterous and blatantly false claims about my life history & supposed personal involvement in the crimes of others.

It makes me wonder why this guy thinks that Franklin Credit and the events that went around Omaha, that are spoken about not just by me but by many others, is specifically “rocking” his “boat”. Most would just assume this guy is crazy- but it has been my experience that he is not crazy- but rather working diligently to protect the other side.

In defense, I have also not made any “preposterous and blatantly false claims about my life history and supposed personal involvement in the crimes of others.” What I have said about my history is true. But then this is also the guy who told me that I am a Scientologist without even ever meeting or speaking with me- so take it for what it is worth. Again- there is this general need to attack what I have said without ever going into specifics of what is specifically wrong with the details I have related. I have shown this to be common on my blog, and will continue to do so.

http://www.scribd.com/doc/36363051/Dave-McGowan-Programmed-to-Kill

http://www.davesweb.cnchost.com/nwsltr93.html

David Shurter has been involved with a cult – but not a satanic pedophile cannibal cult as he has claimed.

The type of cult Shurter has been involved with is known as a “psychotherapy cult”. Psychotherapy cults commonly misuse and abuse genuine therapeutic techniques, in combination with quack pseudoscience ‘therapies’, which instill and promote delusional beliefs among their members.

Scientology has been the most successful of these psychotherapy cults. It has generated numerous off-shoots, some of which remain supportive of and on good terms with the original organization, while others develop a mutually hostile relationship with The Church of Scientology. An example of the latter – the very bizarre and short-lived organization known as The Process.

David doesn’t know this, and won’t believe me of course, but the cult he has been involved with is also a Scientology offshoot. In fact, the concept of “trauma based mind control” is an invention of Scientology founder L Ron Hubbard.

I can provide proof of this, and links that will allow Shurter to explore what I’ve said for himself, but he won’t be able to ‘hear’ me. At this point, he has so much invested in his fraudulent Satanic Abuse Victim persona that he will reflexively reject any information that comes to him from someone who has exposed his fraudulence. Nevertheless, here it is:

“During the continual process of Dianetics research, both as an auditor and as an observer of other auditors, Mr. Hubbard naturally came into contact with a wide variety of cases. And, it was inevitable that these would include those who had been in the hands of psychiatrists closely allied to the intelligence community.
Thus it came about, fully twenty-five years before the facts were made public by Congress, that Mr. Hubbard was the first to announce and decry government mind manipulation programs. Eventually, of course, these and other revelations of Central Intelligence Agency criminality would entirely reshape public perception of this group of spies from a patriotic and somewhat glamorous image to that of a rogue agency of dirty tricksters, with its own citizens as victims.
The vehicle was his 1951 book Science of Survival, and in it he described in no uncertain terms the combined use of pain, drugs and hypnosis as a behavioral modification technique of the worst kind. It was, he said, so extensively used in espionage work, it was long past the time people should have become alarmed about it. It had taken Dianetic auditing to discover the widespread existence of these brainwashing techniques, and, he added, the only saving grace was that Dianetics could undo their effects”.

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withgreatrespect- you don’t know anything about my abuse- and unless scientologists kill kids, I doubt it was any influence by Hubbard’s book Dianetics that had anything to do with my abuse.

You constantly tell me that I am wrong- and now you are attacking my therapy and trying to assert facts about something you either have no idea about, or are on the other side trying to pump disinfo up people’s butts.

What happened here was a child, drug, and gun trafficking ring. It had NOTHING to do with religion, and in fact the crap that was going on was basically to scare people, as far as I can tell.

However- I do want to use what you just posted on here on my blog. I find it interesting- and helpful to list the arguments against me. This one rates up there as pretty stupid. Are you expecting payment for your amateur therapy lesson? I hope not

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I’m talking about the cult you are associated with RIGHT NOW, David – not during your childhood. Wake up, man!

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withgreatrespect- your arguments are too dumb to be dealt with. I am not- nor have I ever been associated with scientology- and in fact my therapist is a Jungian. However, since my life is primarily sewing and writing- what cult are you referring too? Never mind- this argument is stupid.

Although I read Dianetics years ago, I am not now nor have I ever been involved with Scientology. My therapist is not a Scientologist, nor has she ever done any kind of regression therapy with me. My memories are not, nor were they ever, truly ever repressed in the traditional way. Withgreatrespect and I have had arguments before- and they are convinced- or at least he/she is doing their best to try and convince others that my abuse in Omaha didn’t exist, or that is different than what I am claiming. This is the newest argument against me. Again- it is a fraudulent argument.