Strangely enough, a week ago I had a dead tree in my front yard that suddenly became covered in hundreds of honeybees. Huddled together so close that it looked as if they had formed a hive within hours, I figure that it was a hive that got displaced and that explains the hundreds or more, bees that invaded my yard. Eventually gravitating towards the vegetation underneath the tree, they slowly proceeded to disappear or die. My neighbor called me excited- never seeing anything like it- but to me, it was a horrifying reminder of what awaits us in the future.

Albert Einstein once said that if you separated man from the honey bee, that man would starve within four years- and it is as if we are standing at the foot of our pending modern day Mt. Vesuvius and are completely unaware of the impending catastrophe. I was reminded- as I watched this hive die, that time is short, and people need to be woken up before it is too late.

Death is starting to become more pervasive in all of our lives, as more and more people seem to be crossing over in droves. This last tragedy in Oklahoma is only the latest reminder of how dangerous our weather has become- and chances are this will continue to get worse and not better- as the temperatures slowly rise worldwide. Considering that we have been in the process of losing the honey bee for the past few years, with no end in sight at this point, it is only logical to assume that starvation, which is already common place in so many places around the world, is going to invade the rest of our realities very soon now. Funny- answering a prediction- soon bread will be worth more than gold. And yet many of us busy ourselves with arguments concerning things that soon will not matter in the least- oblivious that the world is coming crashing down right before us and if we don’t begin the process of helping each other out soon- we will lose sight of the chance quicker than we can imagine.

Run by a group of people who believe in their self-perceived roles who have had the money to create their self-fulfilling prophecies, we are reaching a brink of extinction because an elitist group of power hungry wolves thought they could force the hand of God. More than that- they thought they were in control as if they WERE GODS- and yet, as we plainly see now- they are not. No one is. And no one is obviously in any real control.

As we lose the ability to grow food- when the very foundation of that food becomes extinct- we will be forced to eat MONSETO for the rest of eternity- as what other choice will there be? However, I don’t know if even that genetically modified stuff can exist without pollination, but I guess we all better gear ourselves to find out- because there doesn’t look like any of us are going to have much choice. Except those who have prepared for this-who are, of course- rich. Or Mormon.

Are we at the Retribution? I have my opinions, but what does it really matter what any of us think? Without food- we are soon going to be in very big trouble- and since the honey bee seems to be dying off- and our food source can’t exist without it, it is logical to assume that somewhere soon down the road we are all going to have to deal with this reality. And no argument of who was President- who was gay, black, Hispanic, etc. is going to matter- as we are all going to be in the same boat- STARVING. We still have the choice as to whether or not we are going to succumb to a mad max mentality- but in order for that to happen- we will all need to help each other survive. There will be no more room for petty judgments and disagreements- as our very existence as the human species is going to be at stake.

There is a lot of talk about these being the “last days”. Personally- I don’t believe this. I think that we have been lead down the road by a group of apocalyptic idiots and that we are reaching a crisis point due to Millennial Hysteria, which ALSO occurred when the world turned 1000, which was the period of time when Christianity took off. We have been brought to the brink ON PURPOSE, this was NO ACCIDENT. The men in government who run the nation might be fools, but I assure you that the people behind them are not- and the group of them has had an agenda from the very beginning of their lineages. However, the power is within us- as individuals. We together can affect the changes necessary to fix things- if we would only put our differences aside and work together.

Maybe the Earth is right; Perhaps a little starvation might spur things along. What we choose to do about it is up to us.

It seems that our media is once again going to promote and run with this whole “false memory” crap that occurred in the 80’s and 90’s when people began reporting that their children were coming home with STD’s from their daycares. Suggesting that memories of abuse are often fabricated, it makes one begin to question their own sense of what reality is, which is interesting as there is no better way to shut down a victim of abuse than deny that it happened in the first place. CNN JUST ran with this story- and so to say that it isn’t getting out into our mass media for some reason is to fabricate reality- but then, that is the whole point of the matter. Confusing and lying about memories and abuse in order to save the perpetrator is pretty much the motto for the False Memory Pedophile Protection Squad- and CNN seems to be one of those who have jumped on the bandwagon- judging by this last article. However- let me present some info on Loftus that the FMPPS has forgotten.

One of her first and most notorious attempts at a study was to use a friend’s little girl and convince the child that she was being left in the mall. Skirting by laws that now would have had her disbarred, she intentionally traumatized the child in order to prove that false memories are real and that repression does not happen with abuse. Making it her crusade to defend those who have been accused, she has made it her career to discredit and dismiss anyone whom would claim abuse that she disagrees with- much like Debbie Nathan- author of Sybil Exposed, who is quoted stating that she believes that our nation is too “hysterical” regarding sex with children and that the average age of consent needs to be “lowered”. These ladies have gone out of their way to do what they can to trash the notion that abuse can be repressed and to encourage the belief that anyone who claims such is being lead by clever therapists.

The cool thing about my story is that my memories were never repressed in the way that has been presented by our media. Always accessible- I spent a great deal of time trying NOT to remember- much like other survivor’s who have experienced the same kind of abuse that I went through. Humiliating, degrading, and shaming- I spent MORE TIME trying to forget than I can say, always failing miserably. More than that- my sister can corroborate the things that I say with her own experiences of abuse- and we are far from alone. Neither repressed nor forgotten- much of what I went through (which I detail in my book), happened as an ADULT- and for anyone to say that I forgot or repressed the details I list is showing that they are living in a rose tinted world, as that argument does not even make sense. In other words- the whole mistaken memory syndrome that CNN just wrote about two days ago is one of the most ludicrous things I have ever heard, and I find it interesting that stories like the one with the link below are promoting such drivel. People can remember their own pasts- I REMEMBER and NEVER FORGOT my past, and to say that the abuse that I suffered is fabricated by either myself or my therapist is to express not an ounce of understanding as to what happened here in Omaha a few decades ago. There is AMPLE evidence that something went down here- and all the self proclaimed “memory experts” can say what they want nationally- it doesn’t change ANY of the facts of the matter surrounding events that played out here in Nebraska.

http://www.cnn.com/2013/05/18/health/lifeswork-loftus-memory-malleability/

A dear friend of mine made a group of Dreamcatchers for me, and I added them with a group of traditional Tibetan prayer flags to give me a daily reminder that God is within and all around us, and peace is only a thought away.

I have taken a lot of heat from some posters in Omaha’s Craigslist Rants and Raves who feel what I am doing is nothing more than trying to drum up sales for my book, among other things.  Suggesting that I am a pedophile, crazy, and need to be on medication, I have been discredited, insulted, and have been tried to be dismissed- but I am too tenacious and determined for that to happen.  My question is- are people so disinterested in justice that they will say any and every hateful thing they can to try and shut down the victim?  Personally I wrote the vanity publication in order to get my side out- not to make money, which is the ONLY thing I have accomplished with it considering I haven’t seen a penny of the money- but how someone can infer that I am interested solely in “violent homosexuality and pedophilia” from my efforts makes me wonder how many others out there are making the same inaccurate conclusions as to what my motivations behind all of this is.

Quite simply- I believe, after what my father told me- that he placed the remains of dead people in his bedroom closet, which he rebuilt.  Because he also admitted to committing crimes against children, it makes me believe that those remains are of kids, and since there is NO STATUTE OF LIMITATIONS on murder, and I think that the murdering of children matter- I am simply asking that my family- who I know were in the child abduction and trafficking business- simply be investigated.  I am not talking about spending millions of dollars dredging up the past- but rather am asking that some time and effort be put into something I think matters a great deal.  It has nothing to do with conspiracies- and putting all the satanic stuff aside- murder DOES matter and the fact that my father came clean before he died and no one is at all interested in looking into what he said makes me wonder how many other crimes of this nature fall through the cracks due to such disinterest.

The problem with having my family investigated for crimes that both my sister and I have detailed to the police is that it is connected to situations that ARE very conspiratorial in nature.  Connected to some incredibly rich and powerful people, my father and his family did not act alone in all of this- and are, even now- being shown protection by our local leaders and officials with their refusal to look into what we have said BECAUSE it is connected to the events that played out here thirty years ago.  It is neither my fault nor my concern that the situations with my family lead to a bigger picture but I AM NOT GOING TO STOP until my father and his family are looked into.  Whether the general- unknowing and unwitting population agrees with me or not is also not a concern to me.  My mother always told me- “just as long as people are talking”, and THAT is EXACTLY what I have gotten to happen.  People ARE talking.  And by God- it will continue if I have anything to do with it.  Justice for murdered kids matter- whether the idiots such as Slim, Clod Buster, Mastermind- and all of the other anons on the internet agree or not.  Nor does it matter who I may or not be- as I could be the meanest, worst individual on the planet and it wouldn’t matter- as JUSTICE FOR A BUNCH OF MURDERED KIDS WOULD STILL MATTER.  Plain and simple.

The social media of our generation has been instrumental in helping me get the word out- which brings me to my last point.  There are also criticisms that I have made this crusade all about me instead of being about justice for a group of children- which I think is another attempt to disenfranchise me from getting this looked at.  It is just as much about me for me as it is about all the children that were murdered in my childhood.  I have tried to be completely altruistic, but I have as much interest in getting justice for myself as I do getting it for others, and so to separate myself from all of this has been impossible for me.  I wrote the book in first person because it was MY experience, and I suppose I could have written it and then quietly gone about my business- but then I don’t see the point as no one would have read it.  As it is- I have gotten people from all over the world interested in my work- and I take some pride in knowing that I have gotten people interested and talking about all of this.  Fault me for having a sense of self worth- but I don’t know one successful person who is without it.  Only those who sit as anons on their computers- safe in their basements or whatever hole they reside in, feel it is wrong to have a sense of accomplishment, but then- that is probably because they have none.  However- my question is- are these concerns indicative of a bigger picture that I am unaware of?

Am I wrong to think that the murdering of children matters?  Am I a villain for bringing it to the social media- since all other avenues have thus failed?  Is getting people talking and interested in criminal goings on insane, or rather- is it the ONLY AVENUE I had left?  Of course- all of these are rhetorical questions, because I am going to keep doing what I have been doing- as it seems to be the only thing that has worked thus far- and right or wrong, since I believe what I am doing is the only right thing to do- I am going to keep keeping on as best as I can until SOMEONE LOOKS INTO WHAT I HAVE BEEN SAYING.  And if the peanut gallery doesn’t appreciate it- they can always go watch t.v. or whatever it is that they do to entertain and gratify themselves.  And that is all I have to say about that.

http://usnews.nbcnews.com/_news/2013/05/16/18301723-male-rape-survivors-tackle-military-assault-in-tough-guy-culture

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4T_fX47Bo-E

No wonder I can’t get anyone to look at my allegations about my father and his family and their crimes against children.  It seems that America has become a very dark place.

http://www.express.co.uk/comment/expresscomment/400800/End-this-war-on-childhood

And now in the wake of Jimmy Saville- the UK wants to LOWER the age of children having sex so that pedophiles have a sure go at it.  Instead of charging and prosecuting child rapists- some, like the False Memory Pedophile Protection Squad leaders like Debbie Nathan- have proposed we lower the age of consent, allowing any old person to have sex with children.

It is so disgusting that it flys within the face of all reason and justice.  But this is the world we all have chosen to make.  I guess if Saville was still alive- he would probably get a medal from his government.  Our governments think PEDOPHILIA IS COOL.  Why shouldn’t the people.

Disgusting.

Just recently- Jim Suttle- who started his campaign with controversy (with his connections to alleged pedophile Matthew Samp, who was accused by a boy named Brad Fuguli in a police report accusing Samp of being in a child pedophile ring the day before Brad supposedly ended his own life), has now lost the office to a city council woman by the name of Jean Stothert.  What this means for change in Omaha, I’m not sure anyone knows, but I have to say that I am excited to have someone in office who isn’t connected to this whole pedophile ring. As a newly elected leader- will Jean Stothert be compelled to have my father and his family investigated for being involved in a child abduction and pedophile ring?  We shall see I guess.

It has been frustrating to say the least that I haven’t been able to get one official to help me expose what my family was involved with.  Lately I have been investigating a lead into Nevada and a deceased serial killer named David Parker.  Involved with satanic activity, this link between my father’s family and this man could explain the connections we had with mines my father’s family owned in Dyre Nevada, and again begs the question of what exactly did my father LEAVE in those mines?  What I know of mines- they seem like a great place to hide bodies- although my father confessed to literally having “skeletons in his closet”, so if I was an investigator- I would probably start there.  Unfortunately- people such as Jim Suttle, Judge Marlon Polk, and Nebraska State Patrolman John Pankonin have not shown any interest in looking into my concerns, and have actually fought me all the way to have anything exposed at all.  Protecting those who are very wealthy- who were involved then and are still alive today, there is a continuation of the cover up that has been the history of this whole situation.  My main question- as always- is WHY?

I will begin to work with this new mayor- informing her of my concerns- and we shall see if Jean Stothert is the real change Omaha has needed- or if she is just another politician working for the benefit of her lobbyists.  Right now- in the news today- are two stories about some of the real estate that was involved with this pedophile ring- the Antiquarium and Twin towers- both involved in the sordid tale, that are now being either completely redone- like the Antiqarium and it’s secret room in the back- or torn down like the Twin Towers- where Larry King and Alan Baer (both heavily involved with the bringing down of the savings and loan Franklin Credit) both had apartments and were well known to host over the top parties that ended with the raping of children.  Looking like Omaha is trying to erase its history by getting rid of or changing real estate- it is much like when the allegations of snuff films being made in the basement of the Hollywood Bar came out and instead of investigating- the city just tore the establishment down and erected a parking garage over it.  Is this another attempt to hide what happened here?  Well, the actions of our local officials and law enforcement would tell me that something is up.  At least the Brandeis’s mansion is still standing at 6724 Davenport Street- which is where terrible games of hide and seek were played- where you were killed if you were found.  Heavily part of the MKULtra experiments that were happening in town- many atrocities happened in Alan Baer’s old mansion- and it is a wonder that it is still standing.  Give it time though- give it time.

http://www.ketv.com/news/local-news/demolition-permit-issued-for-midtown-towers/-/9674510/20197018/-/23t75rz/-/index.html

http://www.ketv.com/news/local-news/city-plans-to-reconstruct-downtown-store/-/9674510/20198960/-/96qdlxz/-/index.html

A friend of mine called me yesterday- concerned for my safety, as someone kept typing “R.I.P. David Shurter” in her chat during her Blogtalkradio show and she was concerned that something had happened to me.  Assuring her that I am fine, I was surprised to discover that I am being threatened on websites I don’t even visit, other than giving others interviews.  It makes me think that I am making a difference, even if it is only getting under the skin of the “other side”.  For those of you who are hesitant as to what I am doing, please rest assured that I am in God’s hands and no one is able to thwart the will of God- and threats are just that- threats.

I have had quite a bit of criticism on another website that I have made everything that I am doing all about me, and I want to address that as well.  Perhaps it is because I am the one taking the hits trying to expose all of this that it certainly feels that way.  Let me remind everyone that this all started in trying to get my father- who I know was not only a child trafficker but a child killer, investigated after he told me that he literally had skeletons in his closet.  I went to the police- I have tried city government, and too absolutely no avail.  He not only confessed to me but too my older sister- who has ALSO spoken to police- but that was useless as well.  I have had to go out of my way to have my father and step mother’s crimes against children investigated- including but not limited to spending the money on a blog and publishing a book in an attempt to get someone to listen to us, which- up to this point- has failed miserably.  The VERY PEOPLE who need to investigate mine and others allegations concerning all of this are not interested in the least, although there are plenty of people who are involved with all of this who are still alive and walking the streets.  Due to the negligence of our elected and hired officials, this whole thing has developed into some sort of crusade for me- as I refuse to relent in my ideological sense of justice and how the world should work.  Despite the criticisms coming from the “peanut gallery”, I will not be daunted, but in order to do this successfully- it is my contention that I must have some sense of self worth in the face of adversity- which is ALL I HAVE FACED WITH THIS.  Or so it feels sometimes.  What some would call arrogance I consider inner strength, and since I am the one on the battle field with all of this- I best have some sort of self worth or I would have been tromped down a long time ago.  That isn’t going to happen- regardless of how many threats and criticisms are thrown my way and so if that is narcissistic- then so be it.  Personally I disagree, but I have been called much worse so whatever.

I believe in myself.  More than that- I believe in God and the direction of Heaven.  It has taken a lot of blood, sweat, and tears to reach this point and I won’t make any apologies for my conception of self worth.  Besides, it isn’t about me anyway.  Just WHY it is my responsibility to do an investigation, gain proof, and take it to the police as a victim of all of this is beyond me- but it does serve as a thorn in my shoe- providing constant irritation, esp. when you consider how many others, less tenacious than myself, who must have fallen through the cracks throughout this.  Although I am one of two talking about my father and his family- we are certainly not the only two who have come forward regarding the crimes that have occurred in Omaha, NE and yet NOTHING has been done to investigate or bring justice to the many crimes here.  Does this make me angry- your damn right- but what can I do other than what I am doing?  So- despite it all- I will continue continuing on, and bugger my critics.

http://www.guardian.co.uk/society/2013/may/12/psychiatrists-under-fire-mental-health

The False Memory pedophile protection squad has been having a hay day with this argument that has ensued over the whole Diagnostic Statistical Manuel and the controversy it has caused among mental health professionals, as the DSM 5 seems to be over reaching and extending itself into diagnosing everyone with everything.  Jumping up and down like monkeys- they are positive that dissociative identity disorder is among those “afflictions” that need to changed- as it is their contention that DID, (once called Multiple Personality Disorder), is a false diagnosis.  Although I don’t suffer from DID, I do, however, suffer from another type of dissociative disorder called Post Traumatic Stress Disorder- which I don’t think is under any fire whatsoever.  But I want to point out a few things concerning the DSM 5 and bring to attention the real issues that are at stake here.

First off, I believe that there is a reason why the DSM is so over reaching this time, and it has nothing to do with the diagnosing of legitimate psychological problems.  Nothing exists in a vacuum, and I think that our national politics have some influence here.  You see- there is new legislation to prevent those with psychological problems from having any type of firearms, and I think that the DSM 5 is doing it’s very best to see to it that everyone has some type of affliction, as it would prevent those people from having guns.  Generalized to the point where anyone could get a “diagnosis” with regards to mental illness, it serves to blanket over a large group of people, disenfranchising them at the same time – (as no one really listens too or regards too highly anyone with “mental issues”).  Simple situational problems will fall under the umbrella of the DSM 5, causing those who are generally stable to fall under an unhealthy diagnosis- thus preventing them from owning guns.  It is a reach, I know-  but in a sad and terrible way- it makes sense.

As far as DID being a fair and balanced diagnosis- I also believe the reason why the false memory pedophile protection squad is so eager to dismiss this is because the general consensus regarding multiple personality disorder is that it takes a WHOLE LOT OF TRAUMA to cause such a problem with dissociation, and these types of behaviors are generally associated with extreme and repeated abuse- like what one goes through in the MKULTRA project or experiences in satanic ritual abuse, which the pedo squad DEFINITELY wants everyone to rule out.  Throwing out the baby with the bathwater- they would like people to dismiss DID because of the controversy that the overreaching of the DSM is causing-  saying  that the whole manual is bunk as well as the DID diagnosis.  Personally- I don’t trust the way the DSM 5 has been rewritten, and I think there are more reasons to it than most understand- but just because I don’t agree with certain aspects of the book doesn’t mean that I am able to dismiss the fact that things like “multiple personality disorder” exists, nor does it mean that I am able to simply dismiss the reported trauma that goes with the diagnosis- esp. since I have experienced that sort of behavior personally.

Regardless how anyone feels about dissociative psychosocial disorders and ritualistic abuse, I still think that it is a concern that the DSM 5 is trying to label anyone it can with some sort of issue in order to make them ineligible for gun ownership.  I agree that mentally unstable people should not own guns, but I also realize that is only a small percentage of the population, and as much as we would like to tell ourselves we can- none of us can control everything.  We definitely need some sort of control with firearms, but I think that the way it is being done is manipulative, and the fact that this is starting to develop in such a way that the common man will be diagnosed and have their guns stripped from them will inevitably cross the line into tyranny.

http://youtu.be/M3FWNZqp_EI

Please “like” the video on YouTube if you agree it needs to reach more people. Karen did a GREAT job updating the pictures after I finally got her the correct ones. She is incredible- and so patient- so please take a moment to check out her work!

http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2013/05/08/missing-children-parents-hope/2144223/

It is no secret that I have nothing but mistrust for Noreen Gosch- and she has nothing but distain for me, however, it sickens me when I see articles such as this- reporting the same old crap that has always been spouted in order to control and maintain power over the real story and events in Omaha, Nebraska. Although the Johnny Gosch abduction happened in my aunt’s stomping grounds of West Des Moines, Iowa- it has taken over completely the events that happened here in Omaha because of one convicted pedophile. It is also no secret that I think that Paul Bonnaci is nothing but a fraud- involved in much more nefarious ways than he will ever probably admit. Thirty years later- the truth still has to be brought out- which makes those who have so involved themselves with such “detailed” and “dedicated” investigations suspect in my opinion. Esp. considering the national media attention that is constantly given to this group.

It was just a few months ago that MSNBC did a show called “Missing Johnny” in which they detailed the same old lame story that has always been given. The problem that I have is that my family is heavily involved with this abduction, and the fact that Noreen Gosch herself told me that she recieved a phone call from my father admitting to being involved with “crimes against children” like her son, tells me that I am on the right path- and Noreen is not what she portrays herself to be. What I found most interesting in the MSNBC show is when they show video of the two other abducted children’s parents-who are openly grieving, and John says something to make Noreen chuckle at the time. Not exactly what you would expect from grieving parents, and it stood out considerably in comparison to the other two families whose boys were abducted during the same time.

My brother showed up at a private seminar where Noreen was going to speak in Tallahassee, Florida the year before my father died, and I believe it was because my family was desperate to know what my father said to Noreen- even though I don’t think they had a worry in the world considering I believe Noreen is playing for the wrong side. She called my sister Kathy night after night after meeting me, trying to ply info from her- like the fact that my family lived across the street from the Aquazinno brother’s, who were involved with the selling of Johnny Gosch. However- all of this info has remained secret. Not only that-but Noreen has gone out of her way to discredit me and what I have to say about the same town Paul Bonnaci and I spent a majority of our lives in. Also- if MSNBC is right about the cars that were involved with the Johnny Gosch abduction, my family owned all three, including those involved in other abductions like Jacob Wetterling. Quite a coincidence if you ask me- esp. considering everything, but then- what do I know. According to Noreen- I am just a crazy person off their meds- however- I do not believe that either Noreen, nor our national media- is being honest with the masses.

Noreen has said before that she believes that Johnny was sold- and yet this remains out of the media. Our media, which suddenly is running a great deal of press on this situation, and I wonder if it might be in defense of what I am doing- since I am telling the truth- and thus what I am saying makes sense- whereas the only thing the same old story surrounding Omaha has gotten people is to run around in circles that have never amounted to anything. There was indeed a child pedophile ring concerning boys- but the garbage that has been presented so far about it has been just that- garbage, and the question remains why? And why is our media suddenly running with a story that many, many people realize is false and nothing but smoke and mirrors to prevent anyone from seeing what was really going on and how vast the problem was, and is still today.

Knowing Troy Boner- I think that he and Paul were working on orders to surround, discredit, and trash an underage Ms. Owen- who held the key to this with her unborn child whom she reported as being Omaha’s Chief of Police at the time- Robert Wadman’s. No matter what anyone says- this is exactly what happened, so to think that those in power weren’t instrumenting everything- including people involved with what was really happening, is ridiculous. They were in control then as they are in control now, and to think that those who are guilty of this- considering how deep the roots stretch in all this and how ensnared our elite rich and leaders of the country are involved with all of this even now, wouldn’t react in some fashion is not logical, esp. when one looks at the history of this. The national media is using the Gosch abduction as a distraction to prevent anyone from realizing the truth about Omaha- just has it always has. And those involved with this case- like Noreen Gosch and Paul Bonnaci- are flat out lying about what Omaha’s history is- as they are lying about their own involvement in it now. To many people who have gotten close too and followed this story are now starting to have reservations because of my argument- which makes sense in a terrible and awful way. The reason why I focus on the people involved in Omaha- like Ernie Chambers and John DeCamp, as well as Noreen and Paul- is that there must be some reason as to why they have failed to disclose anything but falsehoods in all of this, basically because the truth has yet to come out.