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More to come on this- but here is the article, hot off the press, and after is my reply…

http://www.examiner.com/article/mark-schwartz-accused-of-malpractice-removed-from-castlewood-clinic-staff

There is absolutely no way to separate satanic ritual abuse from MKUltra and our governments practice of mind control techniques, which is more on target than equating it with aliens from outer space- which is what the False Memory Foundation likes to do, when they aren’t publicly endorsing Mesner. Col. Michael Aquino- founder of the satanic sect Temple of Set, and highly involved with allegations of abuse concerning the time that the False Memory foundation refers to as “satanic panic”- which NO sociologist really uses because it isn’t a real term, regularly uses the allegations that people are accusing him of alien abduction rather than serious crimes against children, in order to deflect the conversation into unreal territory- rather than staying with the facts of the matter. Like the whole alien thing is from E. Loftus- who’s theories have been disproved over and over in test after test. Also an advocate for the False Memory Foundation- this is an organization that was designed by a couple accused of pedophilia to protect others who have been accused of pedophilia by discrediting and attacking any victim who would come forward and claim such abuse- such as myself. Doug Mesner also threw a satanic rally himself- and has performed in a satanic rock band in his past- so to say that such a thing as SRA doesn’t exist when you are dabbling in the very behavior discredits this article and it’s writer from the very start.

Then Doug publicly replied …

David Shurter has been a speaker at a SMART conference (mentioned above), where in 2009 I attended and found they were selling electromagnetic beam-blocking hats, and providing a lecture about about some deranged theory of spiritual “demonic harmonics” opening “quantum portals”. David Shurter, like Pat Goodwin (aka Felicity Lee), came forward as a firm defender of the supernatural MPD-themed book, 22 Faces, though he admitted that he had not even read it! David posted these facts on Amazon, in the review section of the book, before he was banned from Amazon’s forums for abuse. Davis says a lot of things that never seem to have anything to do with the topic at-hand, and this is no exception. He claims “NO sociologist” uses the term “Satanic Panic”. In fact, a simple Google search could have corrected him. It is a widely used term, and there is even a book titled “Satanic Panic” written, indeed, by a Sociologist. Then, without citation, he says a bunch of things about a variety of people. He claims that E. Loftus, the research Psychologist at the University of California — Distinguished Professor Department of Psychology and Social Behavior Department of Criminology, Law, and Society, Department of Cognitive Sciences Fellow, Center for the Neurobiology of Learning and Memory; Member, American Academy of Arts and Sciences; Member, National Academy of Sciences — has had her work debunked in “test after test”. Perhaps Shurter would like to tell us about those tests, or maybe he should have contacted somebody about these apparently secret tests before Loftus was awarded the Scientific Freedom and Responsibility Award from the American Association for the Advancement of Science and the William T. Rossiter Award from the Forensic Mental Health Association of California in the past couple of years alone. Perhaps Shurter would like to tell me what “satanic rock band” I ever performed in, as I seemed to have missed that show. Perhaps it was SO satanic, that I repressed all memory of it.

So then I publicly replied- all of it being posted on Facebook…

Doug and many of his False Memory supporters have ALSO been banned- and now are completely quiet on Amazon probably because the Amazon’s legal department is looking into the overt harassment that has come from Doug in posts much like this one. Routinely accessing survivor’s families and laughing about it on online forums, Doug is a self professed leader in all things False Memory- which WAS developed by accused pedophile to help other accused pedophiles.

Yes- I have been a speaker at the SMART conference before, and have NEVER SEEN any vendors other than a book seller- so whatever Doug is referring to has not been present again since- considering I came a year after he “infiltrated” the conference WITH THE FULL REASON TO TRASH IT. Discrediting the hundreds, if not thousands, of people who have attended this conference that has existed for over 16 years now- Doug takes ONE aspect of the conference and runs with it- and then wonders why people choose to question his tactics.

I did not come in support of 22 Faces but in fact was defending SRA- which Doug and his cohorts want to assert deals with aliens and abductions although NO SURVIVORS THAT I AM ACQUAINTED WITH BELIEVE IN SUCH. Spinning the conversations any way he can in order to disparage anyone who agrees with him, Doug has proven to be tenacious in his dislike for survivors who would come forward and claim to be victims of MKUltra and satanic ritual abuse. This guy goes out of his way to cause trouble- both on the internet as well as in the real world- for anyone that would disagree with him- and has pretty much proven himself to be a cyber stalker for many survivors.

I woke this morning to a frustrated message left for me, suggesting that Noreen Gosch, mother of abducted child Johnny Gosch, and I are in some petty ego conflict and that names need to be named to bring this pedophile child trafficking ring into the light in order to stop it, and I just wanted to try and explain my side to all of this once again.

Noreen and I are not in a petty ego fight- but rather stand on opposite sides of the fence concerning the abduction of her son.  The reason I say this is because I HAVE named names, as has my sister- and still there has been nothing from camp Noreen that suggests that she has any interest in using those names.  The Aquizinno brothers were involved with the abduction and selling of her son, and yet she has done little with this information.  At the end of the MSNBC program “Missing Johnny”- it was said that Johnny Gosch was sold to someone named “the Col.”, which is none other than Col. Michael Aquino- my personal handler.  The problem that I have, besides the fact that Noreen has all the info needed at her disposal to bring all this forward, is that she has done little but promote a conspiratorial story of children growing up and working secretly for our government- which is ridiculous.  Proclaiming that her son visited her at 26 in the middle of the night with stories of governmental indiscretions that are beyond belief, it was my experience that when a child became “hot”, they were disposed of generally- to prevent the truth from hitting the streets that our government was behind a large child trafficking ring.  They were not left to act on their own devices, nor are they given jobs within the government as the tale of Jeff Gannon suggested- who was a prostitute who found himself in the Bush Sr. White House press box without anyone knowing who he was or how he got there.  This only promoted this theory that children were growing up secretly and getting jobs as government employees- as people began to argue if Jeff Gannon could be Johnny Gosch himself.  Nothing more than a mind game- this whole story has been little more than a thinly veiled smoke screen to cover the truth of what was happening here- which was that children were being trafficked and murdered.

I have overcome my idealism in believing that our local law officials and leaders in government have any interest in investigating what my sister and I have said as it has been my experience that they are only interested in shutting survivors down and protecting the guilty- who all happen to be incredibly wealthy and powerful.  Going to the Nebraska State Patrol and asking that our father and his family be investigated for their involvement in a child abduction ring, the only thing they have done is file secret police reports against me on behalf of my step mother Joanne C. Shurter, who was/is HEAVILY involved with all of this.  Bob Frank- who was the cold case detective in Lincoln at the time, was the one who took my report and then helped Joanne file reports I had no knowledge of.  Thwarting me and trashing me every chance they have gotten, I ended up having Judge Marlon Polk give my stepmother a protection order over a postcard I sent her 6 1/2 years previously- accusing her of murder, and to say that the now ex Omaha mayor Jim Suttle has been unresponsive is an understatement.  I have had to set up a website, write a book- and spend years just trying to be heard by our local leaders, who- at this point- have done nothing to investigate my father and his family’s activities other than placate me by going through the motions of taking my DNA sample so that it could be compared to cold cases to see if my brother Stephen or my father’s DNA- which would be similar to mine, would match.  Do I believe that Nebraska State Patrolman John Pankonin actually ran my DNA?  Not really- in fact I think that we simply went through the motions in their hopes that I would stop, shut up, and go away.  Obviously that didn’t happen.

My question is however, how many people have come before me, only to be turned away by the animosity that Omaha police display when confronted with these allegations?  Brad Fuguli- the most recent survivor to come forward before me, “committed suicide” the next day after dealing with our local officials, which begs the question as to just what the boy went through with them while making his report.  And how many “Brad Fuguli’s” are out there that no one knows about?  The Nebraska State Patrol, Omaha Police, and local governmental employees have been aggressively absent from all of this in my case, working behind the scenes to do nothing but discredit and dismiss my sister and I, when all we want is our father and his family to be investigated concerning crimes we BOTH KNOW ARE TRUE.  Having given local and national media outlets LISTS of names of people who were and are involved today- we can do little more than what we already have.  Those involved are not interested in the truth- and in fact JUST THE OPPOSITE is true, as I found them to be insistently disinterested in letting the truth come forward.  So I keep doing what I have been , trying to get more people involved in hopes that someone else might make our local officials DO THEIR JOB that they, the local police- I might add, are paid HANDSOMELY for.  It has nothing to do with egos on the part of my sister and I- but rather it is more about our frustration and anger at being attacked, dismissed, and ignored.  Regardless, I will continue what I have been in hopes of getting the masses to start questioning- as that is the only way any of this is going to come to light in my opinion.  So ego or not- I will keep keeping on, because someone has to listen eventually.

May 25

By LAURA BAUER and JUDY L. THOMAS

The Kansas City Star

http://www.kansascity.com/2013/05/25/4256524/proof-is-a-burden-for-victims.html

Once referred to me as “psychic warriors” by ex-Nebraska state senator John Decamp, now a days I guess the victims of MKULTRA are being called “super soldiers”, which also fits. Tortured and controlled to think outside the box in extreme conditions, it was not all about hegemonic domination but rather, the process had a “mind over matter” component to it that was undeniable. Much of what I was taught had to do with energy work- the influencing and manipulation of the world around me and within. The question was could a person create the world in which they exist simply by thinking about it- and more importantly, how much did perception have to do with it. Taught I could do whatever I needed simply by believing that I could do it, much of my training was definitely focused on exploring and working with a mind over matter mentality.

Encouraged to “move aside” in my mind and let the instinctual animal emerge, I am convinced that the reason why this program of mind control has existed for so long is that it has produced some miraculous results. “As above, so below” was a mantra that was drilled into me at a young age, and I was instructed to believe that I could manipulate the world around me with a system that was primarily based on magical thinking. It is also the fundamental reason why most survivors of MKULTRA come away with Dissociative Identity disorders, such as Multiple Personality Disorder and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, as these tools become necessary to survive the abuse inflicted upon us. The need to escape the shame and dehumanization of our experiences becomes overwhelming, and many simply break apart and compartmentalize the abuse as if it was happening to someone else in order to survive. This was a necessary objective in the process, as I believe that our handlers wanted to know, if divided psychologically, could we be controlled enough so that they could manipulate what they were teaching us, even convincing us to work against our own self interests. Opening that part of the brain that most people aren’t aware of through extreme trauma and ritualistic abuse, I want to take this moment to remind those who have gone through what I have that 1. The only picked the best and the brightest and most importantly- 2. They CAN’T DO THEMSELVES WHAT THEY TAUGHT US. It has been my personal experience that these two facts are fundamental to remember during the healing process, as well as the third fact to all of this- which is 3. What they taught us works. What other reason would our government have to explain why this project has been moving steadily forward secretly for so many generations.

I have taken some heat for the things that I have done in my shamanic practice, having it suggested that what I am doing is evil and that I am unaware that I am continuing my satanic training by helping those that I call “the fallen” to cross back to Heaven, but I profusely disagree with this assessment. Spending a year and a half or so in my practice deliberately seeking out the fallen in order to help them back to God, I felt it was time that they return back to the same source we all have open to us. Believing that no one is capable of “thwarting the will of God and Heaven”, I have never believed in a “lake of fire” but instead, have tried to immerse myself in the eternal love that the Universe has for us all- which extends to every spiritual being that exists. Doing God’s work testing the whole human race, they have spent a full 276,000 year cycle siphoning the “wheat from the chaff”, and we now find ourselves at the Retribution, where we are all going to judge ourselves for the evil that we have promoted throughout the world in our own individual ways. As it happened with the fallen- those who have promoted the dark are about to be claimed by the dark, and in essence are going to take the place of those they have striven to manipulate for generations. In other words, those in my past- who practiced what they did are going to be claimed by the very dark they have worshiped, where they will stay for the next 276,000 years- essentially taking the place of the very beings they sought to manipulate. Caught within the context of their own nightmares, those who are claimed will remain asleep in the dark, unaware of anything other than their own transgressions against their fellow man for the next cycle, which they will live out in their never ending nightmares.

Although it is true that Love rules the Universe, it doesn’t negate the WRATH karma can produce when we choose to go against the light, and personally I do not think we are in the Last Days but rather at the Beginning of a New Cycle- where humanity is going to be brought to the edge so we can see what we are all made out of. I also believe that there are those who literally “bound” their souls to me as a child, and I have gone out of my way to see to it spiritually that these people are contained and brought to the truth in a way that alleviates the darkness from other’s lives. I know that it sounds unconventional- but the training was I was given was anything but traditional, and I have to admit that it was very convincing. I believe in the convictions of the mind, and the energy that is generated from those beliefs, and as such- I also believe in the “spell casting” that I was taught as a child. Comfortable with the dark in a way that I probably shouldn’t be- I have been unable to separate God from my experiences, thus I have found love EVEN IN THE DARK. So I worked a dozy of a spell of my own, and prayed that all of Heaven helped me with it- and now here I am. Was it satanic I can’t say- as I did what I was taught- I just have chosen to “think outside the box” and do what I FELT WAS RIGHT. The consequences of my behavior are as they are for all of us- between me and God, and I will reap the consequences of what I have done. For the most part- I am totally fine with this.

Not sure where I am going with all of this, I would just like to reiterate that I think that we are in the Reckoning right now- today, and what we do matters in a way that it hasn’t in a long time. Call it Judgement or whatever you want, there is a definite change in the air- and I think that we have the opportunity to work miracles together, and make this world into a place worth living. Finally becoming awake on the inside, many of us are beginning to realize that there is much more to us than the consumerism that has been promoted by our elite, and are starting to appreciate the threads that connect us all as part of the human species. It is within our darkness that our light is going to shine the brightest, and we all owe it to ourselves to give this spiritual evolution a chance. In the end- I think that it is going to be our only hope.

http://sharedhope.org/2013/02/05/4-ways-to-fight-sex-trafficking/

This is what I was told today- and though the advice was given in good spirit- suggesting that I just be a good sheeple and go about my business, I felt I needed to speak about this attitude- as it is the very thing that I am fighting against the most with everything that I have been doing. The questions that I am asking ARE THE QUESTIONS THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ASKED A LONG TIME AGO. I just posted about all the people connected to the Boston bombing dying in one way or another and what a coincidence it was- but that was just sarcasm. Suicides, heart attacks, and weird accidents are always the method our government uses when it wants to clear up loose ends. Remember when George Bush Jr. got caught flying nuclear warheads over U.S. soil? Most- if not all of the service people who helped load and unload those bombs all died within a year of each other- of suicides, heart attacks, and freak accidents. It is also what was used to scare and intimidate those here in Omaha who knew what was happening with all the drugs and child trafficking surrounding the Franklin Credit Union. I believe it is just a blatant attempt to clear up loose ends- and it gets reported in the news any way “they” want it to be reported, although for some there is no doubt what is happening.

Of course- all of these people could have died coincidentally- all suddenly and soon after questionable activity took place. I’m sure that our government- who we have all found to be transparent and forthcoming with information- could never even fathom of breaking any laws, as it has been easier just to rewrite them quietly in the dead of the night, stripping away freedoms that most of us are not even yet aware of. I have said it before- and I will say it again- the rich people that own our government and media sources are running rogue- and have been for decades now. As a result- we have all but become fascists with each other when the real culprits are no where to be seen in normal society, yet the families that have run this world into the dirt are all alive and well and living high in a world most of us could never even fathom. However, what does it gain a man to have the whole world and lose his soul in the process? Words that still have the same power as the moment they were spoken, I think that the time for the necessary change is before us- and we must ween ourselves off of the mindnumbing trash they are offering on the media and START ASKING THE QUESTIONS THAT NEED TO BE ASKED. It is time to start holding our leaders accountable- as well as the people who are behind them. Our mafia run and CIA driven government must be brought to a halt- as the crimes they are guilty of are vast. We all know this- and yet none of us think that we have any power to change things. And maybe that’s right- but I think that we MUST STAND TOGETHER to get any results- and the time is now for that to happen. Our leaders MUST BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE- esp. if they are guilty of treason and crimes against humanity like I know some of them to be, and I am FAR FROM ALONE. Yet here we are, still playing the same games- as people die and we sit entertained by their deaths, as the media lies to us over and over.

Do I think that all of this is a coincidence? Not when you compare it to the big picture. I have often heard that when JFK was killed- everyone could tell you where they were at that exact moment. The same is true the day those planes hit the Twin Towers- I was on the road to a friend’s house when the first plane hit- and I just turned on her television to see the second plane fly into them. I DISTINCTLY REMEMBER a firefighter who came out of the building and was telling people to get away because the building was rigged with bombs. He had JUST COME from the building- he was probably in his 50’s, pudgy- with grey hair- but he was not alone. However, I can’t find one stick of footage of anyone who actually came out of the building saying such. And then a third building- which no one talks about- also collapsed demolition style- just like the Twin Towers. Other buildings- as large as the Twin Towers- have burned for days in other countries and yet did not collapse. But anyone who asks any questions about 911 is considered a nutcase, even though with the Pentagon- which is hardly EVER shown- left not even a stick- one remain, of the plane or anything in it. What are the coincidences of that? Not a screw or one twisted hunk of metal from the plane was recovered- and where is the footage of the plane hitting THAT building, as I have not seen any- nor has anyone I have asked. What if the reason that George Bush Jr. sat there looking like he was shitting his pants all those minutes was not because he didn’t know what to do- but that he knew that our “leaders” were committing the worst act of treason this government has ever seen- and it benefited financially esp. those who were in charge. Just like it happened in the 80s when our savings and loans went belly up- all do to the decisions of our leaders- all of who benefited highly from it. They and their friends, who are the ones BEHIND the lobbyists. And we as a nation just let them do what they do- and tell ourselves there is nothing we can do.

That is the reason why I have been fighting to have my family’s past investigated- which is the same reason that I have been balked at every turn- is because it poses so many other questions as to HOW my family got away with what they did and JUST WHO WAS WORKING WITH THEM? Since they obviously didn’t work alone. They last time that Franklin got looked at- it went right up to Bush Sr.’s White House, and since the past doesn’t change- I can only assume that is where is will lead this time. However- the time to start asking the REAL and PERTINENT questions has come- and I am not alone in believing they finally need to be answered- once and for all. It is time that those who were involved get their just comeuppance, and because of what I was taught as a child- I am pretty certain that no matter what happens- that is assuredly going to happen regardless. However, it is best for all if this comes out now rather than later for everyone concerned- and so I will continue to ask questions- and hope that others might stand with me asking their own. It is time that the people reclaim their governments and take them from the hands of these robber barons who have lead us into such disparity.