Funny- the Ford station wagon that Noreen Gosch describes, not only in her son’s abduction, but also Jacob Wetterling’s abduction in Minnesota was EXACTLY like the one my father Robert Lynn Shurter Jr. and his wife Joanne C. Shurter owned- although I am sure that they probably didn’t register it under their names but used one of their many pseudo-names that they seem to have an endless supply of. However, the station wagon that Noreen Gosch speaks about below is identical to one my parent’s owned- and along with the fact that my brother was identified by five people who attended a private function with Noreen Gosch as the speaker down in Miami the November before my father died and Noreen telling me that she received a phone call from my father but didn’t understand what he was saying until she met me- I think that, in my mind, I am 99% sure that my parent’s were involved with these, and other, abductions. Again- my father told people that he had “skeletons in his closet” and he was bound and determined that someone listen to him because, I believe, he was speaking LITERALLY and not FIGURATIVELY. Considering that he completely redid his bedroom closet- it is completely plausible- esp. considering that both of them also installed a sound proof room in their laundry room. Regardless-there are DEFINITIVE reasons why I know that my father and third wife was capable of this, and I have specific reasons why I believe they didn’t stop after I left high school.

Anyway- here is what Noreen Gosch- under the name Johnny’s Mom, wrote on Franklinfiles.net . The bold text and italics is mine- just to point out further and without question what I am talking about.

“The authorities were recently shocked to learn there were 3 vehicles used in connection with Johnny’s kidnapping. They never knew because they never conducted the house to house investigation. We did with our P.I.’s. During those interviews we learned of the placement of the other two vehicles in the area. We decided to keep that information private and not reveal it to anyone. When Paul Bonacci surfaced nine years later, he not only knew of the two other vehicles but exactly where they were located as well as make, model and color. We knew Paul was telling the truth. There was no way for to him to know what had been kept in our files for several years.

I went to Motor Vehicles Dept. and got a complete listing of the vehicles owned by our “suspect”. Bingo, he had the vehicle. It was a unique one… An olive green/woody station wagon which the back end door opened in two ways…. it pulled down but it also could be pulled out the other way… left to right or right to left. The only manufacturer of said vehicle was Ford during the ’80’s. (Bold type and italics are mine)

He was there the morning of the kidnapping. His picture has been ID’d by a number of victims out of a photo line up and we have 3 positive ID’s of him in the exact area where Jacob Wetterling was kidnapped from Minn. just 24 hours
before the kidnapping and the name of the motel where he stayed. But the WDMPD still refuse talk to Bonacci nor this man.”

According to Noreen Gosch- who was just on MSNBC last week talking about her son’s abduction, there is going to be a “part II” to all this, running under the title- “Who took Johnny”. This concerns me- esp. considering that Noreen Gosch left this message on Franklinfiles.net the other day…

“This was the statement:

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

So basically, like I have said before- the only thing connecting Johnny Gosch to the situations of Franklin Credit came from ONE PERSON- Paul Bonnacci, and so I can only assume that “Who Took Johnny” will be based on the lies this convicted pedophile relates. I am not the only person who has questioned Paul’s take on things- as I got this off the website as well…

”

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

Dismissing all of the victims of Franklin has been a habit of Noreen Gosch- on Franklinfiles.net, a site that basically draws victims of this mess onto the website, learn what they know, and then go out of their way to trash the person and their info, esp. if it flies against what Paul Bonacci has said. I KNOW this from PERSONAL EXPERIENCE. This is perhaps the MAIN reason that Noreen Gosch and Paul Bonacci haven’t done themselves what Noreen suggests another person to do, and that is trying to round up all the victims of this mess (which denotes that Paul B. is not the only victim).

So what should we all expect with the upcoming “Who Took Johnny?” episode, and will it star the same emotionless Noreen Gosch in “Missing Johnny?”? Will the truth begin to surface, or will it be kept down by the main players of all this like is has for decades now? If there is any doubt that there is another upcoming show about Johnny Gosch- you only need to listen to his mother’s words, also published on Franklinfiles.net…

Johnny’s Mom…”Thanks IG… there are plans for a second film in the works”.

I am sure we will all sit on pins and needles until this officially hits the television.

Last night I watched “Missing Johnny” on MSNBC, a documentary on the official story of the abduction of Johnny Gosch, and I would like to take a minute to point out a few things and give my critical review of the show itself.

I believe what was presented was a reinforcement of the same bull that has always been presented about this situation, even trying to correlate the abduction with the events that surrounded Franklin Credit Union and the child prostitution that was occurring in Omaha which led all the way to the George Bush Sr. White House into the story. Interviewing all the same old people who were involved with it in the first place, the show offered no new information and, in fact, just reported the same old outlandish story, trying to give it a new credibility by MSNBC.

Having been personally attacked by Noreen Gosch, Paul Bonnaci, and even the elusive “Jimmy” (who MSNBC mentioned last night as another “victim” that was along for the ride with the abducted Johnny Gosch) over and over, I have said nonstop that I don’t believe the “official” story from them, and I would like to use last night’s documentary to show once again what I am talking about.

I have never seen the old footage of Noreen Gosch before, and I was struck by the fact that this woman- even in the face of losing her child was NEVER ONCE emotional from the footage that I saw. This became blatantly apparent to me when they compared her to the other two families that had children abducted in West Des Moines during the same time period. Not only that, but in every clip they showed of her in the past, she was always composed, never once breaking her strong demeanor- even when she was pleading for the return of her son. I find it strange that this woman lost her son, complained that police refused to help her, and she doesn’t once even so much as tear up in relating her tale. Not once in the documentary did Noreen show any real emotion back then- and it showed on the tapes.

They also didn’t deal with the fact that Noreen has been telling people that John Gosch sold their son into the sex trade. Leaving out so much key information that has been the true history of the situation, it candy coated the situation in such a way that the public was, I believe, left with the impression that all of these abducted children are safe now as adults, and hiding out wherever. This flies directly in the face of what I know became the fate for many of the victims involved, and the fact that when a case gets too hot for perpetrators, they generally kill and dispose of the child to cover their tracks.

Reinforcing the fact that most ALL of the info concerning Johnny Gosch and the sex trafficking ring came from Paul Bonnaci, it went to show my point that the only connection to the Johnny Gosch case and what happened here in Omaha SOLELY came from one person, who was, at the time, a convicted and jailed pedophile who claimed to suffer from DID. Showing on camera that he knew details of where the kids were held at some point in their ordeal, it is undeniable that this man was involved, but again, if he remembers and knows so much about the Johnny Gosch case, why does he stay silent on how exactly things were working in Omaha? Saying he is scared of the repercussions he could experience if he told the truth doesn’t so much work considering that he was, just as of last night, on national television talking about his involvement- which denotes a strong sense of comfort ability. Yet, he offered nothing new, and in fact did his best to reinforce all of the bull that he has said before, presenting himself as a victim of all of this- even now.

The show offered NO NEW INFORMATION, and in fact did its best to just repeat what has been said throughout the years, leaving out any real arguments that might have encouraged the viewer to seek more information out. Sensationalizing the fact that national newspapers had reported on the prostitution ring that lead up to the White House years ago, this part of the segment was to give validation to what Noreen, Paul, and John DeCamp have reported on the story, who are the main three involved with all of this, and nothing more. Never explaining HOW it worked, the documentary just focused on what these three were saying, and little more. All the rest of the interviews were just added to talk about the Johnny Gosch case, none of whom, by their own admission, knew what happened during or after the abduction of Johnny Gosch.

Lastly, and probably more important, the two pictures that they kept flashing were portraits of Sam Soda and Emilio Aquazinno, both of who I know were personally involved with what was going on in Omaha, and yet nothing was said about these two. Emilio had two brothers who were also involved, and their employer at the French Café- where they all three worked, was once heavily involved in all the child and drug trafficking that was happening here in town. Flashing these pictures like they still need to be identified was incredibly misleading in my opinion, and only leads the viewers to think that these two had yet to be identified. However, after they were identified, Paul Bonnaci changed his story- and suddenly Emilio was a “fake name”, like his brother’s- and Paul told me himself that these three weren’t related-which I know to be a lie, since the Aquazinno brothers were our neighbors at one point of my family’s history and I knew these three to be waiters at the French Café.

Propagandizing the dis info that has been such a part of the mess here in Omaha, I am just lead to believe that the media is, once again, doing its best to mislead the public from really understanding what truly happened here in Omaha, and that this is probably being done on purpose to distract people from logically assessing the events that played out- not only concerning the Johnny Gosch abduction but more important, how connected it is to some of the key players in Omaha and the situations surrounding the child, drug, and gun trafficking ring that made a few rich men here inordinately rich. Just more of the same, it is a recent example of the concerted effort to keep this whole thing in the shadows of conspiracy, which it did quite effectively.

Oh- and the “Col.” that they referred to- who was supposed to have bought Johnny Gosch- is none other than Col. Michael Aquino- the founder of the satanic sect Temple of Set, once heavily involved as head of the NSA (or that is what he brags about anyway), and psych ops expert on mind control and such. Not to mention my main handler as a child. Never expounding on who the Col. was, I just thought I would end by letting people know this fact.

Not really a Christmas topic, I just couldn’t let this all pass without throwing in my two cents. I will list the email link to the show as soon as it is available, just so people can watch and see what I am talking about for yourselves.

The Christmas holiday has never been easy for me. Not counting all of the scary satanic crap of my childhood- which was always intense this time of year- growing up in a family that despised me always felt amplified during the holiday season, and though things are vastly different now than when I was imprisoned in my family’s clutches, I still have a sour taste in my mouth with regards to Xmas.

Perhaps this year is harder because I am embroiled in this fight for justice, and I am not really sure what to do any more at this stage of my life. Within the context of an ugly altercation with my sister’s daughter recently on my phone, it was suggested that I sound bitter and angry on my blog- sounding as if the world is out to get me. However, my perspective is a bit different- in that, yes it is true that I am fighting for the truth of what occurred with my father and battle seems to be constant right now, as my personal character is being challenged by people who have no idea who I am as a person, (and that includes my niece, her family, and my stepmother Joanne C. Shurter and her two children), there is much more to my life than all this, and I am incredibly blessed as an adult.

Why do I keep fighting so hard? Because I keep remembering my dad and how he said he had “skeletons in his closet”, and more importantly, HOW he said it. I have come to believe that he might have been speaking LITERALLY, since he completely overhauled and rebuilt his bedroom closet, making a pedestal bed in the process. That and the fact that he and Joanne also had a sound proof room built in their basement. My father tried to come clean- and was desperately trying to get someone to listen to him before he died, but my stepmother Joanne, along with my brother Stephen- (who showed up at a private function for Johnny Gosch the November before my father died), did their best to convince people that he was crazy from his medication from the cancer. No one listened to him when he needed absolution, and I, as his son, am guiltier than most. Therefore, in a way I feel compelled to have all of this looked at.

The current argument that I am facing right now is that I am so intelligent that I just read up on all of what happened in Omaha and then ingratiated myself into the story with lies and deceit, but never once do these people deal with the FACTS that I present in my book Rabbit Hole, and on this blog. Facts, contrary to popular belief, can simply be logically and reasonably looking at the situation and questioning the facts that have been presented thus far, and the federal paperwork showing the cocaine connection to the Contras and Omaha, the statistics for child disappearances and human trafficking, not to mention the altercation I had with ex-Chief of police Robert Wadman are facts- plain and simple, and the real estate involved can be easily checked. I find it frustrating because I keep fighting these people who say that I am lying, but they won’t tell anyone where or how. It is always just a general attack, and it gets tiresome to be honest.

I believe that a crime has been committed. Well, a myriad of crimes actually- and I just want the police to investigate and do their job- and that isn’t happening. In fact, the police are just as guilty trying to trash me, since it was AFTER I reported to the Nebraska State Patrol what I did after they called me back from a report I gave to the Center for Missing and Exploited Child Foundation months before that they helped my stepmother file two police reports on me that I was completely unaware of, which was one of the reasons why Joanne was able to get a restraining order on me. There has been a conspiracy of sorts to silence me- complete with a man showing up at one of my booksellers and threatening him enough to prevent him from selling the copies he bought from me.

Does it make me angry? Damn straight- but I have never been the bitter one, but rather believe that is always more than one way to skin a cat, and my training as a child made me tenacious like a pit bull that bites down and won’t let go. Winners do what failures refuse to do, and there is, in my opinion, too much at stake to let all of this go right now. Besides, it is the right thing to do.

How is the question, but not so much as what is my objective in all of this, which is simply to get it ALL investigated. My father and his skeletons in his closet, my oldest sister’s death and why, after it was reported to Adult Protective Services that my sister claimed that her husband and oldest daughter planned to kill her by her doctors and nurses, why was there no follow up when she ended up dead in the presence of only these two? I believe she was murdered to prevent her from telling me what she knew, as she had no loyalty to our stepmother and the entire family knew what I would be like if I ever put all the pieces together, (Which the last 6 years have been a perfect example of). I want to know my brothers connection to the Johnny Gosch case, and I want to know if the collection of satanic pedophile porn that was confiscated in the Larry King case of Ocean City, Maryland could be connected to my brother and the events that happened here in Omaha when we were all collected here decades ago. These are just a few of the questions I want answers to, and BY GOD- I am not going to stop until this happens.

Christmas is about new beginnings, and I am praying with all my might that this upcoming year may be the catalyst that brings all this out into the open, and into the light. Call it my Christmas wish- since I got snow I thought I might push my luck. Thanks for listening…

Well, I must say that the eve to the end of the world, at least in my part of the world, was not only anticlimactic, but with all the snow- it was actually quite comforting and incredibly beautiful. It is funny how life plays tricks with us in such ways. The snow was, in a way, trying to assure everyone that it was a joyous time and a time to rejoice- no matter how dark and dreary we have been told the days ahead are. For just this small moment in time, it reminded me that I must consciously see the beauty around me, and there is plenty of it. Yet I know that the road ahead is dark- and full of pitfalls.

It has never been 2012 that I was concerned with, as I have looked upon it as media hype, but rather the days ahead are the concern for me. When it finally dawns on the people that Jesus does not have a standing appointment to come save us, and that the world is not going to end, and that we are responsible for what we are going through, those are the days that I am worried about. You see, there is this thing called “Millennial Hysteria” that has been parlayed by this whole Mayan calendar hype- but eventually, considering history always repeats itself, this hysteria is going to play itself out in our society.

I read about millennial hysteria in a Scientific America magazine years ago, and it explained that when the world turned 1000, masses of people convinced themselves that the world was ending and converted to Christianity, which is when the religion really took over. Of course- it is also during the time of Europe’s Dark Ages- which could easily have been the catalyst for the hysteria, however- not much is different psychologically in comparison to hopelessness that existed back then.

It is amazing to me how many people think that we are in the last days- and I am often dishearten when I listen to the fatalistic way many people look at life with all of their hopes wrapped up in an event that may happen thousands of years ahead in time, or maybe never at all. It angers me when people, who are totally wrapped up in the crucifixion of Christ, forget that there is a responsibility to life that is not negated just because Christ supposedly died on the Cross. Very few people believe in the whole Mayan prophecy from my experience, but that does not mean that they don’t believe that we are in the last days. Why do I fret about this you may wonder? Because there is also this thing called “self-fulfilling prophecy” in which if we believe something strong enough, we will work in ways to try and manifest what we believe will happen. In other words, if we are all convinced that we are in the last days- then when is the world going to get off its ass and try to work and change that which we have wrought upon ourselves?

If we, as a society, don’t stand up for what is right, then the robber barons and war monger elite will continue to take more and more until there is nothing left. I, as a child, was taught that this time would be ripe for the takeover- and the despair that people would feel as they lost their hope was believed to be exquisitely palatable and incredibly malleable, as Satanists don’t believe in a Savior coming in to save the day either. 2012 has parlayed millennial hysteria for over a decade, but considering the plight that we all are dealing with- be it economic, domestic, or foreign- history WILL have its due, and none of us can escape that. How we respond to the upcoming crisis’s that are bound to happen- esp. considering the volatility of the weather patterns now a days, are not only what will define us as human beings, but it may end up that it will be our very existence on this planet that is eventually at stake. Cheerful Christmas news I know, but hey- isn’t this supposed to be the end of the world? Besides, this is only my opinion. Maybe the world will end tomorrow- who knows? Although I highly doubt it, in more ways than one.

the show Missing Johnny will air 12/23/12 10:00 pm

Since the “official” story is the one that most adhere too, I wanted to share the time of MSNBC’s show on Johnny Gosch so that everyone can watch it. i personally don’t believe the story- but regardless, I will be watching it as well.

As far as this website goes- I am not sure where I am going from here. In the years that I have been trying to expose what happened here in Omaha, I have basically accomplished very little, and so it is time for me to leave the perps and go live my life. It has been my lot to “entertain” folks with what I have had to say for quite some time- but now, I have grown weary of beating my head against the wall and now want to go out and just live my life. Since I will NEVER have any children, I don’t feel as if I should worry about other peoples kids futures. Esp. since most parents could really care less about anybodies kids but their own, at least judging by the ACTIONS of most, I feel as if I have done enough and now it is time to go and live MY life and stop worrying about things that most people could care less about. Abducted and trafficked children can remain fodders for gossip from now on- since no one feels any compunction to actually DO anything about it.

As a society- we can all lament about how scary and bad the world is, but since none of us feel compelled to do anything about it- I have grown to believe that society gets what it gets, and deserves everything it receives. I believe that things are only going to get worse- and the American public, although it will clamor for this and that- is so self serving that I don’t believe anything will ever stop things from getting progressively worse. After all- NONE OF US ARE TO BLAME FOR THE WORLD WE LIVE IN. No, responsibility for that lies somewhere else and with someone else and certainly not with us as individuals. We are all just victims to the system- and since there is absolutely nothing that can be done from the comfort of our own couches, what can we do but just suffer with it and wait for the Savior to break from the fifth dimension and save us from the world in which we all helped to create.

I know this is critical, and probably will piss more than one person off- but then, it isn’t my job to make the masses happy. That is a job for Kim Kardashian and all the other train wrecks on television. However, I do not feel as if I want to “entertain” people with stories of dead and trafficked kids any longer- and since NOTHING has come about it- that is exactly what I feel I have been doing. I am not Jesus Christ- and have no intention of sacrificing myself to the masses who simply want to be pacified and entertained so that they don’t have to think about the world that is falling apart around them.

I’m sure that God- if God exists, and I have my doubts- is very proud of each and every one of us.

You know what amazes me? Paul Bonnaci is a CONVICTED PEDOPHILE and still people clamor to hear what he says in relation to all of this. How can I fight against that? He obviously knows more about Franklin- since he was busy having sex with kids at the time. How can I fight against that? People respect pedophiles- obviously. They know more than others about the abuse that happened here. So go for it- but don’t cry when there is NEVER ANY RESOLUTION TO THIS MESS.

A dear friend of mine this morning read my blog and asked why I am not writing more on a personal level rather on this over the top stuff that only irritates and disrupts my life. To be honest, I had no answer, so I listened intently to everything she said, and I would now like to try exactly what she suggested, and just talk about me for a bit.

My heart is full of anguish with this latest shooting, although I am seriously angry at how the media is treating this right now. We are all, as a nation, having to personally deal with this tragedy and each of us has to deal with things our own certain ways and I believe that no one needs the sensationalism at this point. My personal way of dealing with things is to generally separate myself emotionally from it- and in doing so, I speak in terms that more like an outsider looking in. Of course, that is how I generally feel most of the time, so it isn’t surprising that my speech would reflect such a conscious disconnect. The entire world as a whole just makes me sad and though I wish I could change it- I have not a clue as to how and am beginning to believe that I can’t even change my own little piece of it, let alone the whole world. I have been beating my head against the wall trying to figure things out- trying to act like an advocate, when the truth is- I have no faith in the world, and fighting against all of what I have come up against goes contradictory to my fundamental belief that you “can’t beat city hall”. David and Goliath was nothing in comparison to what I have found myself up against, and in a way this shooting has shown me that.

Twenty dead children are indeed horrifying, but my experience was so severe that I find it hard to grasp the severity of this situation. You see, I once asked my sister if she could put a number to the children she saw murdered as a child, and she told me that she couldn’t- and the fact is, neither can I. The masses cry out with righteous indignation that twenty seven people are now dead, yet never once give a thought to the hundreds if not thousands of children that were murdered here in Omaha. I have been attacked over and over for not having any proof- yet when I ask others to prove their childhood, they can’t do it either. It wasn’t like I was collecting evidence as a kid, and even now as an adult- I am no detective. I just know what I experienced, and that is what I have tried my best to present in the most rational, logical, and as honest manner as I could. As a victim of all of this, I feel as if I shouldn’t have to investigate and gather evidence- and even if I did- I doubt that it would make much difference. Try as I might, I have yet to put the absolute severity of my childhood out of my mind and move forward, which, in turn, has resulted in me having developed a defined sense of “tunnel vision”, causing my feelings all the more conflict.

This situation has not made me question my faith in God, but rather, our society as a whole, as well as myself as an individual. As individuals, I find people to be amazing, wonderful, and engaging- but as a mass of people, we are unmotivated, not because we are lazy or bad but because all of us have our noses so close to the grindstone so to speak that none of us have the time or the energy to do anything other than what our day to day living offers. The fact that I don’t believe there are any true leaders out there make me doubt myself and the world around me, and I don’t think I am alone feeling like this. Things are spiraling down quickly, and I am disheartened because just when I think that things can’t get any worse- life surprises me. I really do want to believe that a leader- or better yet, a group of leaders- will rise up and help get our nation and our world back on its feet, but unfortunately, it has been my personal experience that there is a concerted effort to keep that from happening- and so I guess I would be better off believing that skittles are going to rain from the sky.

From what I understand, there are five stages to grief, and I guess that I have been trapped within anger and despair for so long that I have lost all sense of the final stage- which is acceptance. Perhaps it was through the intensity of what I was forced to endure that I somehow forgot about the concept of forgiveness, not for those who have transgressed against me, but for me personally. In my conversation this morning, I discovered that I still fight survival guilt- why did I live when so many others didn’t, and what am I supposed to do now that it is over? What do I owe myself in relation to what I owe others, and when am I able to claim that enough is enough? When do I allow my ego to give into defeat?

Noreen Gosch once told me that I was “way out of my league”, and judging by the previews I saw about her postponed show on her son on MSNBC last night, I am beginning to believe that she is right. Asked to keep an open mind by another friend of mine, it just seems to me that the media is going to actively promote the same tall tales as before, and now- esp. after the recent shooting, I believe few will have the compunction to doubt a “grieving mother” who “lost” a son. My facts are within the details of what I have said and presented on this blog and in my book- but the truth that I have presented about my own personal life will never get out, and I am going to have to come to terms with this much as if it were an actual death. I have done what I can and to proceed further is only inviting further chaos in my life, and if this recent shooting has taught me anything, it is that life is fragile and short and I just want to begin to enjoy it for the time I have left, instead of constantly fighting those who have always rather I just keep my mouth shut.

Honestly, I have reached a point where I don’t want to hear about the tragedies of the day any longer- as I find it overwhelming and disempowering, knowing that there is absolutely nothing I can do as an individual. I have to find the difference between giving up and moving on, and struggling alone in a fight I can’t possibly win is only serving as a distraction from my achieving inner peace. Is it selfish to want such a thing? I don’t know right now, as I am conflicted, but I know that the definition of insanity is doing something repeatedly and expecting a difference result each time, and I have danced this dance long enough. Having said, in the past years, all that could be said about my past, it is time that I focus moving forward and allowing God to deal with this mess in Heaven’s own time. I am done sacrificing myself with this over and over, and achieving only heartache in return- and I grieve for the victims who have come before me and who will come after who will face the same type of organized adversity that I have had simply trying to tell my story. However, there is nothing that I am able to do, and so I must move onward and upward and leave all of this to repeat itself, forgotten within the folds of time and safe within the lies that surround it.

Will our nation overcome this last episode of violence? Most definitely, esp. when the next media driven event distracts us from what is really going on in the world. What that truth is seems to be different to all of us, and until we wake up and take a real hard look at the world around us, I fear that we are just doomed to repeat our mistakes of the past, and it is with this that I end this entry with a heavy heart.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/3036750

In light of this recent school shooting, I have done some incredible soul searching though I have found few answers to help comfort me. Although we have had massacre after massacre, this one is so horrific in that it has set the ante even higher for this type of behavior, and has once again reminded us that we are in a sad and evil world, and I am left to wonder where the light is in all of this. Like many others- I wonder- where is God with all of this?

America, it seems, doesn’t need to be afraid of foreign terrorists as much as we need to be afraid of our own people. Lacking the basic foundations that offer respect for life, each shooting has progressively gotten worse as kids are killing kids at an astronomical rate- trying to outdo the one before. Brain washing and soul numbing our children by glorifying violence and sex with endless hours of video games, music, and media- this problem is only further worsened by the fact that our news sensationalizes everything, promoting our morbid sense of curiosity in order to make ratings. In the process, some are left to fear the world while others desperately seek to rise above up in any fashion they can- even if that means grabbing a gun and killing innocents. But now that that the bar has been set so high, what are we to expect in the coming days after this horrific event?

How can I come to terms with what has happened in my heart? How do I deal with the grief and anger that surrounds this situation, esp. with regards to what those families must be feeling? How do any of us? Where do we go to look for comfort in this, where do we find some understanding? And most importantly, what can we do to prevent such tragedies from happening in our communities and in the world in general? These are some of the questions that have been running through my mind.

Quite a few, in the wake of this abomination, have clamored for tighter reigns on gun control- causing an inappropriate backlash considering the timing of all of this. Leaving no time to grieve, the world trudges on unmercifully, a fact that none enjoy nor can any of us deny. However, perhaps this is the very time that we should start looking at ways to try and reach out and prevent these types of situations, not by arguing the age old question about gun control but by trying to figure out how to change the mentality that has become so pervasive within our society. Somehow or other, we all need to come together and bring back a respect for life, and stop this hate that we have for everyone who is different than ourselves.

First and foremost- we are all human, and as such- we must find a way to stop bullying each other and begin to realize that we all fundamentally need each other. The only way to start this is by finding the compassion we have within us and projecting it out into the world. I am not a Christian, yet I undeniably believe in God. It is only with Heaven’s help that we, as a nation- as a race- and as a planet- will be able to change the world in order to bring a halt to this carnage that we are facing- not only in Connecticut, but all around the globe in general. This perspective must be global for it to work, for it is said that we are ALL children of God, so this hypocritical idealism that violence is okay in certain forms must cease. Regardless of how others view life or act out towards it- we all have to make a conscious effort to be more compassionate human beings, reaching out to those in need instead of ridiculing, mocking, or attacking those we see as different or strange.

We must bring back some sort of mental health structure- so that those who are in need aren’t left to fend for themselves. Instead of blaming those who are mentally ill, we need to provide better services so that they can get the help that they need. We don’t need more laws and stiffer prison sentences- they don’t have any effect on the problem as a whole- but rather, we need to change our perspective and realize that, like it or not, it is in our best interest to remember that we ALL ARE our brother’s keeper. It has been through our adversity that we have become violent, promoted by our nation’s propaganda and media outlets that graciously provide endless hours of virtual murder after murder, atrocity after atrocity, and as an escape- then give our children the outlet to kill whatever and however they want through their video games. We are breeding psychopaths and then are lamenting about the effects that is has on our society as a whole- bringing up the basic argument that you cannot raise people to be a certain way and then blame them for doing exactly what they were brought up to do.

Most importantly- other than a sense of compassion, we must bring back communication. A true dialogue of human compassion must begin, and we must all find a way to begin to embrace each other, and help each other when we are down rather than looking away and pretending things aren’t as they are. We MUST become involved with each other- every one of us- with the rest of the world. We need to bring back a sense of honor and respect for life- in order to stop the ensuing violence that is going to happen if we don’t. Killing each other is not the answer- it only brings the type of heartache that we are only beginning to experience in Connecticut. However, for this to really work, it will take everyone to get involved to try and make a difference. If not, we will just keep going through this type of atrocity over and over, as the numbers and stakes progressively get higher and higher.

That is just my opinion anyway.

This is an example of some of the misconceptions I am battling throughout this

This book is mostly well written, which is the only good thing about it. Otherwise the content of the book is mostly he said she said type material. Take my word for it. There are no real hard facts or evidence. Think of it this way.
“Hey i saw the loch ness monster”
“Really? Where is your proof?”
“Well i do not have any so you are going to have to take my word on it”
Of course the allegations in the book are much more serious than that, most of this is just a conspiracy. I also can say that the day care center at the beginning of the book where a college professor talked of satanic rituals on toddlers was false. One of the toddlers a few months back has stated that the allegations against the daycare were false and that the toddlers were coached on what to say. Aside from that i believe the author actually has never been involved with any crimes what so ever and either this is a great piece of fiction that he wrote or perhaps he is delusional.

Either way DO NOT buy this book.

UPDATE:

At the request of the author i read his blog and while he does talk about the events of franklin and how his family was involved he seems to make claims that he cannot back up whatsoever about his family and about a missing boy johnny gosch which is a real case. I marked my star down to 1 now based on these absurd allegations and odd claims that he brings up in his and I wonder how much he claims about himself is true in the book?

Again do not purchase this.

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Yes, whatever you do- do not buy Rabbit Hole- which is the MAIN objective of this review. Again- it doesn’t give specifics, just personal attacks. However, I am one who thinks that people should judge for themselves, and at least give me a chance to explain where I am coming from.

I stand behind the things I have said about the Johnny Gosch case- and since I am articulate, and able to form sentences- it should be obvious that I am not delusional. The news articles were added AFTER I wrote Rabbit Hole, and they were done independently from me. Most are from the Omaha World Herald- and since I was told that there is a PLETHORA of info on this subject that is stored in the archives of the newspaper, anyone who would like to research some of what I am talking about should feel free.

A woman in NJ has a lot of opinions about me and what I have to say- although I wonder if she actually knows what she is talking about. It isn’t that those who argue with me are stupid- but rather, they are ignorant to what really happened here in Omaha, and the fact that people MORE THAN JUST MYSELF know about the things that happened here. I have a feeling that her stance is more about what I have to say about the Johnny Gosch case than anything else. Whatever the case- it is obvious, by her own admission- that she is interested in keeping people from reading my book.

It is my personal contention that those who actually LOOK at all this, questioning everything that we have been told about all the events surrounding Franklin, they will see the same things that I am speaking about. That something seriously wrong transpired here- and that very little of the media driven official story makes sense when looked at with a critical eye. And that is why I will continue to keep going, defending myself when necessary- in order to get this exposed, whether strangers want to deem me delusional or not. Since I am not- it doesn’t matter in the scheme of things anyway.

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It is completely possible that there was some sort of child prostitution ring in Omaha. It is also completely possible that there had been a network conspiracy to hide the truth.

It is not that people don’t believe the possibility, it is that people from here, like me, don’t believe that the author of that book is recounting actual events.

I believe it is a complete work of fiction piggybacking on actual events and fabricating an alternate history generated solely from the author’s imagination.

A story is not made true just on the insistence of its writer.

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Date: 2012-12-13, 3:37PM CST
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I would suggest that you haven’t read the book- judging by your take on it.

Besides- you assessment is all about me- and nothing about the book. No one who reads it will believe that I inserted myself into anything.

Again this is just another personal attack- and has no details of anything concerning the book.

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Then it was said

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Date: 2012-12-13, 3:58PM CST
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So by your logic if a person does not like the book they have not read the book.

Or

If someone reads the book and does not believe the book then they have obviously not read the book.

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So I replied

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Date: 2012-12-13, 4:11PM CST
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No- but no specifics of the book are presented in these “reviews” but rather just character assassination. I am a liar and my book is a fraud- but never going on to HOW or WHY a person thinks that.

I think there are a few people making judgements on a book they never read. Otherwise they could say “I disagree with specifically this and this and this” and not a general- the author is a liar and so no one should read the book.

there is a distinct difference with all of it. I have had people who said it was too dark of a read for them- but they had specific reasons- none of which had to do with the author- whom none of you have ever met.

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