The Reality of Male Slavery- Human Trafficking at It’s Finest

It disturbs me that many people associate human trafficking and the sex trade just with women, as it extends far beyond that, and is much seedier than most would like to consider. In a previous video I posted entitled “Boys for Sale”, it shows the propensity that many pedophiles have for the flesh of young boys, and how vast this extends, at least in Houston in the 80s. There is also another documentary called “Conspiracy of Silence” which shows the problems that were experienced here in Omaha during the bilking of 40 million dollars from the Franklin Credit Union. When you factor in groups such as NAMBLA (the North American Man Boy Love Association), whose motto is “sex before eight or it is too late”, and pedophile groups like that of “Dreamboard”, which has been found to be in existence decades before the internet, one must wonder why all of this has been allowed to exist openly in the public eye.

I just attended a program on human trafficking in Nebraska, and the key speaker spoke of two films- one a Frontline documentary entitled “The Dancing Boys of Afghanistan”, and another called “The Whisleblower” which depicts the speaker’s experiences coming forward and reporting that American government contractors are heavily involved with the human trafficking trade abroad. The problem that I had with this presentation is that while human trafficking is a huge problem for third world countries, it is also very prevalent and ongoing in the United States as well, and local law officials in the States are about as eager to investigate and prosecute these criminals as Afghanistan is, which is a really sad take on America if you ask me.

Young boys were a focal point in the events that took place here in Omaha, NE- in the center of the United States, here in the 80’s and early 90s, as well as being in Houston- where “Boys for Sale” was filmed. These are just two places in America that this was a problem- and yet over and over it is viewed as an issue for women in third world countries. This HAS TO BE FOR A REASON! Defying logic and what is known about the issues here in the States, depicting this problem as it has been is misleading and one must wonder why our media doesn’t spend more time investigating and reporting the facts of the matter rather than leading society to believe that it is only poor countries that have this problem.

In “The Dancing Boys of Afghanistan”, it is shown that parents were willingly selling their children into this practice. Let me point out that Noreen Gosch- who is a mother of one of the first milk carton kids Johnny Gosch- has suggested both online and in her book “Why Johnny Can’t Come Home”, that her husband at the time was guilty of the same practice here in the Midwest. I know for certain that many parents here in Omaha were guilty of allowing their children into this mess because of financial gain, and the suggestion that John Gosch Sr. might have been guilty of this gives proof as to what I have been saying. God knows there was a problem- and there are MANY and various reasons why none of this has been investigated or prosecuted in any way around here. In fact- it has been my experience that the local officials- instead of investigating the problems, are more interested in trashing the whistle blowers who come forward- like the Nebraska State Patrol filing police reports against me without ever letting me know about it in order to discredit and dismiss my allegations. Not much different than what is happening in third world countries.

My Interview with Karen with FreeRangeHumans Concerning my History with SRA and MKUltra

CLICK on a SEGMENT to Listen or Download from BlogTalk Radio:

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/freerangehumans/2013/04/15/free-range-humans–david-shurter-01

Born and raised to be the antichrist
Buried Alive
Brother was 2nd unnamed Franklin Scandal photographer

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/freerangehumans/2013/04/15/free-range-humans–david-shurter-02

Blood Ritual Sacrifice “Happenings” at Hummel Park in Omaha
Mind Control Programming under Col. Michael Aquino at Offutt Air Force Base
CLICK to view drawings by SRA survivor Lynne Schirmer of torture methods
Body memories
Necronomicon

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/freerangehumans/2013/04/15/free-range-humans–david-shurter-03

Forced to commit murder at age 10
Family vehicles involved in several high-profile child abductions
Demonic visitations surrounding father’s death

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/freerangehumans/2013/04/16/free-range-humans–david-shurter-04

3 P’s: Prestige, Power, Protection
Omaha – Ricky Chadek (Uncle Walt Davis, Uncle Jack Shurter)
Omaha’s rich and famous:
Alan Baer married Marcia Brandeis
E. John Brandeis
Peter Citron
Alan Baer / Brandeis House used in “Run for your Life” Games
Baby Land at Forest Lawn Cemetery
Willie Theisen / Herman Caim of Godfather’s Pizza
Charles Manson’s programming similar to David’s
Incite Race War
Anti-Christ
Suicide attempts
Father flew private plane out of Offutt AFB / Eppley Airfield

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/freerangehumans/2013/04/16/free-range-humans–david-shurter-05

Omaha’s rich and famous (contd)
Targeted by directed energy weapon
Ted Gunderson
Hospitalization

My Sister Kathy Being Interviewed About Our Past History By Karen of FreeRangeHumans

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/freerangehumans/2013/04/16/free-range-humans–kathy-01

Heart Surgery
Living 50 yards from Offutt AFB
Brother David conceived through rape


http://www.blogtalkradio.com/freerangehumans/2013/04/16/free-range-humans–kathy-02

Happenings at Hummel Park
Being Drugged
RUN FOR YOUR LIFE Games at Baer/Brandeis House
Suicide Programming
Torture
The Quiet Room
Blood Ritual Sacrifice
Child Sacrifices

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/freerangehumans/2013/04/16/free-range-humans–kathy-03

Investigation – Why They Wont Open this Can Of Worms. It goes all the way to Iran Contra, Cocaine Trafficking, Franklin Coverup
Ricky Chadek child abduction case
MK ULTRA and SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE are run by ALL THE SAME PEOPLE!
Ted Gunderson
Body Count
StratCom
Kevin Dobson

Free Range Humans Radio

My interview with Karen- great interview series! She asked the questions- and I answered. Stay tuned for another part of the series to be uploaded in the next day or so that has my sis telling her side of things. Who says there is no corroboration among survivors?

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The Connection of Child Trafficking in Texas and Nebraska in the 1980’s

When most people think of child trafficking- they picture women in the sex trade, but in the 1980’s, not only was there a huge market for boys in Omaha, NE- but the same type of behaviors were happening in Houston, TX. “Boys for Sale” is a documentary that was produced in the early 80’s depicting the same types of problems that I and many others have reported were occuring here in Nebraska, this just happened to be in Texas.

Let me remind everyone that the republicans were in power at that time, and I do not find it coincidental that Houston had the same problems that Omaha had, considering that all of those who were in power at the time were highly connected. The similarities to the case in Houston and what was going on in Omaha are UNDENIABLE, and therefore needs to be considered when viewing the big picture of what was happening in our country during this time in history, when the sale of young boys was prospering, which basically set the structure for our future problems with human trafficking within our nation’s borders.

Dr. Tom Philbott, the gentleman who brought all this to the attention of the public on this video supposedly committed suicide sometime after- which I also do not think is coincidental.

New Concerns Regarding the Diagnosis of DID- Sent to Me This Morning Via Email

I believe that this push to discredit Dissociative Identity Disorder is due to the fact that our government wants to keep this under wraps- basically because DID is CLOSELY related to extreme ritual abuse, like that which was implemented in the MKUltra program, and the powers that be think that if they can disregard the DID diagnosis, they can also disclaim the abuse that was inflicted to cause such a disorder. Whatever the case, their actions speak loudly- as one is asked why this whole thing with DID, which basically very few know about or understand, is being considered a “fad” by those who are involved with discrediting it. This “fad” has lasted decades- and behind it is extreme ritual abuse and many times government attempts at mind control- so there is a bit more to consider than a simple desire to go along with the crowd (which again is not even aware of DID as a whole). Specific to the individual, let me remind everyone that the PROFESSIONALS who wrote the DSM 5- felt that it was valid enough to INCLUDE in it’s diagnostic review once again- although FALSE MEMORY- and the ability to implant memories- is NO WHERE IN THE MANUEL, suggesting that DID is valid and real and false memories and the ability to implant them is not. Perhaps that is why we are now seeing once again a backlash against such disorders caused by such abuse, as it is obvious that the False Memory Syndrome Pedophile Protector Squad is WRONG in their claims that Dissociative Identity Disorder is a result of rogue therapists who “implant” memories to highly suggestible hysterical women. In any case- I wanted to post these letters of concern that were sent to me this morning in my email.

LETTERS TO THE EDITOR The Journal of Nervous and Mental Disease & Volume
201, Number 4, April 2013 www.jonmd.com p. 353 – 358

Growing Not Dwindling: Worldwide Phenomenon of Dissociative Disorders

To the Editor:

In the December 2012 issue of the Journal, Joel Paris, MD, wrote an
article about the
current status of dissociative identity disorder (DID) and the
dissociative disorder field in
general. He suggests that DID is merely a ‘‘fad’’ and that there is no
credible evidence
to connect traumatic experiences with the development of DID. We refute
several of the claims made by Dr Paris.

Our biggest concern as non-North American researchers is that Dr Paris
does not reference a single international study related to dissociative
disorders and DID, despite the considerable and increasing empirical literature
from around the world. His speculation that DID is not diagnosed outside
clinics that specialize in treating dissociation is not consistent with
current data. DID and dissociative disorders have been reliably found in general
psychiatric hospitals; psychiatric emergency departments; and private
practices in countries including England, the Netherlands, Turkey, Puerto Rico,
Northern Ireland, Germany, Finland, China, and Australia, among many others
(e.g., Dorahy et al., 2006; Leonard et al., 2005; Lewis-Ferna´ndez
et al., 2007; Lipsanen et al., 2004; Marti´nez-Taboas, 2005;
Marti´nez-Taboas et al., 1995, 2006; Middleton and Butler, 1998; Rodewald et al., 2011;
Sar, 2006; Sar et al., 2007b, 1996; Tutkun et al., 1998).

Much of the international research, using sophisticated epidemiological
and clinical research methods, has replicated dozens of times the finding that
dissociative processes and disorders (including DID) can be reliably
detected in a wide spectrum of different societies. Epidemiological general
population studies indicate that 1.1% to 1.5% meet diagnostic criteria for DID;
and 8.6% to 18.3%, for any DSM-IV dissociative disorder (Johnson et al.,
2006; Sar et al., 2007a). The international literature on DID and
dissociative disorders has been widely published in mainstream journals of
psychiatry and psychopathology and is inconsistent with Dr Paris’s conclusions….

Dr Paris also opines that there is only a ‘‘weak link’’ between child
abuse and psychopathology, quoting an article published 17 years ago. Current
research illustrates a very different picture. Persons with early abusive
experiences demonstrate increased illnesses (Green and Kimerling, 2004),
impaired work functioning (Lee and Tolman, 2006), serious interpersonal
difficulties (Van der Kolk and d’Andrea, 2010), and a high risk for traumatic
revictimization (Rich et al., 2004). The Adverse Childhood Experiences Study,
an American epidemiological study, has provided retrospective and
prospective data from more than 17,000 individuals on the effects of traumatic
experiences during the first 18 years of life.

This large study demonstrated the enduring, strongly proportionate, and
frequently profound relationship between adverse childhood experiences and
emotional states, health risks, disease burdens, sexual behavior, disability,
and health care costs, even decades later (Felitti and Anda, 2010).
Specifically, child sexual abuse (CSA)
has been related in various epidemiological studies to the subsequent
onset of a variety of psychiatric disorders….

In conclusion, Dr Paris’s assessment of the supposedly dwindling fad of
DID and dissociative disorders is not in keeping with current peer-reviewed
international research. The dissociative disorder field has been producing
solid and consistent evidence that provides guidance to clinicians and
researchers about the epidemiology, phenomenology, diagnosis, and treatment of
DID (and closely related conditions).

Alfonso Marti´nez-Taboas, PhD
Department of Psychology
Carlos Albizu University
San Juan, Puerto Rico

Martin Dorahy, PhD
Department of Psychology
University of Canterbury
Christchurch, New Zealand

Vedat Sar, MD
Department of Psychiatry
Istanbul University
Istanbul, Turkey
Warwick Middleton, MD
Department of Psychiatry
University of Queensland
St Lucia, Australia

Christa Kru¨ger, MD
Department of Psychiatry
University of Pretoria
Pretoria, South Africa

Journal of Nervous & Mental Disease:
April 2013 – Volume 201 – Issue 4 – p 353–354
doi: 10.1097/NMD.0b013e318288d27f
Letters to the Editor

http://journals.lww.com/jonmd/Citation/2013/04000/Growing_Not_Dwindling__Int
ernational_Research_on.15.aspx
http://goo.gl/pmbFq

Disinformation About Dissociation Dr Joel Paris’s Notions About
Dissociative Identity Disorder

To the Editor:

We write to record our objections to both the form and the content of Dr
Joel Paris’s recent article entitled The Rise and Fall of Dissociative
Identity Disorder (Paris, 2012). His claim that dissociative identity disorder
(DID) is a ‘‘medical fad’’ is simply wrong, and he provides no substantive
evidence to support his claim. From the mistaken identification of Pierre
Janet as a psychiatrist in the first line (Janet was the most famous
psychologist of his day), it is replete with errors, false claims, and lack of
scholarship and just plainly ignores the published literature. Dr Paris
provided a highly biased article that is based on opinion rather than on
science. His review of the literature is extremely selective. Of 48 references, Dr
Paris cites exactly 7 peer-reviewed articles published from 2000 onward
(7/48 references equals 14%) and only
8 peer-reviewed, data-driven articles from before 2000 (8/48 equals 16%).
Rather than relying on the recent peer-reviewed, scientific literature,
Paris relied almost entirely on the non-peer-reviewed books, including a
popular press book written by a journalist whose methods and conclusions have
been strongly challenged.

He claims that interest and research in DID have waned, yet he fails to
cite the multitude of studies that have been conducted about it. In fact,
Dalenberg et al. (2007) documented evidence of the exact opposite pattern
described by Paris: ‘‘A search of the PILOTS database offered by the National
Center for Posttraumatic
Stress Disorder for articles on dissociation reveals 64 studies in
1985Y1989, 236 published in 1990Y1994, 426 published in 1995Y1999 and 477 in the
last 5-year block (2000Y2004)’’ (p. 401)….

In addition, he fails to cite a variety of neurobiological and
psychophysiological studies of DID documenting similar brain morphology abnormalities
in patients with DID to those of other traumatized patients (Reinders et
al., 2006; Vermetten et al., 2006). Despite failing to review this and other
relevant research, Dr Paris made the claim that ‘‘Neither the theory
behind the diagnosis nor the methods of treatment are consistent
with the current preference for biological theories’’ (p. 1078).
Furthermore, he fails to cite any research that has been done by researchers
outside North America. For example, Vedat Sar, MD, in Turkey has published more
than 70 articles and chapters on dissociative disorders and trauma
(http://vedatsar.com/ index_2.htm), but Dr Paris failed to mention a single one….

A recent review in Psychological Bulletin by 2012) found strong support
for the etiological relationship of trauma and dissociation. These included
several large meta-analyses, some of which focused on patients with DID.
Dalenberg et al. (2012) found an effect size of r = 0.52 and 0.54 for the
relationship between childhood physical abuse and sexual abuse, respectively,
in studies that compared individuals with dissociative disorders with those
without dissociative disorders. In addition, Dalenberg et al. (2012) tested
eight different predictions of the trauma versus the fantasy
(sociocognitive/iatrogenic) model of dissociation. On each, careful of reviews of the
literature, including meta-analyses, on memory, suggestibility, and
neurobiology, among others, Dalenberg et al. (2012) found minimal scientific
evidence to support the fantasy model. Further, reviews have shown that there are
no research studies in the literature in any population studied to support
the iatrogenic/sociocognitive etiology of DID promulgated by Dr Paris (Brown
et al., 1999; Loewenstein, 2007)….

In summary, disagreement is healthy for our field. However, Dr Paris’s
article does not provide scholarly criticism based upon peer reviewed
research, scientific data, or accurate discussion of the history of psychiatry. His
point of view is incorrect and outmoded. It is the so-called false-memory,
iatrogenesis model of the dissociative disorders that is the fallen fad,
buried under the weight of rigorous data that contradict it. Dissociative
disorders have not risen and fallen. These existed before the fields of
psychiatry and psychology did. These are, alas, here to stay but are amenable to
better understanding and improved treatments.

Bethany Brand, PhD
Department of Psychology
Towson University, MD

Richard J. Loewenstein, MD
The Trauma Disorders Program
Sheppard Pratt Health System
Baltimore, MD
Department of Psychiatry
University of Maryland School of Medicine
Baltimore

David Spiegel, MD
Department of Psychiatry
and Behavioral Sciences
Stanford University School of Medicine
CA

Journal of Nervous & Mental Disease:
April 2013 – Volume 201 – Issue 4 – p 354–356
doi: 10.1097/NMD.0b013e318288d2ee
Letters to the Editor

http://journals.lww.com/jonmd/Citation/2013/04000/Disinformation_About_Disso
ciation__Dr_Joel_Paris_s.16.aspx
http://goo.gl/xtJwy

A Declaration from an SRA-MKUltra Survivor to Other Survivors of the Same

Years ago, ex Nebraska senator John DeCamp called what I went through as training for “psychic warriors”, and I have yet to find a better way to express it. A disinfo conference being held in Los Angeles this summer calls us Super Soldiers, but that doesn’t adequately describe what we went through and why- as it suggests that we have become some sort of bullet proof robots who, judging by the title of the conference- are all a result of lizard alien beings from outer space influencing our nations sudden jumps in our technology in the past decades. Like everything else- there is a campaign surrounding the facts of what happened during our governments involvement with torturing children during their MKUltra experiments, trying to hide the facts in a load of bull in order to confuse and distract anyone from looking into the real truths of the matter. Organizations such as the False Memory Syndrome Foundation, began by an accused pedophile, is one example of the concerted effort at manipulating the general populations views of such facts like our government knowingly and willing tortured American children, that satanism was part of the process of the MKUltra experiments that were conducted in secret, (which is why there has been such a crackdown on anyone speaking about such events), and that this practice has been in effect for a long time and is still, even now, probably what is being practiced in our secret CIA torture camps around the world, (and it was my experience that the CIA was HEAVILY involved with my abuse so I have concluded that that it originates from there). All of this, at least here in Omaha, was heavily funded with the drugs being imported into the country through air force bases, which, by the way, let me remind everyone went also to funding wars that no one was aware of- like the Iran Contra scandal. Regardless of who and how, I want to focus on the training and what I learned during my experiences.

I have said before that any social worker will tell you that an abused child becomes hyper-sensitive to their surroundings as a result, and I believe that there were those in power who wanted to see what extreme repeated abuse would do to an individual and whether or not those effects could be controlled and manipulated. Considering the extensive history of this program, and the fact that its secrecy has guarded for so long would suggest that the reason why such behavior has continued is because what they have been doing has produced results. In other words- what they have been doing WORKS, which is why it has been voraciously concealed by rabid attack dogs who bite at the least of provocation in order to keep anyone from getting too close to the truth. The False Memory Pedophile Protector Squad is just one of many who are trying to keep all of this down, even today- which logically dictates that there must be some reason for it- and I believe that is because it is STILL HAPPENING. Which is why local Omaha officials like Mayor Jim Suttle and Judge Marlon Polk, and Deputy John Pankonin, and all of the other Omaha police who have involved themselves with this mess between me and my stepmother Joanne C. Shurter, have worked so diligently to help conceal the fact that she and my father were child abductors who abducted, raped, sold, and murdered children while they were married and my father was alive. Unable to afford this “domino falling”, I have been unmercifully disregarded, my family has become targeted, as well as any who would try to help me, by way of threats and intimidation tactics- which tells me that I am on the right path.

Tenaciousness was one of the things that was impressed upon me the most during my childhood, and although it has been suggested that my motives to expose this are based on revenge, that couldn’t be further from the truth, as it is my intention to expose this situation so that it can be stopped and a stronger focus to protect our people can be implemented as a result. Much of my training was teaching me how to think out of the box, which is common for all of us who have gone through such abuse- as again, they only picked the best and the brightest to be involved in their games, and the fact that we are all joining forces tells me that what we were taught was correct- and that in the end- this would be a fight of light verses darkness. Spiritual in nature- in Rabbit Hole I talk about the three kinds of people I was taught defined humanity- and it was through my past experiences that I feel has helped me reach the third type of which I speak. Instinctively perceiving the energies that surround certain situations, it is my training that has helped me to believe I can influence that energy- by simple focus and relentless action moving towards whatever goal I have in mind. “Successful people do that which failures refuse to do” is a mantra of mine right now, and helping however I can in the spiritual evolution that is beginning to take hold of mankind at this point in time is my intention. Exposing what I went through is part of this process- but certainly is not the end all be all, although again- revenge has nothing to do with it.

I am in the process of working on my second book- a somewhat sequel to Rabbit Hole although not really. The original problem with my first manuscript was that it was two books in one. One, of course, was the whole story of Franklin Credit Union and what I experienced through all of that, but there was a second book in there that included all of the spiritual training that I was given and have procured during my life as a result of what I was taught with my CIA Satanic MKUltra training. This is what I am going to talk about in my second book, which at this point has no working title, in hopes that I can balance out the darkness which I present in Rabbit Hole. We are in profound times at this point in history, and I believe that all of Heaven is with us right now- and it is this that I wish to present in my upcoming book. It is true that we are in dark days, but many of us have discovered that in the darkest of dark is where the light within us shines the brightest, and no intimidation or campaign of any sort is going to stop the spiritual evolution that we are all about to experience on a level that humanity has never seen before- as we begin to reclaim our minds, our thoughts, and our spirits from the darkness that has been promoted so heavily by those in power. Col. Michael Aquino was correct when he called it a mind war- and it is time that those of us who were exposed to SRA and MKUltra training use what we were taught by going within and doing what we were taught to do. Fear is nothing more than future events appearing real, but NOTHING is preordained, and those of us who found the light as children have a certain responsibility to shine now in order to change the individuals worlds that surround us all. We found the light instinctively as children- have no doubt it is within you all still, and our time for silence and hiding is over. We are about to change the world, and ourselves along with it- and in many ways- although again nothing is preordained, for many of us this is our destiny.

This is the end of my ramblings for today.

Jeanette Bartha, Critthink, and Karmakaze Are Trolling Around on the Internet Making More Issues for Everyone Talking about 22 Faces

I wanted to put in the link- although this group has become wise finally and have decided to post and then take down their posts so that the only ones they end up harassing are the people reviewing 22 Faces by Judy Byington. This all started because it was commented that although I have been banned from Amazon- so have people such as Sheri Storm, Charles Gaston, and Jeanette Bartha, although it is obvious to me that Jeanette has not been banned since now she is playing “Where’s Waldo” and this group of trolls is threatening anyone who stands against them with being banned from Amazon. This whole thing is a mess- and I just wanted to point out to EVERYONE who might be responding or reading this groups overwhelming posts on Amazon to remind everyone once again:

DO NOT FEED THE TROLLS.

It only gives them encouragement- and as they are basically trying to wipe out anyone who has a different view from them- such as pedophilia being bad and child abuse mattering. They are a group of pedophile protectors and who needs that in their lives?

They just don’t openly attack me because their whole premise is that “witch hunts” have been started by the therapists of hysterical women- and I neither have been diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder, nor am I a woman- let alone a hysterical woman. Besides- even though I have NEVER been diagnosed with DID- there are plenty of men who have- and the similarity of those cases is that each of the men went through and experienced Satanic Ritual Abuse as children. I don’t fit their highly publicized theories- even though most all of them have been disproved since the 92′ arrival of the False Memory Syndrome Foundation, which is why they poke at me from afar but don’t have the courage to do it up front like they do with survivor’s such as Felicity Lee. But then that is a group of pedophile protectors for you- all working so that pedophiles can be free to molest and have sex with kids anytime they want. I bet their mother’s are proud of them.

http://www.amazon.com/review/R1NG76CG5Z394V/ref=cm_cd_notf_message?ie=UTF8&cdForum=FxQKK8LRUXM4IS&cdPage=105&cdThread=TxAJ8RT32UGJWX#Mx2EBSOLQKGVPVQ

Eastertime Musings…

This weekend I have once again been asked why I keep going on about the happenings in Omaha back when I was a kid, and I wanted to answer on my blog so that I don’t have to keep answering. It is funny- I usually find that the people who ask this are, for the most part, pretty unsympathetic and most notably self impressed, such as Critthink on Amazon when they asked me why I just don’t let the past go and live my life. Last night I was told that at my age I just “need to get over it”, and yet- this same person (not Critthink) will go on and on about how corrupt our government is and how our constitutional rights are being stripped away more and more everyday. It is this that I think is the problem- in that so many people involved with trying to expose what is happening here in America have their own agendas and they are all somewhat diva acting in their attitudes and such. I am no different- I definitely have an agenda- and my experiences- and those of my siblings and other survivors here in Omaha are PROOF as to how corrupt our government has been from the very beginning, and I have no intention of just getting over it and getting out of the way of those who swell with their own self importance. Child abuse, child trafficking, drug trafficking- all of these issues matter even now- as they are still problems we are facing as a nation, although I am not having to go through it myself at this time (probably since I am no longer a child). But just because my experiences have stopped doesn’t mean that the practice of abuse has, esp. where it concerns children.

I was also told that what I am doing is “too little, too late”, but I believe that it isn’t over until I take my last breathe- and EVERYTHING that helps is important- no matter how little or late it might be. Building themselves up by tearing others down, it is this attitude that probably keeps a lot people from doing anything, as some of us probably believe that it won’t make a difference in the end and won’t be appreciated even if it did- but I believe that you never know who you might reach or whose mind you might open and so it is never “too little too late”. Of course- this was said in order to hurt me and close me down- but judging what I have gone through, it will take more than a foul mouth individual throwing around insults to close me down or stop me from doing what I have been doing for the past 7 years now. For better or worse- I am comfortable in my own skin and with what I have accomplished- and though there are plenty of people trying to tear that apart for whatever reason, I won’t be deterred.

It has also been said that I am self impressed, and that my ego is keeping me from achieving my goals- but my mother always told me that if you don’t “toot your own horn”, no one is going to do if for you. I am proud of my blog and the numbers that hit it daily- as it has taken years to get to this point. I am also proud that I wrote a book that is being considered for best book of the year by a bunch of my peers. Most who tear at this have not done anything substantial in their own lives in my opinion, as I don’t see the need to tear at others accomplishments to make mine better. I am proud that God has used me to do the work I have, and I am also happy with the fact that I didn’t just go “live my life” as I think that I have a chance to change the part of the world that I live in, and that means more to me than just my own happiness. I have found life to be much more than just about me- and I feel no need to trash another in order to have a sense of my own accomplishments. I also won’t let strangers try to steal my accomplishments away from me by belittling me or what I have done, esp. considering that those who do generally don’t have accomplishments in their own lives. It has taken me a long hard time to come to terms with being comfortable in my own skin- and I won’t allow those who can’t say the same to trash me. Sometimes you have to stand up for yourself, and I guess I feel this is one of those times.

Life is difficult- and each day it seems to be getting harder, but tearing at each other isn’t going to make things better. I may not be pretty, or the smartest, or the fastest- but at least I am on the field trying to make a difference- and in the end, that is all that matters to me. My achievements are not so much mine but rather need to be shared with the group- as I have done NONE OF THIS alone, but I have no time for those who are so self impressed that they feel they can say whatever insulting and insensitive things they want to whoever they want whenever they want. As I have grown older- I have tried to develop a stronger and higher emotional IQ, and although I have been guilty of what I am complaining about myself in the past, I also realize that I am the only one who can change myself- and to do that I need to surround myself with decent, strong, and compassionate individuals who are constructive with their criticisms rather than stating their own self importance by declaring how much I suck. Nobody needs or wants this type of behavior- and I am no different.

Regardless of what has been or will be said in the future- I am not going to be deterred. I will continue until these situations get exposed and the behaviors dictating them are changed, and those who don’t like it or feel that it is worthless can sit on the sidelines or do whatever- they just don’t have to do it around me. And that is my rant for this morning.

The Reason Why My Concerns Have Been Unheard by Omaha Police is Because There is NO PUBLIC AUDITOR

In Omaha- the police police themselves- and not very well. I am putting up a video in which you can PLAINLY see the police invading a house with NO WARRANT in order to illegally confiscate a video of their misdoings. They are running rogue- and not achieving anything but causing a great deal of harm in the process.

It is amazing to me that I have info- corroborated by older sister- on the illegal events that played out here in the past concerning child, drug, and gun trafficking and yet local officials are DESPERATE to keep this info from reaching the public- although I have been emailing Nebraska State Patrolman Deputy John Pankonin and faxing Mayor Jim Suttle and Judge Marlon Polk concerning my allegations for quite some time now.

This is the video showing how Omaha police just do whatever it is that they please, in order to show that there is no Public Auditor to police the police and take the issues of the concerned public to bat. They are doing JUST WHAT THEY DID IN THE 80’S and that is doing WHATEVER THEY PLEASE. Everything BUT upholding the law.