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Finding myself in the middle of a divorce- I have decided to take a break from my advocacy work in order to write another book. This one will explain what I have gone through since the first book and the trials and tribulations that have occurred with my advocacy work.

I never thought that I would be here. I still love Michael- but he can no longer take the work that I am doing. We have drifted so far apart that the guy hates me and will do whatever he can to lash out and hurt me- and it is going to take some time to get all of this resolved. I am returning back to get my stuff and my dogs- and I will resume my work when this all is over.

My heart is broken. I have sacrificed everything to try and do my advocacy work and now that is all I have left. I hope that those of you who have been following me will continue to do so- as I will be resuming my work right after I return.

It is difficult for me to look back at my past- for a myriad of reasons, but mainly because the patterns that were instilled in me as a child have just kept repeating themselves throughout my life. Old loops of my father run in my head- and funny enough if I didn’t recreate that in my marriage.

My father was a harsh man- and would spend much of his time saying terrible and biting things in the form of humor to degrade the person that he was talking too. Never good enough- my father had a way of picking out everything that I was unsure of about myself and then would harp on how it made me less than dirt. Today- two decades later- I realized that I repeated that in the form of my husband- who is much the same way. This makes me sad beyond belief- in that I wonder if there is any hope of happiness for me.

We do what we know. We know what we are taught. And the lessons that we learn generally stem from the experiences that we had as children. Despising me for the advocacy work I have been involved with- I was often chastised for offering my life up to a bunch of strangers that I didn’t know nor would I probably ever. Hating me for the life decisions I have made- I have lived for far too long under the shadow of my father, who tried to teach me that I was less than worthless. I choose to do the advocacy work because I was called by God to do so. If that means that I must give up everything I know in the process- then so be it. I am just sad that the one I must sacrifice is the one I love the most. I will miss the man I believed was my soul mate.

What I went through was horrific but what I do is not because of me- but because I have come to realize that my past is some people’s present- and will be even more persons future if something is not done. I equate it like this- I was in a warehouse of horror and somehow I got out. The question then became- do I keep running or do I go back in and try to help others escape? I chose the latter, and as such- my life has fallen apart accordingly.

My other half does not understand why I have made the choices that I have in my life. To be honest- sometimes I have the same questions. I just think that one life is not that much to offer up to God- and so I am going to do what I can to try and change the world around me rather than just accept the things that desperately need changing. I can’t live with the complacency that most have with the world around us- and I will no longer be bound by the apathy that many show regarding all of this.

So my commitment remains strong- and I will do the best to try and break the cycles of destruction that has been such a part of my life in order to prevent myself from repeating them in the future. This is babble I know- but I figure this is my blog- and so I will speak about what is meaningful to me now- instead of trying to please others- which I seem to be an abject failure at.

Anyone who tells you that I have not sacrificed to get all of this investigated does not adequately know the situation. I have been targeted for so long that it has become a common occurrence to me. My car has been trashed by my family- I have had a myriad of death threats- I have had dead animal parts left at my house- and people who have tried to help have only had their livelihoods threatened. It all has been an attempt to isolate and quiet me. The sad part about it is that it is effectively working.

I have lost everything I have held dear- and am now a stranger in a strange land trying to make my way as best as I can. I am no longer in Omaha- as there is nothing left for me there but a collection of incredibly bad memories and my father’s family- who won’t leave me alone. I have been harassed to the point where I have lost many of those closest to me. People are afraid for me- but more than that- they are afraid to be around me.

Sorry for my absence- but I have been busy restructuring my life, trying to make it harder for my family to target me. Thwarting me any way they can- my stepmother Joanne C. Shurter and her daughter Christina Blumkin/Shurter have been doing whatever they can to keep me from getting my family and their activities investigated.

Omaha is a sad place- Nebraska has a notoriously bad and over reaching CPS, which helped allow kids to be abused back in the 80s and 90s. Nebraska- like many other places- doesn’t review it’s policies often- and considering the money that is being made from these practices- have no real incentive to change things as they are- although the children who get wrapped up in the system often are hurt horribly from it.

The local officials and policing departments have ABSOLUTELY NO INTEREST in looking into what I have said about my father. They play games with the victims- protecting the abusers- all because the abusers have connections and money- much like my stepmother. My own father came clean about what he was guilty of- and was just blown off and ignored. The Nebraska State Patrol has actively gone against me to keep from investigating what I have told them- complete with filing secret police reports against me on behalf of my stepmother. Working against victims in order to silence them- I have finally gotten tired of the games and decided to move in a different direction.

I will be restarting my blog this next week- and it looks as if I am going to revamp the whole website in order to make it more accessible for those who want to read what I have been involved with. I am also going into an investigation into the False Memory Pedophile Protection Foundation which I am writing about for the winter issue of Paranoia Magazine.

The only way to stop these activities is to educate ourselves as to what is happening- and that is going to be my focus still here on my website. I just needed to make a change- and now that has been done- am going to resume my quest in exposing all of this for what it is. Our nation is being influenced by a group of nazi gay occultists- which was my experience as a child- and I am going to do my best to show the inner workings as I investigate this further. The Bohemian Grove is a perfect example of what I am talking about- and for those of you who don’t know what that is- a simple Google search will help inform you. All of this has been happening right under our noses- and now is the time for people to see it and try to make a change.

Anyway- I will be resuming daily entries from now on – and I apologize for my absence up until now. I will work diligently to try and make mine and others investigations into this crystal clear. But for now- I think that a catch up is needed for those who are new to this site, so in my revamping of DavidShurter.com- I will also try to make it easier for people to read my past posts on my investigations.

Thanks for all of you who have taken an interest and have continued to read what I have been through and what I am trying to investigate.

I was on a road trip all last week- and now that I have reached my destination, I will resume blogging for the time being. While I have been gone- an anon named Critthink- which would be more aptly named IMakeShitUp, has been going on and on about Judy Byington’s book 22 Faces again- and I just wanted to respond to some of the things that have been thrown at Judy and her husband by a bunch of never do wells.

Most of the arguments presented by Critthink- who I actually believe is Doug Mesner, satanic practitioner of satanism- both privately and publicly, are mostly ridiculous- going all the way to suggest that they were inappropriate with Jenny Hill- who 22 Faces was written about. I have spoken with Jenny Hill- and what I have determined is that this group of pedophile protectors are trying to get the family of Jenny Hill to sue over abuse that they could know ABSOLUTELY NOTHING about. I, in my conversations, have decided that there has been talk of a big “pay off” if this group goes after Judy- and that is what is fueling most of the conversations around all of this. Goodness knows- the False Memory pedophile protection squad is based on lawsuit actions (that is primarily where most of their money is comes from as a group) and that this group has convinced people who were NOT PRESENT AT THE ABUSE OF JENNY AS A CHILD that they might be able to heavily profit financially for going after a book and it’s author.

The thing is- I was also like some of dissenters for many years, as I went after my sister and tried to quiet her when she came out and spoke of our father and his third wife’s abuse tactics. Not because it wasn’t true but because I didn’t want to deal with the truth of the situation as it was humiliating and hurtful to remember all of what happened in the past. However, years later, when I was set up to actually deal with what happened to us- I flipped to the other side and tried my best to expose what my sister was saying instead of denying it to the world. One must understand how much shame and humiliation is involved with our abuse- and it took me years of therapy- not to remember what happened- but to deal with the pain and humiliation of what happened in my childhood. There is a huge shame that goes with this type of abuse- and it has a tendency to keep victims quiet all by itself. At least that is who it worked with me.

However- I am at a place now where I can do some good. Investigations are going hot and heavy- and that is really what I think needs to happen now. ALL SURVIVORS need to group together and disprove this notion that there are only a handful of us relating the same sort of abuse that happened to us all, and that is my goal this year. To help empower survivors to come tell their stories in order to dispel this notion that what we went through as children is simply fabricated in our minds. TOGETHER we can all make this happen in order to save future generations for enduring what so many of us did when we were younger (and some are even dealing with it now as adults).

The Process church is heavily involved with these practices- and it is time- in my opinion that people start to wake up to the reality of all of this so that we can, as a society- change what is going on. This is my hope for this next year.

Fact:
A report of child abuse is made every ten seconds. More than five children die every day as a result of child abuse. Approximately 80% of children that die from abuse are under the age of 4. It is estimated that between 50-60% of child fatalities due to maltreatment are not recorded as such on death certificates. More than 90% of juvenile sexual abuse victims know their perpetrator in some way. Child abuse occurs at every socioeconomic level, across ethnic and cultural lines, within all religions and at all levels of education. About 30% of abused and neglected children will later abuse their own children, continuing the horrible cycle of abuse. About 80% of 21 year old that were abused as children met criteria for at least one psychological disorder. The estimated annual cost of child abuse and neglect in the United States for 2008 is $124 billion. (childhelp.org).

Fact:
A total of 2,039 suspects were prosecuted for Federal sex offenses in 2006, representing about 2.5% of the 83,148 suspects prosecuted in Federal courts. The main sex exploitation offense referred to U.S. attorneys shifted from sex abuse (73%) in 1994 to child pornography (69%) in 2006. Convicted sex offenders sentenced to prison increased from 81% in 1996 to 96% in 2006. (Bureau of Justice statistics.gov).

Fact:
According to the World Health Organization, up to 53,000 children are murdered worldwide each year. 1.8 million are involved in prostitution or pornography and 1.2 million have been trafficked. (U.S. Department of Health and Human Services: Administration for Children & Families. Child Maltreatment 2011.)

Fact: 797,500 children (younger than 18) were reported missing in a one year period of time in America, resulting in an average of 2,185 children being reported missing EACH DAY. (The Center for Missing and Exploited Children 2012).

Fact:
Abused children all learn early to keep their mouths shut. They are told that they will not be believed, that their friends, siblings or families will die if they tell, etc.

Fact:
Those who do survive adapt through various ways: dissociation, acceptance, daydreaming, denial.

Fact:
Those who die are never able to tell their story.

Fact:
Those who live through the abuse either bury the memories through dissociation, become abusers themselves, or live in fear of their abusers.

Fact:
Dissociative Identity Disorder remains a recognized disorder (DSM-IV-TR – American Psychiatric Association).

Fact:
Once in awhile a brave survivor does tell their story of abuse. In the face of adversity – the skeptics, the abusers, the pedophiles – all there waiting to pounce, to create the very reality of her biggest fear – ‘no one will believe you’..

http://www.cnn.com/2013/11/03/world/europe/edward-snowden-manifesto/index.html?hpt=hp_t1

So here we have the British Intel- which, by the way- is HEAVILY involved with the cult activity that has been happening in America- working the the National Security Agency to infiltrate and spy on normal people in society.

The problem that I have with this is that considering Jimmy Saville and all of his activities, how can anyone honestly say that these groups DIDN’T KNOW about what was happening with that jerk and his friends? What they know about normal people is bad enough, but then when they find out about crimes- and you can’t tell me that PEOPLE DIDN’T KNOW- they do what American law officials are guilty of and they do their best to HIDE and PROTECT these events.

Cult and ritual abuse have been around for a long time-both in the US and the UK, and it is just interesting that a group of treasonous eavesdroppers- who obviously know more than they should- are HELL BENT on keeping this information quiet and hidden from the public. It isn’t what these groups MIGHT know that is the problem- it is what they MUST KNOW and how they have reacted with regards to that information that is the issue.

How much did these groups know about Jimmy Saville and situations like that surrounding him- and WHY HAVEN’T THEY COME FORTH? Eavesdropping on people, saying you are looking for terrorists- but ignoring a bunch of satanic cult members abusing and trafficking children makes NO SENSE. As always- there doesn’t seem to be any truth or accountability with regards to this mess, and that- FIRST AND FOREMOST- needs to change in my opinion.

I have no idea who is the author of this blog- nor can I say that I can validate all that has been said- but I did find it an INCREDIBLY INTERESTING READ! I haven’t finished yet- but that is because there is so much to take in.

Arlis Perry Helter Skelter Son of Sam Liberal Fascism author Unknown.

http://thespawnofthesphinx.com/index.html

This nation seems to be under the influence of a bunch of apocalyptic gay neo nazi satanists, which is why we have found ourselves in the place that we have as a species on planet Earth. Believing in Might Makes Right and a form of hedonistic social Darwinism that transcends any moral compass whatsoever in comparison to the sense of entitlement, American society as a whole has systematically been brought to the edge and it NOT an act of God but rather that of the .25% of the 1% who believed they could force the hand of Heaven. (and in so many ways- they have accomplished what they set out to do- but not in the ways that they thought.)

The reason why satanism in it’s many forms has prospered the way that it has- such as in the case of Michael Aquino- who not only founded Temple of Set but has a long career in the psych ops departments in our government, is because it has worked up until now. In my book- I say that those who say magic doesn’t work have never practiced it- and that goes for good and bad. The powers that be have spent centuries playing around with things that were better left alone, and now the time has come to pay the piper- it is that simple. Stripped from their protection, those that they have manipulated for so long are no longer at their reach, nor more importantly- their disposal. I was taught Wrath- and so, using what I have learned, I have unleashed it in the only way I could think of. I helped the fallen with the only request that in the end- they help bring down those who have used them for so long.

Investigations into dead children are happening already- and the systems that have protected these killings are about to be exposed for what they are. Mankind is on the brink- and I believe that the Beginning Is Here! Waking up to the fact that in every face we see, we see the face of God- it is finding the Heaven within ourselves that is going to ultimately bring forth the light- and no man nor angel is going to thwart the ultimate will of God. The first law of Heaven is to LOVE. The second law is to Know Ourselves. And the third law is to GIVE FREELY OF OUR TIME AND ENERGY!! Despite what we have been told by those who would dominate and deceive, we need each other. And it is TOGETHER that the Human Race is going to change the world- into something we can be proud of instead of being afraid of. If you are afraid- fear not for God IS WITH YOU. God and ALL OF HEAVEN is with ALL OF US RIGHT NOW! Search within yourselves and you will see that I am telling the truth. It is only in becoming the lightbearers that we are all meant to become that we will succeed in becoming the change that we wish to see in the world- and it is through this upcoming tumultuous process that we are all about to see exactly what we are made of.

The choice, as always, is ours. However, I can not reiterate enough that we all need to prepare our houses- for the TIME IS NOW.

The biggest problem in the survivor community in my estimation, deals with conflicting egos- all of whom want to be the ONE to expose this mess and get the glory for stopping it. Just recently- on Amazon, the false memory pedophile protection squad leveled the same sort of opinion at me- saying that my blog and such was just a desperate attempt to gain attention. I woke up early this morning thinking about it, and I wanted to put my thoughts down on paper while they are still fresh in my head.

I write my blog because it gets the word out in the only way I could think of. Considering the consistent hits I get a day- I would have to say that what I am doing is working. Being somewhat of a loner by nature- I am not seeking out attention as it has been suggested but rather am trying to light a fire in people’s minds so that they investigate and help break apart the constructs that have built this mess into the epidemic it is today. Human trafficking MUST stop- and the only way to do that is to understand who is behind it and how it has grown to the proportions that it has. That is the reason why I think that Omaha- Granddaddy of the whole mess, is a good place to begin to try and understand what happened that led us to where we are now.

I have no need to be THE ONE, for the simple fact that spiritually I was always taught that I WAS the one. I enraged people on a radio interview when I told people that this war with Heaven was already fought- and that God has already WON- by doing the very thing that has been taught for us to emulate in that God embraced his foes and- BECAUSE GOD IS LOVE AND NO ONE CAN THWART THE WILL OF GOD- brought them back into the fold of Heaven. It is amazing to me how many angry individuals are wholeheartedly invested in this hypocritical theory of an eternal fire pit- like God would be one to tell us to love each other but be so low as to do just the opposite of what Heaven teaches. There is no eternal fire pit- and the fallen were EMBRACED BACK INTO HEAVEN FOR DOING GOD’S WILL. We were all to be tested- and so therefore the friction of evil was necessary- as we all have had to make a choice. And so we have, for better or worse.

The reason why I have fallen behind on my posts is because I am slowly working on a second book where I am trying to explain the spiritual side of what I have gone through. The first manuscript of Rabbit Hole was two books in one- and the spiritual was taken out in lough of the investigation, which I felt was more important to explain first. However, it doesn’t make the spiritual side any less important- and I think it is imperative to get this side out to help people understand exactly where I stand in all of this. MKUltra training consisted of very detailed and specific spiritual constructs and the energy of God was not only recognized but we/I was designed to be able to sense, understand, and manipulate that which has remained unknown to so many. I am trying to explain what I went through- as well as the philosophies of life that developed as a result. That was taken out of the first book- therefore it needs to be replaced in a second one. That is one of the reasons why I have taken a back seat on my blog lately.

Maybe the reason why I don’t have this compulsion to be the ONE is that, growing up believing that I was to be the AntiChrist and rebelling against that belief, I have always contended that I WAS the one and didn’t want to be. As such- though my spiritual practice, I have concluded that it is not that I have to be THE one but rather A one; in other words I just am glad I have a place in all of this. Helping the fallen cross back over to God has been a soul changing experience for me, and has brought me a sense of peace that I have not experienced before- and if I had to do it all over again, I would a zillion times over. Experiencing the Grace of God’s Love and Forgiveness over and over is what has saved me, both as a human being as well as spiritual creation. No one can take what my spiritual practice has given me, and for that I will be eternally grateful to my creator and friend. I also have no need to be anything other than what I am evolving into – and since this process is highly personal and private, attention from the public is not only a distraction, but considering the reactions I have gotten from some concerning what I have done, is detrimental to the peace and determination which MUST now be my focus. We are in the Retribution, and I need to prepare myself for what is coming ahead me and mankind, as do we all.

In other words- prepare thy House for the Time is Here.