http://www.cnn.com/2013/09/06/opinion/rumold-fisa-court-nsa/index.html?hpt=hp_t4

No one trusts the American government anymore- and for good reason. They are doing everything they can to find and detain whistle blowers who would stand against what Obama and his crew stand for.

Erasing bad memories is PROGRAMMING. Obama is now making MKUltra a normal every day experience. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I EXPERIENCED AS A KID. Memory erasure is a common experience- not false memory implanting. Get rid of dissenters memories- and they won’t dissent anymore. Our government already knows about the brain – that is what MKUltra is all about. Instead of going to therapy- they will simply erase our memories. We are definitely going into a situation where Big Brother is out of control.

http://www.npr.org/2013/04/05/176339688/president-obama-calls-for-a-brain-initiative

http://abcnews.go.com/Health/obama-announces-brain-initiative-compares-human-genome-project/story?id=18862282

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uJuxLDRsSQc

of course how therapists are doing such things to their clients is a question. But this little mouse- whose neurons are so big that they can be SEEN (although neurons are invisible chemical reactions and not actually things you can see), proves without a doubt that using laser beams, therapists all over the world are implanting memories of abuse in women’s brains- all of whom are hysteric and suffering from mental conditions. Most of the critics on this have wondered if what some are calling “false memories” is actually nothing more than a case of CONDITIONING. How exactly DOES a mouse tell you about his memories? What these experiments show is that you can condition mice. It says and proves ABSOLUTELY NOTHING about false memories, but still IT IS ALL OVER THE MEDIA SAYING JUST THE OPPOSITE, and hailing the false memory propaganda in the process.

http://www.newsy.com/videos/scientists-implant-false-memories-into-mice/

Mice are traumatized by false memory brain implanting laser beams- while other animals just chase them around like madmen.

http://abcnews.go.com/US/montana-supreme-court-blocks-judges-bid-resentence-teacher/story?id=20182263

District Judge G. Todd Baugh, who imposed the sentence, became the subject of backlash after he said in court that the victim was “older than her chronological age” and had “as much control of the situation” as the teacher, according to the Billings Gazette.

Unfortunately- more than not, the community has a tendency to look away from what makes it uncomfortable, and often do not report what they see concerning children and abuse. We have seen this over and over again- with Penn State and Jerry Sandusky, with Jimmy Saville and his pedophile lifestyle, and just recently- Ariel Castro- who kept three women prisoner in his house without anyone realizing or reporting the problem. We overlook that which we do not want to see- and it is this habit that has brought the child sex trafficking problem to the 36 billion dollar a year industry that it is.

Our systems have failed our children in a massive way. Our justice department reports that 2,185 children are reported missing a day- and that doesn’t count throw away kids who leave home, the parents who are selling their kids into this- such as mine did, and the undocumented immigrants, who are here in mass but invisible. Also, how many of the abducted and missing children are considered runaways and fall within the cracks of being reported? An example of this would be the case of Amber Harris in Omaha, NE. She disappeared and was deemed a runaway by our local officials until someone tripped over her rotting corpse in a local park a few months later- at which time they arrested a KNOWN perpetrator who lived on her bus stop and then asked the community hail them (the Omaha police) as heroes. It makes me wonder how many people are out there who have lost their children only to find roadblocks every step of the way in their search to find their loved ones. It has been my personal experience that only the most tenacious of us keep going- although that in no way is to say that we succeed. Our children are disappearing and being trafficked in mass, when they aren’t being raped and murdered- and it is up to us AS A COMMUNITY to bring this to a halt and change things.

We are beginning the see the very fabric of our society starting to tear and the only way to prevent this is to get back involved as a nation in our civic duties. Not just to vote- but rather become reacquainted and more connected to our communities as a whole in a way that helps inspire others to do the same. Our political, judicial, and and law enforcement agencies have been running rogue for far too long now- and it is time to start holding our leaders accountable- esp. with regards to our children. A “backlash” was formed against the first child protection law in America passed in 1974 called CAPTA, and they have been crusading against whistle blowers and mandatory reporters now for 30 years, influencing public opinion in mass with theories of people implanting memories in people’s brains and outlandish tales of Sybil and her multiple personality disorder bringing America to hysteria A DECADE AFTER THE BOOK WAS WRITTEN and causing our nation’s history with reports of satanic ritual abuse and MKUtra mind control abuses by our government, even in light of the fact that children were coming home from their day cares with STDs.

Our media helps feed these impressions. 2,185 children are reported missing a day- yet we had to listen about Casey Anthony for HOW LONG? Our media is leading us to believe that our children are not in danger- but the numbers are that close to 800,000 children are being reported missing a year right here in America, and that isn’t to say that the numbers haven’t grown exponentially since this report was delivered. We, as a nation- and more so, as human beings, can not afford to look the other direction any longer. The smoke is clearing and the mirrors are breaking- and that which has been hidden in the dark is now all starting to be brought into light- and this is one aspect we can no longer look away from and deny.

This was left by me on Amazon on David Eichman’s review on Debbie Nathan’s “Sybil Exposed”

So let me get this right. Every childhood memory is false- or only those that deal with abuse? Saying that everyone who has memories of childhood abuse is false is pretty ridiculous. Are current memories false? What about what happened yesterday? So does it always take a therapist to implant memories- or can a neighbor? Maybe a store clerk.

Can you implant a false memory in me in writing or do you have to shine your laser beam into my eyes in person? I want to offer money to someone who can PROVE- IN A PERSON- IN A REAL LIFE HUMAN BEING- who doesn’t know that they can sue the brain implanter- or has a FMSF attorney waiting in the hallway, that false memories are real and can be implanted.

I’m serious- I want to have a detailed description of how a person implants a memory and I want to see it done. I will pick an average person and I want it videotaped and at the end of it- i want this person to be convinced that they ate babies for dinner. I want to SEE IT- not hear about it, not have it explained through mice- but I want to see an average individual be convinced that they ate babies. Without a huge FMSF payout in the end.

If this CAN NOT be proved- then there are a lot of therapists who have had their lives destroyed over nothing but junk science.

Most of this is playing out on David Eichman’s review on Debbie Nathan’s book “Sybil Exposed”. I just wanted to answer some of the accusations that have been leveled on me since returning a few days ago to the website.

First off, I did not buy anything concerning my book and my achievement of being nominated for Best Book of the Year by Foreward Reviews. Slandering the people involved and leveling it as nothing more than a scam, this false memory pedophile protection squad does anything it can to diminish the accomplishments of survivor’s such as myself. I did pay a small entrance fee to be considered- but they DIDN’T leave me a critique of my book other than considering me 1 out of 15 people who were nominated out of 1300 entries. I got nominated because the book is well written, which flies against their extreme attempts to leave terrible reviews in order to say just the opposite. In fact- I have been called a bad “vanity published author” more than once in the last few days by Critthink- who is the organizer and ring leader of the FMPP Squad.

The thing about “Rabbit Hole: A Satanic Ritual Abuse Survivor’s Story” is that it is making it’s way all over Omaha- as people are reading it and passing it on to their friends from what I hear. Although this Amazon group would argue this, it seems that people are taking an interest so much that they are encouraging their friends to read what happened, and since Omaha and the fall of Franklin was BEFORE our nation’s history with satanic ritual abuse, thus was BEFORE the False Memory Pedophile Protection Foundation- they really don’t have that much to say about what happened here.

In fact- they do everything they can to diminish and ignore me- believing that this vain attempt will somehow silence me, but then- that is probably why they went out of their way to get me off Amazon. Contrary to what Critthink says- the law department called ME- and even now I have a number and a direct lawyer I am working with sending them to the things that have been happening on their website for a couple years now. Whatever the case- Amazon WAS NOT THE ONE WHO BANNED ME, and they are making a diligent effort to find out exactly how I did find myself banned and who was behind it- since they have ABSOLUTELY NO RECORD of Amazon making that choice. Having used it against me for a year now- it is funny that this group doesn’t have much to say about this situation- and do what they can to steer away from it. Probably because this group of the FMPP Squad was BEHIND the effort. I just want to make sure that they get the public acknowledgement that they obviously are looking for- and am encouraging Amazon to go well beyond what would commonly be looked at as a case of hacking into their computers, as there are MANY more indiscretions that have taken place than just this.

The thing about trolls and how to deal with them is to shine a light on them and make them public. I am hoping that Amazon makes an example out of this group- setting a precedence of what other trolls in the future can expect when they partake in the same behaviors. I do the same thing on my blog- and I don’t get paid a dime to do it (as the FMPP Squad has suggested that survivor’s are only in it for the money- which, coming from an organization that has made MILLIONS setting up and then suing therapists with bogus clients that they deliberately sent in in order to trash anyone they can and sue them for as much as possible, I am not sure why this is not considered FRAUD, but their history has been one of making their money engaging in this type of behavior over and over and over and getting away with it.) In fact I haven’t made a dime on any of the advocacy work I have done- and still owe friends for the 10 grand it took to get the book published in the first place. This whole attempt of this internet trolls to deflect their own behavior onto others is not going to work- and I think it is high time that survivors stand up and fight this group in a way that shines a light on just what they have been guilty of for decades now.

Yesterday I attended a committee meeting on human trafficking held at Project Harmony- and although the meeting was well attended (over 70 people in the room), and though the facilitation was top notch- there is still an uphill battle facing those many people willing to put themselves into the mix in order to try and effect a change.

Nebraska Senator Amanda McGill’s bill was amazing- but by the time it was passed it was so watered down that it was hard to feel any kind of victory in it- as it got argued down over and over by the male members of the Nebraska legislation. I would assume- knowing what I do- that people like Nebraska State Senator Ernie Chambers were instrumental in the process, as he was involved in the “investigation” into Franklin Credit and the many crimes that occurred against children.

It is as I said in the meeting- Nebraska has Franklin Credit Union and all of the child trafficking that took place at the time to contend with- and until we admit our history- very little real change is going to be enacted. What I discovered at this meeting is that I am far from alone wanting some resolution to Nebraska’s past and that many, MANY of it’s citizens remember and are talking about what they experienced at the time all of this was taking place.

I also found it interesting that other than one interested LaVista policeman, there were NO OTHER LAW ENFORCEMENT at this meeting- nor city representative, and very few of the other child agencies in town- like The Child Savings Institute. Surely these organizations CARE about child trafficking and the community as a whole, and their absence from this meeting was noticed- at least by myself. It has been my experience that local officials would like nothing more than candy coat the situation in the media and not really spend any time really LOOKING into anything, so their absence just helps to solidify this notion that our local law and political officials are more than disinterested in this topic.

As such- the battle to rectify Nebraska’s contribution to the 36 Billion dollar a year industry of child sex trafficking will continue to remain an uphill battle.

For over a year it has been held against me that I had been banned from this website- and it is true that I have not been able to post since- but according to the Amazon legal department- they have nothing in their records that shows they actually banned me. More than helpful- the lawyer who called me to talk to me was very pleasant- and wanted to know exactly what had spurred this bombastic argument “the other side” was waging on people such as Felicity Lee- a victim of abuse and an advocate like myself, and Judy Byington- who is author of 22 Faces and has been trying to be a survivor’s advocate since publishing her book- both- like me- only to be viciously stalked and attacked, both on the web as well as in real life. Trolls are a new and growing problem- and Amazon is starting to realize that their site is full of them- and that the situation far extends beyond their website alone. This was a good day.

So I will be posting again on Amazon- not on my book but on others- trying to bring a sense of rationality to a group of arguments that stem from the False Memory Syndrome Foundation- although it has been disproved over and over as any kind of anything- let alone a syndrome- and it based solely on a certain group who is active with the False Memory Foundation making up preposterous theories like the recent “false memories” have been disproved by mice, but are incredibly adequate of getting their “headlines” into the media.

My memories aren’t false. Nor were they repressed. My experiences also didn’t stop as a child but continued into adulthood. The reason why this group has seemed to trick me and Amazon and everyone else into believing that I was banned is because my situation doesn’t fit the parameters of what they need to disprove me- as my therapist hasn’t implanted any memories into my brain- nor am I a “hysteric woman” who has been “convinced” that they have issues with dissociation due the ritual abuse that many have suffered through in their lives. Discrediting the victims is something that people like Christopher Barden, Elizabeth Loftus, Debbie Nathan, and Doug Mesner all specialize in, but since my abuse continued well into adulthood- and I HAVE corroboration from my older sister as to the abuse that was occurring in my father’s household, I am an inconvenient truth that apparently this group will do what it can to keep quiet. What happened here in Omaha is real – and it has NOTHING to do with “satanic panic” as it happened in 87′ and the False Memory Pedophile Protection Squad wasn’t formed until 92′- beyond the scope of what they are predestined to embrace simply because we are decades of history later.

I don’t appreciate being duped. Nor does Amazon- from the impression I got today, so keep it up guys- you are doing some marvelous work in burying yourselves.