I Need Help at this Juncture in Time

If you are so inclined- I am asking that people give me their thoughts and prayers as I try to muddle my way through trying to get Rabbit Hole: A Satanic Ritual Abuse Survivor’s Story out to the people.  I would also like it if you shared your thoughts with others, and again, if you feel so inclined- recommend that they check out the book on Amazon.

There is a new development in this camp- which I find incredibly exciting.  A friend of ours, our moved to LA some time ago- actually writes screenplays for a living and has agreed to check out Rabbit Hole to see if a script could be written for it.  They shall remain nameless, as I don’t see the need for them to get a harassing letter from my stepmother and her cousin/lawyer, but if you could just send a prayer my way about this- it would be GREATLY appreciated.

Knowledge is Power, and Power is in the people.  That is what I believe anyway.  So please- I am asking for all of you out there to help me promote Rabbit Hole, in order to bring a much needed change to the system.

Thank you!!

Info on MKUltra from the NYTimes

http://www.nytimes.com/packages/pdf/national/13inmate_ProjectMKULTRA.pdf

Funny How This Can’t Be Kept Down….

Interesting that there is so much information on all this- and so little action. But like they say- you can’t keep a good man down- nor a story like this- for that matter…

Along with the books- check out the Conspiracy of Silence- found in the video section on this site. It gives an somewhat in depth look at the problems I am talking about.

Joanne C. Shurter and Gerald Friedricksen Sent Out Threatening Letters to Amazon and Barnes and Nobel Today Trying to Prevent the Publication of Rabbit Hole: A Satanic Ritual Abuse Survivor’s Story

In furthering their attempt to infringe on my First Amendment Rights- Gerald and Joanne sent out the same old letter they have sent out everyone who has tried to help me promote and sell this book.  However, Amazon has lawyers like Dixie Quicks, and I would assume that they will respond by suggesting that instead of threatening everyone else- they consider taking me to court.  That way they can try to prove me a liar.  Of course- the reason why we have been playing all of these games and the reason why they are harassing the daylights out of me is that they know that my sister and I can easily prove the abuse allegations, as she was taken out of their home and I have my own history of abuse with my father’s family.

Since I neither mention her name nor my father’s in the book- it makes me wonder what their problem is.

Truth, Lies, and Scandal in Omaha, Nebraska

From the nationwide satanic panic in the 1980s to local political cover-ups, shocking kidnappings, unsolved child murders, and scandalous pedophile rings, this book takes you behind the deceptive headlines and, finally, reveals what was going on in Omaha when all hell broke loose.

Rich and well-connected members of Omaha’s elite carried out unspeakable acts of abuse and even murder on innocent children. David Shurter was one of those sexually abused survivors forever scarred by the horrible rites performed on him by his own parents and other followers of Satan. It wasn’t until he entered psychotherapy in midlife that repressed childhood memories came to light and he discovered his gruesome nightmares were indeed real.

This book, finally, is an expose of the surprising participants and unbelievable horrors involving murder, drugs, lavish parties, pedophiles, suspected government conspiracies, and the Omaha gay scene that cast a dark cloud of suspicion over an unsuspecting city.

David Shurter Takes you down the rabbit hole.

Foreward written by Randy Noblitt, PhD, clinical psychologist and author of Cult and Ritual Abuse.

 

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Common Programs Observed in Survivors of Satanic Ritualistic Abuse- Shared with Me on Facebook

Common Programs Observed in Survivors of Satanic Ritualistic Abuse

 

David W. Neswald, M.A. M.F.C.C. in collaboration with Catherine Gould,Ph.D. and Vicki Graham-Costain, Ph.D. The California Therapist, Sept./Oct.1991, 47-50 Introduction

The following article is archived with permissionof the authors. It may be reproduced and distributed as long as it is notabridged.

Increasingly, cases of Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) and SatanicRitualistic Abuse (SRA) are being reported in the psychotherapeutic community.Though controversy concerning authenticity remains, such cases are slowlygaining in acceptability as a genuine social and psychopathological phenomenon.Concurrently, the etiological underpinnings and treatment demands of thesespecial patients are being unraveled and understood as never before. As aresult, it is becoming increasingly clear that perhaps the most demandingtreatment aspects of such cases concern the problems posed by what is known as”cult programming.”

So called cult “programs” are really no more than conditioned stimulus-response sequences consistent with basic learning theory. Such conditioning is achieved through a large variety of sophisticated and sadisticmind control strategies involving the combined application of physical pain,double-bind coercion, psychological terror, and split brain stimulation. All programs are stimulus-sensate triggered. Thus, programs may be enacted(triggered) via auditory, visual, tactile, olfactory and/or gustatory modalities. Classical, operatic, and observational/modeling paradigms all areutilized by the cults and their “programmers.” Finally, it isimportant to note that virtually all cult programs will possess a variety of secondary and tertiary back-ups — perhaps several layers of each.

The following is a preliminary and evolving listing of the different types of cult programming observed in my own brave patients, as well as inthose of my colleagues and consultees. All such patients are survivors ofSatanic Ritualistic Abuse with a diagnosis of Multiple Personality Disorder.

The purpose of this compilation is to educate the therapist treating MPD and SRA about commonly observed programs in similar survivors. It is hoped that the following will aid in the identification of cult mind control programmingin therapists’ patients, as well as to generically disseminate important information hitherto known to but a relatively few SRA specialists. The more weknow about cult techniques and methodologies, the easier it becomes to effectively treat these courageous patients.

Self-Injury Programming

1). Cutting Programs

As children, patients have been “taught” by the cult when and how to cut. These programs tend to be triggered as a means of punishment, as well as to reinforce earlier “compliance” or “shutdown”injunctions (e.g., “Don’t betray the coven.”)

I recommend that the therapist pay specific attention to the pattern,location and implement of the cutting — each may serve as a signature of theoriginal program, involved alter (alternate personality), and/or cultprogrammer. I further recommend photographing and or diagramming the wounds from each of the cutting episodes for later comparisons.

The cutting implements themselves may be special “gifts” of the programmer (used during the original programming session), which the patient may keep secretly hidden for years and use only when the urge to cut isspecifically triggered. Finally, many cutting programs have been conditioned in such a way as to “progress” to suicide programs as “needed.”

2). Burning Programs

As is the case with cutting programs, the location and modality of the burn injuries are significant. The therapist may also wish to map the burn wounds. Common modes of burning include: cigarettes, lighters, hot metalimplements (i.e., knives, rods, wands), and/or a variety of scalding (or flammable) liquids and caustic chemicals.

3). Miscellaneous Self-Injury Programs

Types of specific self-injury programs are as numerous as there are ways to injure oneself. Besides being conditioned to cut and burn, we have also routinely seen programs designed to create within the survivor: (1)”accident” proneness, (2) failure to eat, (3) ingestion of injurious materials and poisons, (4) failure to sleep, (5) failure to take neededmedication, and (6) the intentional breaking of one’s own bones — particularly hands, fingers, arms and legs.

Lethal Programming

1). Suicide Programs

SRA survivors are routinely conditioned to attempt to kill themselveswhen they and/or the therapist, are deemed to be getting too close to material damaging to the cult, or when the cult feels it has lost all other forms ofcontrol over the patient.

Expect these to be present in virtually all SRA survivors. Recentclinical experience has raised serious questions concerning the once widely held “one true suicide program” concept. Indeed, while many patientsdo have but one or two such programs, many more often exist. Additionally,there may be more than one suicide program per alter, and more than one trigger per program.

Identified suicide methodologies have included: shooting, hanging,cutting, stabbing, poisoning, overdosing, auto “accidents,” leapingfrom buildings, starvation, etc.

It has been my experience that the original cult suicide programming sessions will often NOT involve the use of dissociation enhancing medication,apparently so as to keep the memory as clear and distinct as possible.

2). Assassination Programs

When someone in the survivor’s environment is deemed by the cult to have become too much of a liability, the patient may in some cases by triggered to attempt to kill that person. Most likely such programming will be set inagainst a supportive significant-other (e.g., husband, boyfriend), or against the therapist.

As is the case in self-injury programs, the special means/implements(e.g., guns, knives, poison, etc.) of the assassination program are often”given” to the patient by the cult.

The primary intent of the cult may not be the actual death of the assassination target, so much as the discrediting of the patient as a”murderer” or “attempted murderer.”

Cult Control Programming

1). Reporting Programs

Patients are conditioned to routinely contact and report back to the cult. These programs may be time-triggered (every month, full moon, etc.),date-triggered (i.e., corresponding to cult “holidays”, etc.), or situation triggered (i.e., host personality enters therapy, reveals cult”secrets,” etc.). Such programs keep the cult updated on the patient’s daily life, as well as with the ongoing work in therapy. Further,specific intelligence information may be gathered about the therapist and treatment facility, and reported back to the cult.

Particularly prevalent with such conditioning are several layers of back-up reporting programs. Of course, along with back-up programs will come a large contingent of back-up reporting alters. Never assume you’ve found all thereporting alters in the patient’s system. Always assume that reporting exists.

2). Access Programs

This refers to cult access into the survivors’ personality system. These programs allow the cults to access the patient’s personality system through specific (usually cult-created) alters. This access is achieved through a largevariety of triggers, including whistles, electronic tones, spoken phrases, touch,etc. Once accessed, a myriad of other programs may be triggered and/or reinforced by the cult.

3). Return Programs (Call Backs)

Such programs are designed to manipulate patients to return to the cult for rituals and/or further programming or to “escape” from therapy.The patient may be conditioned to respond to phone cues, to follow a specific contact cult member upon sight, and/or to meet a cult “contact” at a predetermined location (i.e., “safe house”).

4). Reminder-Reinforcement Programs

May be used as a “reminder” of the patient’s “vows”to the larger cult or subordinate coven. These are programs often enacted via phone or touch triggers (e.g., three series of three taps on shoulder or knee,a rapid series of six electronic tones, spoken phrases, etc.). Program triggers frequently include “gifts” from the cult given during childhood(e.g., stuffed animals, music boxes, etc.). Visually, certain colors may also serve the same purpose. Cult-related colors (particularly red, purple andblack) are commonly presented to the survivor in the form(s) of a cult-contact’s apparel, a letter or envelope, etc. These programs appear to beprimarily designed to re-install fear and cult compliance.

Not uncommonly, a survivor may be triggered to compulsively engage in degrading or self-injurious activities so as to reinforce a variety of other “in place” cult conditioned responses.

Therapy Interference Programming

1). Scrambling Programs

These are programs intended to confuse, disorganize and/or block the patient’s alter system, emerging memories, thought processes, and/or incoming information. Often, there are specific alters designated by the cult programmerto perform this function (e.g., “The Scrambler”). Reduced ability to”switch,” speak, write, draw, read, and/or remember previous sessions/work are potential tip-offs to the enactment of a scrambling program.

Such programs may specifically target the therapist. For example, the incoming words and/or visual images of the therapist may be scrambled or garbled. The effect will often be that the survivor experiences the therapistas looking and/or sounding threatening, abandoning, or incompetent.

2). Flooding Programs

Such programs are enacted by the cult in order to interfere with therapeutic progress/process by overwhelming the patient. This is achieved by triggering the patient to have a flood of painful and frightening cognitiveand/or somatic memories enter consciousness simultaneously, thereby significantly increasing post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) symptomotologyand suppressing the functionality of the patient. A wide variety of triggers may be utilized.

3). Recycle Programs — (Ray& Reagor, 1991)

These are programs which act to quickly re-dissociate memories which the therapist has worked to abreact and re-associate. The therapist may return the next day to find he/she must redo the work from the previous therapy session.Such programs must be neutralized before the re-dissociated material may be effectively re-associated.

4). Cover Programs — (Ray& Reagor, 1991)

Similar to “screen memories;” these are programmed memories laid in by the cult to distract from, or distort, the true ritual abuse memory.A secondary purpose of these programs is to discredit the survivor’s memories with “unbelievable” content. For example, a ritual involving pain and”medical” paraphernalia might be “covered” with a memory of UFO abduction and experimentation.

5). Verbal Response Programs

These are programs designed to provide “acceptable” answers to cult-related, system-related or alter-related inquiries which may be posed by the therapist or other non-cult supportive persons. Such responses will havebeen extensively (and painfully) “rehearsed” by the patient and cult programmer.

6). Silence-Shutdown Programs

When enacted, such programs will cause the patient to “stop talking” — to cease revealing information to the therapist or non-cultsupportive other. Though such programs may be triggered through a wide varietyof modalities, enactment via self-touch triggers are particularly common. Someshutdown programs will be directed toward specific alters, while others aremeant for the system in general.

7). Nightmare-Night Terror Programs

Similar to flooding programs, patients are conditioned to become overwhelmed with terrifying images/memories while asleep. Such programs are deeply ingrained and appear to be primarily used for punishment. They serve tokeep the patient run-down and fatigued. Often, nightmare programs are triggered or tripped automatically when processing “forbidden” material intherapy.

8). Isolation Programs

Isolation programs may have intra-system or extra-system applications.Within the system, alters may be walled-off (via amnestic barriers) from cooperative alters by cult-loyal alters. Beyond the system, patients may beconditioned to withdraw socially, isolating themselves from helpful resources,etc.

9). Pain Programs

As the name implies, patients may be conditioned to re-experience thephysical pain portion of their abuse memories. Generally used as punishment,pain programs may also be enacted to “motivate” the survivor to carryout other programmed injunctions. Such conditioning may bespecifically/intentionally triggered by cult, or automatically tripped whenprocessing “forbidden” material in therapy. Electroshock pain appearsto be a favorite of the cult-programmers for this particular conditioningparadigm.

10). Rapid Switching Programs

Once enacted, a patient may not be able to finish a sentence without switching three to four times between alters. The problems this creates for the patient’s optimal functionality are obvious. This type of conditioning appearsto have been programmed via the rapid presentation of preconditioned alter-triggers during the original programming session. The entire original programmingexperience is then paired with a neutral trigger.

11). Miscellaneous Therapy Interference Programs

Other types of programs observed in SRA survivors designed to interferewith the therapeutic process include those which condition the patient to: (1)not see, (2) not think for self, (3) stay distracted, and (4) become resistant,mistrustful, and/or obnoxious toward the therapist.

I Wish to Give a Shout Out and Say Thanks

There are several of you out there who have offered to throw a book signing in your own perspective areas, and I want to say thanks for all the work that all of you are putting forth to make that happen.  Suggesting the book for your book clubs was also another great idea, and I want to say thanks for that as well.  It is the support from all of you that make me remember why I started to do this in the first place, and it is all your constant prayers and continued involvement in the movement that gives me the strength and tenacity to carry on.  All of you are right- it will be much harder to follow me this way, and I can not begin to tell you how much I appreciate the support that I have been shown throughout this ordeal.  Each of you are brilliant- and I just wanted to let you know that- and to say thank you!!

Being a Survivor Advocate Takes Courage of Conviction…

Being a survivor advocate takes courage of conviction- and it takes strength to support those even when it isn’t easy. I wish that some who stand up would sit back down- because when it heats up- they bail out- doing more damage to survivors than not. If you are going to talk the talk- then at least have the courage to walk the walk. Otherwise- shut your mouth and get out of the way. That is my opinion.

Joanne C. Shurter of Omaha NE and her attorney/cousin  Gerald Friedrickson are perpetrators who are desperately trying to keep my book down without actually taking me to court- knowing that my sister and I can prove the abuse allegations along with everything else.  They send threatening letters to everyone- and when people like Dixie Quicks sends them back a letter telling them to go screw themselves- they actually do NOTHING.  Despite the fact that these two seem to want to re-victimize me again now that I am an adult- I will continue to speak my truth and do everything I can to get my story out there.

My parents were involved in a child abduction ring, and guns and drugs were also being trafficked in Omaha at the same time.  Involved with the same people who brought down a savings and loan in town- the police today still refuse to investigate- despite the number of unsolved cold case child murders they have on the books.  Read all about it in Rabbit Hole- A Satanic Ritual Abuse Survivors Story- now available on Amazon.  BUY YOUR COPY TODAY AND READ WHAT THIS IS ALL ABOUT!

Happy Easter- Rabbit Hole: A Satanic Ritual Abuse Survivor’s Story was Released on Amazon Today

http://www.amazon.com/Rabbit-Hole-Satanic-Ritual-Survivors/dp/0984893717/ref=sr_1_26?ie=UTF8&qid=1333733316&sr=8-26

 

After the Kent Bellows Foundation got a letter today threatening them from my stepmothers attorney Gerald, I decided that  I would release Rabbit Hole a month early.  This makes a little less than a dozen letters sent out since my stepmother got a protection order against me- which makes one wonder who the hell is harassing who.  Anyway- Rabbit Hole is now available on Amazon, Kindle, and will soon be available at Barnes and Nobel.  Fitting that I would release my book during Passover, but when push comes to shove- I figured it was time to stop all the games.

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Journey to Wholeness Abuse Survivor Art Show

Please Join Me at 6pm tomorrow Night (April 6th, 2012) at the Kent
Bellows Foundation Art Studio on 33rd and Leavenworth Street for the
Journey to Wholeness Abuse Survivor Art Show where I will not only be
showing my artwork off, but I will also be selling copies of Rabbit
Hole: A Satanic Ritual Abuse Survivors Story. There will be food and
drink and incredible art- so please come join us!

Some Thoughts about Easter…

Why is it that people can worship some “dead guy on a stick” (which is how Satanists view Jesus on the cross),  but when you start conversing about energy they look at you like you are crazy? Why is it so hard to grasp the concept that there is nothing that isn’t God? In every face I see I see the face of God. Many Christians, in my opinion, see the devil. It is like Gandhi said- I like your Christ but I do not like your Christians. As it gets closer to Easter, and my triggers go up understanding that for some the holiday represents how easy it is to dispose of an agent of God, I find myself irritable with this whole Messiah concept that people have fallen under the illusion of.

I am not a Christian in the fact that I do not believe that Jesus dying on the cross excused me of my sins, and I feel that my own salvation lies in my own hands- and not in a book that some can quote at a moment’s notice.  Growing up with Satanists, I have compelling reasons why I cannot and will not ever call myself a Christian, and though I don’t adhere to the beliefs that I was raised with, nor do I have any compulsion to jump onto the other side of the coin.  A narcissistic belief system in my opinion, it celebrates death in the same way that I grew up with, and every spring I am faced with the same feelings that I have had since childhood- consisting of anger and discontent.

It is my contention that what is important is Jesus’s life and the things he preached, and not the fact that he found himself nailed up on a cross.  But the Bible is filled with so many myths; it is hard to decipher what is truth and what were the political messages of the Church- who had the most control over the document in mankind’s history more than any other.  Do I believe that a man lived in a fish for days before being rescued? No.  Do I believe that epilepsy is caused by the devil?  No.  Do I believe that there was a boat that actually existed that housed every single mammal in the world, in which they existed without eating each other?  No.  However, that doesn’t mean that I don’t find beauty and truth in the myths of the Bible.

I believe that evolution is the work of God, and that we all evolve- physically, emotionally, and spiritually.  The first commandment is Love.  Jesus preached this- and I have found the worth in this process.  The problem with believing that you are saved, besides the fact that this is disillusionment, is that it makes it much easier to judge those around you.  None of us are saved from the responsibility of our actions- and those actions can easily end one up in the dark as much as in the light.

We are in the Reckoning.  Everything is being brought out into the light finally- and all of us will be judged accordingly.  Telling yourself that you are free of this process is folly, no matter how many wafers you consume on Sundays.  We are all beginning to realize that God has been with us always- even in the dark. However, there is a place that God is not, and that is where those who live selfish, hateful, evil lives will end up- not in fire, but in dark.  An eternity of never ending nightmares that are the result of the absence of God and the Light, the suffering will be great, much more so than burning up in flames.  No light, no heat, no passion, no love- those who chose this path will learn what the fallen had to learn before they were able to return to Heaven, as the only evil remaining on Earth is that which remains in the hearts of man since all of the fallen have been reclaimed by God and have returned to the Light.

I would highly suggest that we all take our actions very seriously, and make the amends that have to be made before it is too late.  Because when it is too late, it is REALLY TOO LATE.