Many things have come to light since I was recently duped- most notably with Nick Bryant.  Telling me that “one day I would understand”‘, he never gave me a chance to respond before he blocked my emails- probably because he knew I was going to respond that I didn’t appreciate him sending people to me to get “my” story.  I understand a great deal about what is going on here in Omaha- esp. since I live here- and having someone NOT from here going on like he was the authority would be laughable if it wasn’t so destructive to the truth.  Omaha is doing its very best to purge the truth of what happened here- and Bryant- filming himself with John DeCamp and such- is just the new spin master to this mess.

Having said in radio interviews that there were no drugs in Omaha is ridiculous- and a lie, since it is easy to Google the court papers of Kevin Dobson and Gilberto Montoya (Paublo Escabar’s nephew) and see that there was a very definite connection to drugs and Omaha.  Why would drugs be so prevalent all over the nation at the time and yet be absent from the Midwest?  Frankly it makes me wonder who Bryant is working for- which is the only reason why I could think someone would say something so stupid.

Bryant also says that there was no MKUltra in Omaha, like he would have any idea.  Saying that only one person spoke about MKUltra- many of you would be surprised to find out that I don’t believe he is talking about me but rather Paul Bonnonci.  Regardless- this statement is wrong on a myriad of levels- as even though only TWO people have spoken about MKUltra publicly- (Bonnaci and myself) , I have a plethora of individuals who I could present who are well aware of MKUltra and its existence in Omaha. I believe that the whole reason why the secret bunkers at Offutt have been encased in concrete was to erase all proof of what was going on on base.  No proof, no crime I guess- although I tend to disagree with that statement.

As far as other places in town- well, the French Cafe closing suddenly in the Old Market area in town was surprising to some- but considering its connection to the brothers who kidnapped Johnny Gosch- it isn’t to others.  The Underground bar underneath the French Cafe- well-known for its drugs and child running has been closed for some time now, but still exists.  Unlike Godfather’s Pizza above the basement establishment Stars Cafe- (both which were instrumental in crimes against kids), which is being remodeled and turned into condos.  The REAL puzzle to the area though is the Antiquarium bookstore, which was also in the Old Market and center of the chaos regarding children in many ways, which has seemed to secretly and quietly burn up without anyone knowing about it.  The fire was so hot that it turned the front of the brick structure black, but DIDN’T BURN ANY OF THE OTHER BUILDINGS.  Also-there is no media blitz at all about the fire- although the Old Market is one of the most prestigious parts of town.  Why has this all been kept secret?  Is it because of the history of the place and its owner and the fact that if that came out- it would have raised more than one eyebrow?  This is not just a simple fire in my estimation- but an extreme attempt to erase any proof of the things that happened here.

Nick Bryant is spinning Omaha into something it wasn’t, making it innocuous to a degree, while Omaha is doing it’s best to eradicate its past by rebuilding or burning down anything they want to disappear.  It won’t change the energy (karma) of the situation, but it does make it seem like Omaha and Nebraska leaders have absolutely no interest in the REAL truth coming out any time soon.

I have often been misunderstood when I talk about my spiritual practices, and I want to take a minute to see if I can further explain what I believe in order to try and convince some of you that what I am doing is NOT satanic or Luciferian in nature.  My training as a child consisted of programming, yes, but I am far beyond that in my estimation, and I do not see any reason why I shouldn’t tap into the energy I was taught to read and influence as a child.  I know that it is hard for the common person to believe in all of this- but what “they” did to me worked wonders, and it is because of their favorable results that have kept this secret practice of MKUltra and it’s off shoots continuing for as long as it has.  Making my brain think through different neurons and such by inducing constant and extreme trauma from my conception onward- they effectively opened up a side of my mind that I would not have had had I NOT gone through our governments training.

I have been asked what I mean when I say that the coven “bonded itself to me” and I guess the easiest way to describe it is by flat out saying- they offered their eternal allegiance to me, and through many bloody, violent rituals, offered themselves up to whatever was going to possess me in the future.  Where a person stands around the pentagram is very important- as it denotes their power and stance.  I, as myself, had NO POWER- and in fact always stood in the middle of the pentagram as nothing more than a host.  I was supposed to be honored at the gift I was being given, and it was through my training that they tried to make me a willing sacrifice.  It didn’t work.

I believe my training in that the kingdom of Heaven is within, and it is within that we find God.  I also believe that there is not only a Father but a Mother- which is what the cult my family was involved with was focused on.  Looking back- I realize that the continuous rapes where an attempt to help me hate my feminine side and my vulnerability- or at least that is what I have surmised, and yet it was in the dark feminine and the embracing of my vulnerability that has afforded me such strength.  We often did ceremonies that degraded women and the power of the Goddess- whom we went to great lengths to keep “sleeping in the darkness forever”.  A myriad of young boys were sacrificed to help with this objective-mostly outside at Hummel Park although sometimes ceremonies took place at Forrest Lawn as well.

What my family subjected my older siblings and I too was horrific, and so bizarre that it defies comprehension, but the fact that what they were doing was real and worked has never been something I have ever questioned, as I have had a lifetime of examples as to how effective this coven has worked.  Basically breaking my older siblings, it was through my relationship with God that saved me from becoming psychotic, which is the general result of MKUltra training.  Convinced I was going to be THE antichrist, and having no desire to be such- I have spent years of my life connecting with God- and it was through Heaven’s help that I was able to thwart what others had planned so hard to be my destiny.  The story of Uriel is hard to believe, I know- I went through it and have a hard time with it sometimes, but I have found that believe or no, when God directs us to do something it is always in our best interest to heed the call.  God helped me transform from a mere host, into a doorway of sorts, and it has evolved into so much more throughout the years, as I have aged while investing myself with understanding what happened to me and so many others, that I have now reached a point where I believe I am able to utilize for myself what they taught me to do so many years ago.

As far as helping the “fallen” cross over, which I have been told that I would “burn in hell” more than once, if I didn’t stop what I was doing- well, this is how I see it.  In all of my practice I have never seen any lake of fire- and don’t believe that it exists.  God will wait until the end of eternity for every last member of the flock to return, but that time is not now.  Finding that they were acting out God’s will all along- as no man nor angel is able to thwart the will of Heaven, they have been embraced back and have rejoined the ranks of Heaven- which is rejoicing at the return.  Having tempted every human being- we have now reached a time I call the Reckoning.

There is no eternal fire- but there is a place that is what most would consider Hell, although it is worse than any lake of fire.  It is a place COMPLETELY DEVOID of God.  A prison with impenetrable walls, there is no escaping the dark for those who find themselves within it.  No light, no warmth, no life- those who find themselves in this place will sink into a deep coma where they will be aware of nothing but the nightmares of their own making- as they effectively are taking the “fallen’s” place, where they will torture themselves relentlessly and unending for the 240,000 years that it will take to come back to the place in the Cosmos that we are right now.  Unable to wake from themselves, the evil within their hearts will be contained finally- and will be played out until God’s will is done.

We are not at the last days by any means, but we are within a spiritual evolution, and those who will be able to act within the higher vibrations of being will fare better than those who are stuck in fear and hate.  We all have a choice- to allow ourselves to become vulnerable enough to embrace the Light, or stay stuck and be claimed by the very dark we are promoting within each of our hearts.  Unable to claim that the “devil made us do it” any longer- each of us will have a choice to make, and no one will be able to ride along on the sidelines.  This idea is well known and is no secret to most of the population, but is rarely said with such candor.

God has always spoken to man through dreams and visions, and my spiritual practice of Shamanism is nothing more than having a “waking dream”, and it is more important to me that people understand what I have experienced spiritually more so than any investigation into dark crimes- as I truly believe that “side” has been effectively dealt with.  They will “come clean or be claimed”, as is true for us all.  We must help each other get through the times ahead of us by helping each other reclaim the hope and strength within, for I truly believe that it is only in doing this that we will enable Heaven to help us change this world into a place that we are proud of instead of the terminator mad max scenario that has been fed to us.  It is only through Heaven and each other that we will be able to undo the damage that has been inflicted, and I think that we all owe it to God and to ourselves to let ourselves become vulnerable enough to link up to the faster vibrations that are becoming such an influence in all of our lives.  In fact, I believe that our very souls depend on this.

http://religion.blogs.cnn.com/2013/07/09/satanists-square-off-on-abortion-yes-really/?hpt=hp_t2

For the most part- Satanism, according to the False Memory Foundation- doesn’t really exist. There are no covens, no practices, no real anything that asserts that Satanism is real and being practiced.

However- this is not true according to CNN- who is trying it’s best to normalize the belief system by squaring off how satanists feel about abortion. Maybe that is because there is this misconception that Satanists only kill babies (even though, in my personal experience, NOT ONE BABY was killed). Funny that with all of this- CNN does an article on how abortion is dealt with by satanists.

Our media is desperately trying to normalize satanic beliefs so that the REAL practices of Satanism are never uncovered. Treating satanists like every other religion- it is a sad take on what our nation has become- esp. considering that the satanic covens that were polled all came from the UK- which has a HUGE problem with these kind of practices. Dismissing and minimizing the whole situation- it makes me think back on the Geraldo show years ago when he planned to have a satanist family on but they never showed, suggesting to the country that satanism was a bunch of bunk. Now we have polls on satanists- so unable to have it both ways- does the practice of satanism exist-or not?

My experience is that is DOES exist and is NO WHERE NEAR as innocuous as suggested. But thanks to CNN for definitely deciding that Satanism and it’s practices DO IN FACT exist!

If speaking the truth is dangerous- so be it.

I AGAIN am not going after the man Father Flanagan but rather I am going after the institution- as it was the institution that was behind much of what was going on with Franklin.  It’s connections to Brandies and the CIA could easily be proved if the family showed the letters they are known to brag about.  There are connections here that MUST be looked into before anyone talks sainthood about anybody.

I only know what I know- to answer the first point- and there are A LOT of people who have their OWN stories about Franklin. It was so big that I only know what I know- and that only scratches the service unfortunately. I am not playing with words- just simply trying to state that there is more than just me in this damn situation. I am telling the truth of what I know- but what I know is limited to my family and their friends, as well as my involvement as a young adult.  Was I at Offutt when they were unloading the drugs?  No- but the family friend who was DEALING those drugs was.  And anyone can type in Kevin Dobson and Gilberto Montoya (Paublo Escabar’s nephew) and see the coke connection that existed.

As far as being a murderer, I have said it over and over- I was FORCED to kill as a small child- and it all stopped at the age of 10- so if you are holding me responsible for who I killed- realize that there are a great deal many more than just two. Lots of children died- and I was key to a lot of those deaths. I was forced, but they died at my hands none the less. Do I feel guilt? That is one of the things that took me into therapy. Presuming you know anything about me is ridiculous- again- you only have your uneducated opinions about me.  The suffering from all of this is what drives me today to try and expose it.

Qualifying my statement as to how others have been screwed with- well, one of my booksellers in town received an unwelcome three oclock visitor threatening him to prevent him from selling my book- telling him that the fight was “not his” and threatening his wife and home, and just recently a friend of mine who does a blog show got death threats concerning me in her chat. Someone just a few days ago cut off a sparrows wings and left it at my front steps. These are just a FEW examples I could provide. Am I going to ask them to validate me in here- no. It may come as a surprise- but I use this room for my own purposes- and don’t owe any of you squat.

Slim is not involved- but do I think that those that I have accused check my blog and in here- I am sure they do. Notice- with all that I have done and said- and I have done MUCH MORE than just in this room- no one has stood to stop me or correct me. Just people who don’t know much about the situation. I am not the only one talking- I’m just the loudest. I have people who are just as willing to tell their experiences that correlate with what I went through.

I am my work unfortunately- and I am not boasting about my blog hits but simply stating facts. I know that many of you believe that successful people sit in a corner timidly, but who needs that. lol. I am helping survivors all over the world from what I have been told- helping them to become brave enough to tell what happened to them. I don’t work with children. I don’t much care for them- they are painful reminders of my own childhood and they make me melancholy. What I am trying to do is not save children- but rather change the system- and that needs to be examined way before any real policies can be put in place.

As far as disagreeing with people who disagree with me- I generally find that they have no clue what they are talking about and are simply speaking opinion rather than any facts to the matter. The fact of THIS particular matter is= again- I am not going after Flanagan- as much as I am the institution- which has a documented history of being flawed. I believe that the two are NOT synonymous with each other- and though the image of Flanagan might have been saintly- the history of the institution is CERTAINLY NOT.

Neither Flanagan nor Boystown was involved with my abuse- and though my brother and sisters were used on Saturdays to attract boys in the old market- something they were FORCED TO DO AS CHILDREN- Boystown is just a periphery focal point for me- but because of the British documentary Conspiracy of Silence and such, I think that before we go deeming the institution of Boystown beyond reproach- we need to take a serious look and see if the allegations are true.

However- the Brandeis clan- and Alan Baer- had EVERYTHING to do with what happened to me- and they were instrumentally involved- as were others. And Ill name them at my leisure- and if it bothers some of you- then stop listening. But I am not going to be silent- and I am going to keep doing what I am doing- simply because it is working. If there are those of you who don’t like it- you have a choice. You aren’t a victim- just stop listening, reading, and responding. It IS a choice.

The reason that I concluded that Alan Baer’s house is the one that horrible games of hide and seek were performed is because a perspective buyer for the property at 6724 Davenport, who looked at the house, did a Google check on the names that had been dropped- and in doing so- found me on the internet after entering Alan Baer’s name.  Showing me the house and the pictures that reside on a real estate blog- I recognized the house enough with three pictures that I was able to explain where rooms lead to other rooms and where the secret hiding places and passageways were throughout the house.  It explains why that house bothered me so bad the one and only time that I visited it as an adult to see Alan and Marsha- although at the time I thought it was about Alan rather than the real estate.  This was why Alan kept us waiting for 20 minutes in his front parlor, to see how I would react.  Always a game with the man- it all changed after the man died.

According to the word on the street, it seems that the family has, and are incredibly proud of, letters from Father Flanagan thanking J.L. Brandeis for helping to fund in the building of the Boystown institution, which could probably  be considered why there is such a strong link with the trafficking of boys and Omaha as a whole, as Jonas was involved in much more than his department stores.  Being a HUGE pedophile hangout when Alan Baer owned it- I don’t find that the sale of the place to Younkers in 1987 coincidental- considering all that was happening here in Omaha at the time, and the fact that Alan was having boys up that he would find downstairs in the department store, to his penthouse apartment upstairs where he would pay to have sex with them.

J. Brandies, Alan’s father in law, also owned the ranch next door to Charles Manson, and the fact that Manson is a byproduct of the MKUltra project is undeniable- as he talks fluently about the same philosophies that I was taught as a child.  Brandeis was a strong part of our nation’s intelligence, and considering that I have heard a strong argument that the murder of Sharon Tate was not an arbitrary accidental hit but rather Manson was instructed to hit this house as it was producing enough quantities of LSD to interfere with the CIA’s production and profit of the same drug, it just shows how deep all of this really is.  MKUltra effectively designed psychopaths, having their psyches destroyed in the process- and I don’t believe that Manson was working alone- considering his brief stay at Boystown and his neighbor hood connection to a man who was INSTRUMENTAL in many of the things that were happening in Omaha.  This continued later when, eventually, it was turned over to Alan Baer after he married Marsha Brandeis.  It has been my experience that crazy people don’t have that much power- not working alone- and if anything is true about Manson- it is that he is mad.

Another connection to the mess in Omaha- it can’t be denied that there is just too much to be considered before we going make someone who HAD TO BE  instrumental in this, a saint- such as Father Flanagan.  Boystown was, without a doubt, involved with the trafficking of boys considering it was this institution that was shipping busloads of boys down to the Greyhound bus station so that they could spend the day in the Old Market- our cities version of a pederasts playground.  Financially Boystown was indebted to Brandeis and his buddies, as Alan and Marsha’s family and their letters will show, which is yet ANOTHER connection to all of this- which would explain WHY.  Believing that people have forgotten Boystown, nothing could be further from the truth.

I was taught if you control the perception of the thing- you control the thing itself- and I think that this rush to make Father Flanagan a saint has more to do with local politics than any real spiritual consummation.  If Flanagan is deemed a saint- the institution he worked with others to fund will also be considered unquestionable, and this is just not acceptable.  Before we deem any man and his quesitonable institution saintly- I think that ALL the facts need to be considered.  Just calling a man a saint doesn’t make it so- and it has been Boystown’s own history that has made it questionable.

This morning I was greeted by a pair of wings, clipped from a bird, and placed carefully at the base of my front stairs in an obvious attempt to catch my attention, and I realized that I should probably come clean about everything that I have done and seen in my spiritual practice in order to further explain what is happening.

After the Shamanic extractment with Uriel, I spent the next year and a half in my practice actively seeking out the fallen in order to help them all cross back over to God.  As such- no dead anything is going to invoke anything or any being that might have been coaxed before.  It is my belief that God wanted mankind to be tested- and now that we have, we are being called back in droves- which is why all 20 billion of us are back on Earth.  We have known that a siphoning was going to occur eventually, and now- here we are.

The planet is moving faster- due to the tsunamis we have had, and the days are definitely shorter- as scientist after scientist has pointed out.  Since we are mostly water- I believe that this is having an effect on us as a people- as the vibrations are running at a much higher frequency, which occurs with faster motion.  Whether it is our destiny or has been caused as a result of our self-fulfilling prophecies, this time Heaven is not going to be denied it seems, and the wheat is about to be separated from the chaff.

Spells, rituals, and incantations were a LARGE part of my childhood- and as such I have always believed in magic- as I have always found it to work.  I sought out therapy because the part of my brain they opened up when I was a child didn’t shut down but rather got stronger as I got older, and it was through therapy and my spiritual practice that I learned to master what I had been grilled to do over and over as a child.  As such- it seems that I don’t need the bells and whistles that were so prevalent in my training any longer- and can just connect without all of the hoopla.

I am also not afraid of the dark.  Trained to work from within the dark, I had to find my place within it all in order to come to terms with myself- and what I found is that the Mother resides in the middle of the dark, and it was she who saved me from myself.  This all sounds fanciful and crazy- but you must understand that the Satanic training that I went through has, throughout my life, determined my conscious course of action in such a way that I have been able to become the man I am today.  As such, I have become a formidable opponent.

For those of you who are inclined to dabble in the dark, realize that you are about to get your wish to exist within it, but not the way you all thought.  Those who you seek to invoke and manipulate are now free and able to do what they please- and they, as many of you are already sensing, all seem to have this desire for Retribution.  And They shall have it.

Teaching me things that have been incredibly helpful- we are in the heart of Ophiucus, and all of Heaven is with us now.  For those of you who have suffered- I assure you that your cries have been heard, and we are now moving into a time of miracles- so have hope and do not despair- for God and all of Heaven is with us.  There will be wars and rumors of wars- but fear not- for God is with us.  The intentions of our hearts desire has been seen, and now we are coming into a period where our prayers are about to be answered.

The rules of this game are simple Michael- come clean or be claimed.  Time is running out, and speeding up, and the hourglass is about finished- so I suggest you do what you need to do to save yourself now before you lose the chance and you and your lot are claimed by the dark, taking the place of the very beings you and your group  has so aggressively manipulated for centuries.  It makes NO DIFFERENCE who believes or who doesn’t- as we both know the truth- and that truth has set me free.

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I went to a meeting of the minds in Lincoln, Nebraska yesterday and discovered that the issues of human trafficking and dealing with those issues are in it’s infancy, and that there are issues with some of the leaders- even here.

First of all- people who buy sex haven’t been called “Johns” for years, and as I listened to one of the leaders take about how they needed to be called “buyers”, I realized that most people who are dealing with this are incredibly naive, and don’t understand what it is like to directly deal with the “perps”. Here was one of the leaders- whose distaste for me was almost palatable, and yet I AM one of the victims they are “trying to save”, but instead of showing any real interest- she made comments under her breath as if I was some sort of leper.

The “other side” has been organized for quite some time now. It was asked who “they” were- but everyone was so afraid to talk and yet we were all sitting in the chambers of Ernie Chambers, one of the senators involved in making everything here in Omaha disappear. The reason why we have the problems that we do is because key officials, law enforcement, politicians, and our rich are INVESTED in this money maker and there is little that can be done to stop them. “They” ARE organized- and don’t sit around arguing semantics like those who would like to do some good. This is LARGE SCALE, and is the whole reason why we have the epidemic proportions of human trafficking and the sex trade as we do.

It is my impression that there are two types of activists in all of this. One are those of us who are on the front lines, who are basically overwhelmed already with what we are trying to do. Senator Amanda McGill and her staff are part of this- although- being in politics- her hands are tied in detailing the REAL reasons this all has stalled. LB255 was a good start- but it was a watered down version of the original bill- and it was due to the filibustering that took place on the floor that made it what it finally became.

The other part of this are, what I call, a bunch of prima donas with all of this. So self satisfied that it makes one gasp, they are determined to be THE ONE who knows all and breaks this up. However, it is obvious that these people, who have closed themselves off to anyone who doesn’t dote on them, have NO IDEA the reality of what is going on within the borders of the US. Considering that I am a victim- if they come across they way they do to others like they did to me- there is no way that anyone of any consistency is going to discuss anything real with them. There will not be ONE that uncovers all of this, but rather- must be a collective effort on the part of those of us who have EXPERIENCED what we are fighting, and not those who just have an academic understanding of the situation. Polls can be taken until people are blue in the face- but all the while children are being abducted, sold, and raped in the process- and the people who would fight against it= at least in Nebraska, are no further to changing the situation than they were thirty years ago. This is incredibly sad and disheartening.

A year or so back- I tried to throw a conference on Human Trafficking at Unity Church of Omaha but was thwarted by my stepmother Joanne C. Shurter who worked with the lesbian minister of the church. They were all convinced that I had my own agenda- in bringing out the truth of what happened in Omaha- but the truth was that I had discovered that NO ONE in town is working with anyone else and everyone is just doing their own thing- without anyone realizing what everyone else is doing. It was my hopes that this could be changed- as I wanted to bring forth the collection of people here in town and see if I could get them talking. This did not happen- and as a result- the same old status quo is in effect and preventing anyone from making an EFFECTIVE change on this deplorable business. Maybe the attitudes of having to be THE ONE is what is causing it- as I have recently found that people will go to great lengths to try and profit off of all of this- but whatever the reason is- it MUST CHANGE for any of us to fight all of this. The “other side” is concentrated, organized, and profiting HUGELY- while “our side” is arguing vocabulary. It is just sad.