This past Christmas was incredibly difficult- but I did get an article done detailing the whole investigation that I have been a part of for years. Talking about the targeting that I have endured as a result- I list the events that have helped shape my life as it is today. Check out ParanoiaMagazine.com for […]

There is nothing like grief and despair to rip the veils from our faces in order that we see ourselves as we are burned in the flames of the experience of loss. I have had to take a good hard look at myself in the past month- and have come to certain conclusions that have […]

Divorce is hard, esp. when one doesn’t want it and the other does. Hitting right at the holidays- it has made it even harder, knowing that the one I love has nothing but contempt for me. My heart is broken- and in many ways I am lost in the “what if’s” and “what could have […]

After reading the full correspondence between my ex and my sister on Facebook- I realize that he did not realize what was going on and was lead to believe I was actually drunk. He DID NOT help to push me over the edge like I have suggested- and now that I am coming back into […]

I have been told that I shouldn’t talk about anything personal here on my blog- that I should leave it all about my book and investigation. That it isn’t professional to tell the truth as to what is going on in my life- like it is some embarrassing secret and should be kept silent in […]

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Finding myself in the middle of a divorce- I have decided to take a break from my advocacy work in order to write another book. This one will explain what I have gone through since the first book and the trials and tribulations that have occurred with my advocacy work. I never thought that I […]

It is difficult for me to look back at my past- for a myriad of reasons, but mainly because the patterns that were instilled in me as a child have just kept repeating themselves throughout my life. Old loops of my father run in my head- and funny enough if I didn’t recreate that in […]

Anyone who tells you that I have not sacrificed to get all of this investigated does not adequately know the situation. I have been targeted for so long that it has become a common occurrence to me. My car has been trashed by my family- I have had a myriad of death threats- I have […]

Sorry for my absence- but I have been busy restructuring my life, trying to make it harder for my family to target me. Thwarting me any way they can- my stepmother Joanne C. Shurter and her daughter Christina Blumkin/Shurter have been doing whatever they can to keep me from getting my family and their activities […]