To You Dumbass Luciferians- You Taking Me Down Has ALWAYS Been Part of the Plan

Years and years ago, way before I wrote Rabbit Hole or started working on this blog, I “woke up” in a dream.

I was standing in front of one of my friend’s husband- who was a pedophile. Coming out of me and hitting him was a blue beam, and in the dream I could see it was causing him discomfort.

So I increased it.

Eventually he was raised 4 feet off the ground and he was writhing in pain when he feet started on fire.

It was then that I looked down and saw that my OWN feet were on fire, and immediately at that realization I was spun around 180 degrees where I found myself in the presence of God.

I was told that this would be the cost of doing what I wanted to do. That I would have to let myself experience it all FIRST.

Without a mili second of hesitation, I said “if it saves the children then so be it” and turned to finish, which is when I woke up.

I grew up with you idiots. I know you better than anyone.

And the one thing I most CERTAINLY know is it doesn’t even take a minimal amount of energy to get you to want to hurt another.

Getting you to go after me was so SO incredibly easy. And you have.

You all- with your OWN FREE WILL- have bound yourselves too me.

Why do you think I have survived despite everything you have thrown at me?

Microwaving me in Algona- esp that night you got that woman to convince me stay on my phone all night, when she screamed a little after 3 am- waking me up, basically to see if I was still alive.

Then the Algona police showing up at 3:20 the SAME night- claiming someone from Australia had contacted them, telling them I was suicidal (even though I had been sound asleep).

But much to all your dismay- I was still alive.

Then taking out a protection order on me to get physically ahold of me- but that failed.

Then sending me that crazy bitch to try and get me thrown out of my own house- but that failed.

Then hitting me with your little heart attack gun- at the Shelby County fair- but that failed to take me down.

Spraying that chemical in my open window at night in Earling, which DID make me sick but obviously STILL didn’t take me down.

And who can forget blowing up the gas station, convinced it was going to take my house down with me in it- but THAT failed as well.

And I say all of this NOT to convince anyone- so deny all you want. It doesn’t matter.

Your lies ARE NOT and NEVER WILL become truth.

And that truth is- your intent has been determined. Just because you have been abject failures with all of your attempts- your INTENTIONS have been KEY.

You claim you built CERN to discover the “God particle” but the fact that the Indian goddess of war and destruction Kahli stands as a statue on it’s grounds speaks the truth.

You idiots LET THE DARKNESS IN. And it is here now. More importantly- it is here to claim the parts of itself that lay within mankind’s hearts.

You are NOT in control. You can’t stop anything.

In fact, what you are doing now is nothing more than an attempt at damage control.

And like everything else- you ARE ALREADY and WILL CONTINUE to fail at that.

All my life- all I ever wanted was to FUCK ALL OF YOU UP. Your obsession with me doesn’t even BEGIN to compare to my obsession with you.

So Michael Aquino and his groups training of me has been invaluable. As we’re all those rituals performed on me.

As an adult- I have TRULY fucked you.

Let me remind you of what you believe. You are GODS- remember? And gods don’t need to leach onto the power of angels.

They can’t help you anymore. Therefore- your rituals and control are falling short.

In the End- you will be blessed with your innermost desire- complete separation from God and Heaven.

The Darkness is all yours.

Enjoy!

Oh- and by the way- the Fallen KNEW they couldn’t win- otherwise they would have at the 1st rebellion. They just wanted to take as many with them as they could this time.

So these promises that you all were going to rule were nothing but LIES.

Lies you fell for and deluded yourselves with.

So don’t feel bad that I helped fuck all of you over- cause the truth was you were all fucked LONG BEFORE me.

Have fun and knock yourselves out. The more you do right now is the more that will be returned to you in the end.

Some Twitter Postings By Me

 

It Really Doesn’t Matter Who Gets Voted In

It Seems Their Secrets ARE Coming Out Regarding This Child Trafficking Mess

And if I were looking to see who may have helped…

https://www.vanityfair.com/news/2021/10/matt-gaetz-doj-investigation-developments

REPORT: MATT GAETZ IS SCREWED SIX WAYS FROM SUNDAY

I Get Reports Like This From My Supporters All the Time

They are doing whatever they can to discourage people from reading what I am saying.

They Are Doing Their Best to Shut Me Up

Who I am fighting to expose this child trafficking crap my parents were involved is our government.

More specifically-the CIA.

It isn’t Doug Misicko aka Doug Mesner aka Satanic Temple founder Lucien Greaves and his minions-although they ARE involved.

But according to Shane Bugbee- Doug’s ex co founder- Doug is working with the CIA.

Jeffery Epstein wasn’t murdered by Doug. Our government did that.

Doug certainly didn’t give Epstein the sweetheart deal regarding his child trafficking crimes. That was our government.

Doug hasn’t made Ghislaine Maxwell fade from all media reporting. That has been our government.

This child trafficking ring Matt Gaetz has become ensnared in down in Florida where NOTHING has happened other than investigative reporter Timothy Holmseth being shut up and gagged by a protection order after trying to expose it isn’t being instrumented by Doug but rather by our government.

And it isn’t Doug who is blasting me with their directed energy weapons (D.E.W.). That is our government.

Weapons that Michigan, Maine, and Massachusetts have laws on their books that make it illegal for those same weapons being used against the general population.

And yet our national media refer to these weapons as the “Havana Syndrome” – insinuating they are being caused by some unknowable magic.

Most likely at the behest of our government.

Doug didn’t murder Issac Kappy- an outspoken defender of victims of unspeakable abuse- that was our government.

Issac made a video saying he was in no way suicidal and then- the very next day- he drove well over a 100 miles to jump off a bridge, despite living in LA- where there are a LOT of bridges.

Doug also wasn’t around in the 80s when all this child trafficking mess came out the first time- in the US, the UK, and Australia simultaneously.

But Michael Aquino and Ted Gunderson- both of who WERE IN the government at the time (Aquino was not only a high ranking military official but founder of the Temple of Set and Gunderson was an FBI director) are the ones who made it go away back then.

Doug IS after me. He and his minions have TONS of crap about me all over the internet doing their absolute best to trash me.

He has gotten on my blog and has changed God knows what- esp. with the extended version of my book.

The REAL Extended Version of Rabbit Hole: Confessions of an Anti Christ

If you want to know what they are so desperate to hide- compare the two versions to see what they removed.

But other than what happened 42 yrs ago with my nephew when I was 13 and having a psychotic break- they have nothing on me but lies.

This is the LAST Time I Will Deal with What Happened 40 Years Ago With My Nephew

Because there is nothing there. They have looked and looked and looked but have come up with nothing.

Because there IS nothing.

Which is why they tried to do the same thing to me as they did to Timothy Holmseth- taking a protection order out on me

However- the 15+ videos listed on that order, filed in Kent, WA and completely public, had absolutely NOTHING to do with the petioners but SOLELY and ONLY dealt with Doug.

Begging the question if there wasn’t a connection- how was this even possible.

I DO believe Doug is working with our government. He has a LONG history of openly attacking victims who come forward. But he isn’t working alone.

There is a LOT of money involved with this mess- and a LOT of the men involved with this mess in the 80s are STILL IN POWER today.

And victims are actively being silenced

I’m a perfect example of this fact.

 

 

 

 

New Twitter Posts- Just Saying

Just Keeping a Record

My Blog Got Hacked- and the Extended Version of My Book Was Edited- Here is the Real AND the Fake Version

I posted this in it’s entirety years ago- but recently someone got on my blog and changed it.

Confessions of an AntiChrist- Extended Version of Rabbit Hole

This is what I wrote. It is 287 pages- 96,814 words.

However- after I discovered a post missing every screen shot of the replies Doug Misicko aka Doug Mesner aka Satanic Temple founder Lucien Greaves had in a conversation with me, I eventually discovered the changes in the extended version of my book.

re edited version of Confessions

I DID NOT EDIT THIS.

It is 163 pages and 85,876 words.

If you want to know why they are after me- and what it is they want to shut me up about- you should compare the two files.

And I did NOT ever approve the comment at the bottom of the posting

I wouldn’t go there as my computer flagged it as unsecure.

I’ll be talking about what was changed and deleted in future posts

 

 

 

 

 

Notice How This Child Trafficking Ring in Florida that Involves Matt Gaetz Has Faded From Public Media

When is the last time you’ve heard about Ghislaine Maxwell- the socialite connected with Jeffery Epstein?

It is as if it is all disappearing- as if the investigations never even existed.

But then- now we are hearing how the FBI botched the case of Larry Nassar- who molested all those US gymnasts, so it is obvious the FBI isn’t doing their job.

I mean- Jerry Sandusky claimed he wasn’t the only one molesting kids when he went to jail with the whole Penn State child rape mess, so that probably wasn’t “really” investigated either.

The FBI seems not to want to investigate child rape.

Journalist Timothy Holmseth, a MN journalist, claimed there was a child trafficking ring in Palm Springs and Broward counties in Florida before a protection order was taken out on him to shut him up.

Palm Springs and Broward counties- where Gaetz has been accused. The EXACT SAME place Epstein committed HIS crimes.

Crimes our government basically gave him a free pass for.

The exact same thing that happened to Holmseth happened to me in Kent, WA- although, as I’ve said repeatedly- the 15 YouTube videos listed on the complaint that I had posted had NOTHING to do with the petitioners but SOLELY and ONLY dealt with Doug Misicko aka Doug Mesner aka Satanic Temple founder Lucien Greaves- who has a long and sordid history going after victims who have come forward claiming to have been raped and horribly abused in a large pedophile ring.

I am by far NOT the only one Doug and his group have gone after.  I’m just the one who won’t back down.

All in all, it is as if the powers that be are using law enforcement and idiots like Mesner to put a lid on all of this child trafficking mess and shut victims up.

In the 80s it was reported that people- esp politicians- were being set up to do bad things while being filmed so they could be controlled. It was a BIG part of the child trafficking mess.

Many of those VERY SAME Republicans that were in power THEN are the VERY SAME that are in power NOW!

(Except some like Dennis Hastert- ex Republican House Speaker- who actually IS in jail for his child raping crimes.)

Fred Trump was HEAVILY involved back when  (as it was also being instrumented by Nazis back in the 80s) so it may answer the question baffling some why Republicans bow to Fred’s son Donald.

What are they so desperately hiding- they they believe will get released out in public? Cause what would have caused their downfall back then would still do so now.

Why do you think Bill Barr- who’s father was involved personally with Epstein years ago, and who he himself made all the alligations go away as Bush Sr.’s AG in the early 90’s when it was being reported that this child trafficking bs went straight to the Regan/Bush White House, was so eager to raid Epstein’s pedophile island?

Gathering up info that has NEVER been reported on- although it was claimed Epstein had a LOT of blackmail info on many people just like what was reported in the 80s.

Same situation, and in many respects- the EXACT SAME players.

Funny- you can BET that Qanon has never once dealt with these facts.

Why?

Because Qanon is the CIA’s new version of the False Memory Syndrome Foundation- the group of accused parents who gave us the two coined phrases “satanic panic” and “false memories” in order to shut down allegations in the late 80s and early 90s.

Allegations that came out not only in the US but ALSO the UK and Australia simultaneously despite there being NO internet.

And in the past decade- proof came out in the UK that they hid their allegations but they refused to even look into it, claiming the allegations were too old to look into now.

A simple case of “Yeah- it was true then, and we hid it- but that was then and this is now so let’s just ignore it again so no one is the wiser of what most likely is STILL happening”.

I believe the truth is going to come out. That is why I keep doing what I have.

I also believe God is going to deal with all those involved. HARSHLY. As well as dealing with all those who turned away- or worse, aided and abetted this mess.

A local “law” official told me that “only God could judge him”. I agree with him, despite the fact I got the impression that he believed God would NEVER judge him. That, I believe, is wrong and couldn’t be further from the truth.

Helping the darkness is serving the darkness. And THAT will get you CLAIMED by the Darkness.

And although these people think their darkness is hidden- you can’t hide your darkness from the Darkness. No one can.

And this mess IS dark. And it is real. Despite all the lies and cover ups happening.

But nothing is really hidden. And it does my heart good knowing these people will eventually realize this.

And when they do- it will be too late.

But until then, it is like the Center of Missing and Exploited Children report- one child is disappearing EVERY 27 SECONDS- and that is only in the USA.

Go ahead and turn away and ignore this. See what happens in the end for yourself.

But something tells me you won’t like the end result. Any more than those children disappearing do.

Innocent children. 800,000 a year.