Till It Happens To You- Lady Gaga’s 2016 Oscar’s Performance

I am usually not a Lady Gaga fan but this performance is POWERFUL!! Our time as abuse survivors is HERE- and it is obviously scaring the shit out of our abusers.

https://youtu.be/m5Zrk8dywtl

For some reason this keeps getting taken down. Hmmmmm, I wonder why. Not really though. The video is still up, but they aren’t allowing it to play on my site so just use the link and watch the video from there….

A “Veiled” Threat Sent to Me This Easter

I personally think this is Doug Mesner/satanist Lucien Greaves. It certainly is his writing style- and I have been dealing with this idiot for years so I recognize his style. The previous part of this conversation in the previous post…

Denise Matteau

10:34 AM (58 minutes ago)

to me
Well, I hope you enjoyed your little tantrum. I never said that cults
and conspiracies are not real. I also did not say that Columbine was
not real. You said that you were told that my colleague Tom White was
killed because he was investigating Columbine. I know for a fact that
he was not involved in any such investigation. As for Mesner, it is a
fact that he was working as a professional journalist for a recognized
news journal before he went so far into his satanic practice that he
became something disgusting. I know also that he was involved in a
satanic group before he left the Examiner and this was worrisome
because he was beginning to confront the facts about White’s death and
several other related cases. Mesner’s work as a journalist on that
case was professionally objective in spite of his beliefs, cult
practices, whatever you want to call them. I don’t respect him at all.
He faced the facts about the murder of Tom White and abandoned his own
humanity rather than complete his work as a journalist.

If you are still reading, consider this: A parachutist is confronting
the force of gravity. Gravity will kill him if he screws up. But he
does not think about gravity. He thinks about the wind, the height and
speed of the aircraft, and he times his jump and his movements
accordingly. If he pays attention to gravity, he screws up and gravity
kills him. If he ignores gravity but pays attention to his own
actions, he lives and gravity doesn’t matter. As it is with gravity,
so it is with cults. They are real and they are deadly to those who
throw themselves at them without any intelligent skills or
preparation. But to those who equip themselves properly and then jump,
cults and gravity don’t matter.

Think long and hard about the seriousness of Brick, Mesner, and that
entire death cult that is based in Massachusetts (altho certainly
national in scope) and feel free to renew this conversation anytime.CaptureCapture2Capture3

Seemingly More Games from the Pedophile Protection Squad

Denise:

Hello Dave, thank you for taking some time to consider my questions. I
know you are extremely concerned about the growth of pedophilic crime
we see today and I share that concern. I am a retired artist who was
asked to work with a multi-agency group in the 1990’s that was looking
for ways to train police forces to investigate pedophilic and other
ritual crimes more effectively. I was an activist in the home-school
movement who wrote curriculum plans to help families meet state
education requirements. My work put me in a position to notice
patterns that interested Capt. White, who was in charge of the
training group. Neil Brick wanted his group, S.M.A.R.T. , to be
included in the training program on a professional footing equal to
the various police agencies that were participating. That did not go
over very well. I am working on a history of what happened between
Brick’s group and Capt. White as part of a larger study of the
organized pedophilia problem and its growth in the last 25 years. Any
factual account you can give me about Neil Brick’s contacts with Capt.
White will be very helpful. 🙂

Me:

Hey Denise,

Capt. White was before me- I attended the SMART conference after- but I can tell you that after you sent me the info about the situation and I published it- Brick had a melt down. He claimed that he didn’t know White- and that he was not involved in any way. I was concerned after you told me that Brick was working with the cult and helping to get survivors back into the sex trade- and went after Brick pretty hard. In the end- he turned most of the survivor community leaders against me and they ended up writing a letter of recommendation for Brick which they all signed. I have come to the conclusion- knowing what I do of Brick and his argument with Doug Mesner/satanist Lucien Greaves- that they are working hand in hand with each other and that this whole thing was a set up to set Brick apart from the satanists. Brick has done HUGE damage to the survivor community- when the NATRC was first started- we had over 300 members- but Brick- SINGLE HANDEDLY- drove everyone away- and now it is totally defunct. At the time there was a core group of us who debated whether he has Asperger Syndrome- but I think that this was done intentionally, He lied about knowing White- completely denied what you told me- but this does not surprise me- as I was constantly catching him in lies all the time. I think that Brick is a plant- and that he is working IN LEAGUE with the cult and not against them- and that his whole SMART conference was to draw survivors out. He was trying to set himself up as the LEADER of the survivor community- but now that has become impossible. He got involved with Survivorship- and now they don’t even have a board from what I understand. However- SMART is fading away. He has done so much damage to so many people that he can’t get more than 50 people to attend his conference anymore- and most just ignore him now. When I went to talk at the SMART conference- which I did twice- Brick would say my experiences are “alleged” and he went out of his way to promote Nick Bryant- who is doing his best to control the narrative of the Franklin Credit scandal which happened in Omaha. They are working IN LEAGUE with each other- as I said. Brick and I hate each other- I can’t stand the prick- excuse my language- and I certainly was not going to follow him across the street- let alone anywhere else. I ended up taking down my posts about him and White- after great pressure from the survivors I knew. Interesting thing though- he never really dealt with my accusations- but rather did his best to try and trash me personally to prevent anyone from listening to me. I am not surprised that Brick wanted to be treated as an equal- as his job is to infiltrate and trash anything that helps the survivors. He did his best to trash Ivory Garden- the ONLY REAL survivor support group that exists- and went out of his way to try and keep Felicity from having a conference. Didn’t work- but he tried- HARD. White also investigated the Columbine shooting from what I understand- and that is what got him killed. (I don’t believe that he “fell” down a flight of stairs by himself. Brick is a bad guy as far as I can see- and I am glad that his time of influence has come to an end in the survivor community.

I hope this helps. I am sorry that I can’t offer more- but if you have any more questions- please feel free to ask. I am sorry that it has taken me so long to get back to you. I think that the work you are doing is VITAL to survivors safety and if I can offer any assistance- please don’t hesitate to ask.

Denise:

Hi, TY for the quick reply. I’m curious about Brick’s meltdown after
seeing your posts about Capt. White. I saw the posts in your blog
shortly before contacting you in Facebook. Can you tell me the dates?
And would it be possible to copy me some of Brick’s remarks?

As far as Columbine is concerned, I’m pretty sure Capt. White was not
investigating that. It was too close to the time he died and his
training was with State Police forensics. His investigations were
within professional parameters. One of the problems we all face with
the “survivor community” is that they are for the most part
unprofessional, thus unaware of the rules that agencies follow, and
they are often so emotionally invested in their own experience that
they are willing to speculate about cases and are prone to unrealistic
conspiracy theories. In fact, it was not Brick himself who presented
an obstacle to the training group’s work, but this more general
problem of professional boundaries and practices.

Take Mesner, for example. When he was working for the Boston Examiner,
he followed very professional guidelines as a journalist, which
prevented his interest in neopagan satanic ideas from compromising his
work. But when the Boston Examiner refused to back him up against
Brick, he lost the professional structure that he’d depended on, and
so he apparently sacrificed his own career to go into this satanic
religious stuff. I’m not dismissing your thoughts about cults and
conspiracies. These things are real, but they serve mostly to distract
and disinform. Ultimately, what matters is not who conspired but who
took action. That cannot be discovered by speculating about cults and
conspiracies.

You say White was before your time, but apparently he was still being
talked about. That interests me. I’d like to know more about that.
Another thing: Bobbi Gagne. Does her name ring a bell with you? She
was a member of S.M.A.R.T. who was involved with White on some
speaking engagements in the late 90’s. Can you tell me anything about
her?

🙂

Me:

No, I didn’t keep Brick’s remarks- personally cause I didn’t care. They were all defensive- along with personal attacks on me- and I didn’t bother to get involved. Do your research- google my name and Bricks- it might come up. I took my stuff down- I think Brick did too. But personally I have better things to involve myself in.

As far as being too emotionally involved- thanks but your wrong. John DeCamp was the investigator into Columbine. I know this for a fact because I had all 8 boxes of his files on Columbine in my dining room and was able to look through them. White may have been there on his own volition- I can’t say. Again- nor did I care. But I am well aware of Columbine- have gone and spent two weeks in Denver myself- and met with many of the people. I find that cults and conspiracies are real- the Catholic Church is a perfect example of a large scale conspiracy. Funny- those involved- like Cardinal Pell- also use your argument that the info that people know are meant to distract and disinform. However- in my opinion- their lies are more of a distraction and disinfo than the victims and what they have to say. The reason why these type of situations are allowed to go on is because of arguments like the one you just presented. Believe the accused- not the victims.

Mesner is NOT professional. He and Brick are cut from the same cut of cloth. They both are ego maniacs who believe they are smarter than everyone else. He lies- just like Brick. And his best friend Shane Bugbee has said that he is working for the CIA. He is obsessed with sex- and can’t do shit without the support of his friends. He and his friends- and I am talking about Mesner- attack like wolves- anyone they think might be vulnerable. And the brainiac built an 8 ft devil statue that not only do people don’t want- but he has to hide because so many want to destroy it. All to get media attention. Along with pulling his dick out in front of cameras and getting it all over the web. It is sad and so are both Brick and Mesner. But I find it interesting that you have so much respect for him. You even sound as if you are making him into a victim.

I have answered your questions- however- this last email has confirmed what I already expected. I am not aware of any Bobbie- so I have no info on that.

Thanks for your interest- but I think that we are done now. I know I am.

🙂

Crowdfunding Campaign for Fiona Barnett

https://www.gofundme.com/FionaBarnett-US

Fiona Barnett is an Australian who has been incredibly active supporting victims of child abuse in her country and has been an
active voice in victims rights in her country. She was the victim who brought charges against Anthony Kidman- Nicole Kidman’s father- which resulted in his suicide two months later. She has been on the national media in Australia and has worked extensively for getting justice to other victims of child abuse.

She now has the opportunity to fly to the US and speak at the national 2016 Seattle Trauma and Dissociation Conference- which can be found…https://www.igdid.org October 7-11, 2016. She is also meeting with a professional film maker from LA to work on a joint documentary with David Shurter- who is a victim of child abuse in the United States. She is planning on coming for the month of October- and the money will be used to pay for her airfare and for her lodging.

Money for the plane ticket is needed asap- as earlier bookings are cheaper- and the rest will be used during her stay in America.

Fiona is a powerful voice for the victims of child sexual abuse and ritual abuse, and coming to America will effectively bring the issues of child abuse of Australia and connect them to the same types of issues in the United States. Having a chance to speak to clinicians,survivors, and survivor advocates- will help in educating everyone to the serious issues of global child abuse that pervades our world. Her speaking at the 2016 Trauma and Dissociation Conference will help clinicians understand how victims are able to break their mind control programming as well as helping other survivors find a voice and have hope for healing. This is an amazing opportunity for everyone- and will give the chance to change the scope of these problems through education and her sharing her personal journey, enlightening and giving hope to all those who are facing the same sort of issues.

However, this will not be possible without each of your generous help and support. This is an amazing opportunity- not just for Fiona Barnett- who will be able to share her knowledge and personal experience- but for all those who are able to hear and learn from her.

Thank you for each of you who choose to help- and it is our hope that we quickly reach our goal so that all of this will be able to go
forward.

Check out her first documentary on YouTube… https://youtu.be/ZtZpaP96ClM

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Clarification on My Personal Experiences With the Omaha NE Pedophile Child Trafficking Ring

Regarding Noreen Gosch, Paul Bonnaci, and the Hoaxstead WordPress Website

Something to Consider in these End Times…

Contrary to popular belief- the opposite of Luciferianism is not Catholicism but rather Shamanism. Shamanism was the first spiritual practice of mankind and has been found in EVERY culture in the world. Luciferianism is a bastard adaptation of Shamanism.

In the Gospel of St. Thomas- Jesus Christ told his followers that the kingdom of Heaven was NOT in buildings made of wood and stone- but rather that the kingdom of Heaven existed within us and all around us. Lift a stone and we would find him- split a piece of wood and he would be there. Somehow this was left out (you can blame the Catholic Church and the Council of Nicaea for that) but it doesn’t make it any less true.

As a child- I had psychic energy manipulation crammed down my throat- but I learned that life is not as it is publicly presented. People seem to believe in mass that the power to help us- to save us- is somehow outside of us, but it isn’t. The power to change the world around us lies within us.

When it says that we were all made in the image of God- it had nothing to do with God having two legs, two arms, a head, and a torso. Made in the image of God- we all have the powers to create- to manifest. THIS is the real image of God we were all made from.

Now days, people either believe that magic doesn’t exist- or that is somehow inherently bad. But energy is a tool- much like a hammer. You can use a hammer to build a beautiful building- or you can use a hammer to bash someone’s head in; the choice on how we use that tool is up to us. But claiming that the magic of Heaven doesn’t exist is much like putting a plastic bag over your head and claiming that you don’t breathe oxygen. To deny the existence of magic is nothing but a delusion.

From my Shamanic practice, I have learned that Heaven is INDEED within us and all around us and is just as real and just as invisible as the oxygen we breathe to live. The powers of manifestation are all around us and constantly shapes our lives- whether we are aware of it or not, and this is not just “new age” theories but rather- this concept has been around since the dawn of mankind.

I meet a lot of people who are scared of the world today and are busy waiting for Jesus Christ to break out of the 5th dimension and fly out of the clouds with his armies to save us from our peril- but the question I have is WHY do any of us think that we are worth saving?

We all sit back and watch evil play out in the world and have decided to be complacent with this- believing that there is nothing any of us can do. However, our decision not to stand and act is a direct assault on Heaven and God himself. Watching Facebook- it seems that God has turned into our fairy godmother and only exists to grant our wishes but this is folly.

Satanists- such as Doug Mesner/Lucien Greaves and Jen Blackman- will claim that God doesn’t exist and that if he does- he is a tyrant who is not worthy of being over us. They claim that the Devil- or at least the concept of the Devil- will be the savior of mankind as he is the one who liberated us from all of Heaven. But, of course, the question has become- is mankind better off as a result? Anyone who looks around the world can see that this is not in any way true. But in doing this- this group of self-adoring Devil worshipers have cut our power for change out of the picture while we, as a society, have sat complacently by allowing them to do whatever.

God IS demanding. You can bitch about Heaven all you want- but then you might as well bitch about the oxygen you breathe as well. God and Heaven is what animates us all and gives us life. The true power DOES NOT lie with these con artists and false prophets- and they are using what they can to divide us and further separate us from Heaven, while they enjoy their money and party off the profits made from those they have duped.

God is NOT a religion. Jesus did not say that Christians were his favorites- nor did he claim that Jews were his favorites- or Muslims- or Buddhists. No- Jesus told us that his favorites are CHILDREN- which is why the Luciferians have always had a campaign against them. Now- all of society is joining that campaign.

We, as a whole, have sat by and allowed our children to be harvested by these power hungry megalomaniacs for a long time now- and as a result our children have disappeared and been murdered in mass. The Center for Missing and Exploited Children claim that ONE child is disappearing EVERY 27 SECONDS- which equates to close to 800,000 children a year. This does not count runaways or discarded children. And Child Protective Services have reported they have lost over 10,000 children, who have just evaporated, and these are ONLY the reports we have been made aware of- and yet we all sit by, doing nothing.

Andrew Picard is a 21 year old who got caught not only downloading child pornography, but was involved in making it himself- sharing images of 2 year olds being raped by dogs with other perverts. A man named Ben Deevoy- who spoke out about the judge Peter Ross and his lenient sentence to Picard- simply because the guy’s parents have LOTS of money- has now been jailed for speaking out- all the while society has sat by silently. So this is the behavior that society believes is so worth being saved by Heaven? This is ONE story of MANY- like Jeffery Epstein- convicted pedophile billionaire, who is being heralded as a “great guy” but Donald Trump and Bill Clinton- two people DIRECTLY involved in American politics- and yet NO ONE has reported this to the mass media. It is well known- but never gets reported.

Our actions regarding these type of situations is that we may not LIKE what these people are doing, but we don’t feel any need to stand and make any changes. In doing this- we have turned our backs on Heaven and God- and yet we feel that we are STILL deserving of being “saved”. However- the question is- how is Heaven supposed to save us from ourselves?

Shamans, as a whole, believe in healing and light. We think that the world is a wonderland and that we are here to protect it, but it seems that none of us are doing an even semi decent job of doing it. We listen to our false prophets spewing hate and dissension- and just sit quietly by- allowing it to happen. Of course- we were ALL put in charge- but, like our leaders, none of us feel any sense of responsibility when things go bad, and we certainly don’t act in order to change things.

The claim that the Devil made to God was that he could turn all of mankind away from God. Not only that- but he claimed that he could make us all HATE. Looking around at the world around us- it is pretty obvious that this campaign is in full swing. However- the choice is- and always has been- OURS to make personally.

Shamans realize that the energy of the universe surrounds and connects us all. It is what gives us our abilities of animation and is to be respected. God and Heaven- simply because of what they ARE- deserve this tribute, and to do anything else goes against ourselves in a big way. WE HAVE THE POWER. We only need to choose to use it in order to bring forth the light.

Heaven works within us AS us- but we have to allow it. But if Heaven decides to intervene- which I FIRMLY BELIEVE it is, we all have to realize that we have to be ACCEPTABLE to save. Just as we would all choose NOT to eat a rotted piece of fish, Heaven will decide which ones of us are WORTHY to be saved. If your soul is rotted, or stagnant, you won’t be chosen- and, in the end, the upcoming tribulation and where we stand within that process will be determined by the CONSEQUENCES of our choices.

These leaders we have- as a whole- will tell you that the only REAL power is the power THEY have- and none of us matter. But we DO- and our children most ESPECIALLY do. So sit by and let the pedophiles do whatever they want- keep quiet and allow them to their dastardly work- but in the end- we will be claimed right alongside of them and we will have no one to blame but OURSELVES.

Actually, the Internet is a Great Place for Victims but You Just Have to be Smart About It

After the McMartan fiasco in the 90’s, our government enmeshed themselves with anything and everything that had to do with ritual abuse and child rape so they could control the complete narrative to keep it from every getting out again. So, they not only formed the False Memory Syndrome Foundation and such, but they also set up groups that would attract survivors (as they were WELL aware that they really did exist and that eventually they would have to go SOMEPLACE) and this not only included hosting national conferences for survivors but also included completely infiltrating the internet.

Our government, doing its best to hide this whole child trafficking thing that was reported to go straight to the first Bush White House in the 80’s, became systematic in drawing out and containing anyone who would be bold enough to talk about their experiences and have become experts in the art of threats and intimidation.

Have NO doubt- our government minions are out in force trying to find victims and shut them up- and this is ESPECIALLY true on the internet. However, I have found that the internet is one of the SAFEST places to be if you are, indeed, a victim.

Now the question is- why would our government seek out victims of abuse? This is a good question- but I have an even better answer- and that is because each and every one of us is an expert on our abuse and our government knows that if we were ever to start talking in mass, people would actually listen.

That is why there has been this push by the government to isolate all of us and keep us apart because we are easier to control this way. Each of our stories validates everyone else, and when looked at as a whole, considering the details are so incredibly similar- it is impossible to dismiss us all as liars, lunatics, or attention seekers, and our government knows this.

Each victim has a unique perspective to this whole sordid ordeal and each of us have a key to opening the doors to expose this pedophile mess- and although most of us suffer from low self-esteem as a result of our history- just because we don’t think we are important does IN NO WAY NEGATE the fact that others might not feel the same. As the old saying goes- “just because you are paranoid doesn’t mean that they aren’t out to get you”. And they are- I assure you THEY ARE.

They are doing their best to make the internet a scary place in order to intimidate victims into getting them to remove themselves from online. The reason for this is because the predators know that the internet is the perfect place to get our expertise out there and get it to reach a wider audience.

Their whole hold on us as children was manipulating our fear and isolating us and they are simply repeating what they have always done and pretty much the ONLY thing they are capable of doing. Thus, they become these vampires- esp. online, seeking out any and all information they can use to control their objectives- and victims are buying right into it. Why? Because it is human nature to gravitate towards what we know rather than embracing the unfamiliar- which is why a child will almost always choose to go back to a home that is horrible rather than face the unknown.

But very few of us are children anymore- and so they only have the power they do because we WILLINGLY give it to them.

Studies have shown that chat forums are the most dangerous place to be for a victim- or really anyone. There are groups of people ACTIVELY searching for people’s private information- and on these chat forums, the general rule is that it only takes them 10 MINUTES to get you to give them all your info. Not only that- but 1-5 will meet these people in person within 6 months.

THEY are ALSO experts in what they do- and these people are VERY adept at achieving their goals- and although they may seem nice and friendly and loving and caring- their SOLE objective is to do their best to fuck you up in as many ways as they can. PERIOD.

Think about it- if you were out and about and some stranger came up to you out of nowhere in public and started trying to get your personal info- you name, phone number, address- etc.- what would you do? You all would probably get away from them as fast as you could. So why is it any different on the internet- where you can’t even SEE the person you are speaking with? It is just common sense to keep this information to yourself and not share it with strangers- and this DEFINITELY means on the internet.

What if someone just came up to you out of the blue and told you that they loved you and tried to hand you a stuffed animal? Would you take this gift from a complete stranger and tell them that you love them too? Obviously not- so why are so many of us finding this as something okay to do online? What is causing us to believe that people we can’t see and don’t know are safer than those we meet out in public?

I know these scenarios seem strange- but these are the EXACT TYPES OF THINGS that are happening right now to victims. The problem is- once they open the doors to these people, they are exposing themselves to dangerous situations with dangerous people. These predators are very manipulative- as soon as have the upper hand- they always use your private personal info to control you.

They isolate their victims and work hard to get them to cut away from all the people who would actually help them. They establish themselves as leaders and demand that others follow them and then go out their way to hurt anyone who might want to break away. They will get you fired; they will ruin your relationships, and will go to ANY and ALL lengths to get you back into line. People like Menagerie- who ingratiated herself into survivor support Ivory Garden founder Lori King’s life- even rose to the aspect of murder, showing that these people are capable of anything.

The internet connects all of us- and it gives each of us a voice- and the powers that be want to destroy this first and foremost. So they are doing their best to seek us out online in order to reign us all back in, and very effectively I might add. But again- WE have the real power.

Getting your info out into the world not only helps you and other survivors but it proverbially gives the finger to those who have hurt us. If you have someone who is threatening you- or trying to control what you do or say- take it public and announce it on the internet. This group HATES exposure- and using the internet to call them out has a tendency to make them back off as a whole. This is the main reason why the internet is one of the safest places for victims to be- and why it is such a powerful tool that helps us regain our lives back. Don’t let any of these pathetic bozos take that away from any of you.

I have been on the internet for years and have always felt safe on it, but then- I find that applying common sense to my internet activities helps with that. Yes, I have been attacked, insulted, and berated- but this group of victim bashers are only good at CERTAIN manipulations and don’t seem to handle direct confrontation too effectively. This can be true for all of us- we just have to be smart about it.

So if someone you don’t know tries to get your personal info right off the bat- chances are they don’t have the best intentions for you. If they are telling you that they love you- or are trying to send you presents out of the blue- chances are the strings attached to those gifts are going to eventually be wrapped around your neck in order to control you and so it is best to decline.

If getting something is what you need- then by all means- GO BUY YOURSELF SOMETHING. But never, never, NEVER take candy from strangers- this is true for all of us and is not only something we should tell children, and it is incredibly sound advice that we should all remember when on the internet.

These people- like this transvestite Menagerie, who is actively seeking out female victims- are trying to buy your lives with stuffed animals and other trash-but in the end, your life doesn’t mean squat to them, so don’t let yourself sell yourself out- esp. at such a low price, unless- or course- you want to end up like Lori King.

So stay on the internet- keep relating your experiences in public, but remember that the world on the internet is just as dangerous if not worse than the real world- and if you wouldn’t interact on a deeply personal level with strangers in public- then you shouldn’t be engaging in the same types of behavior on the internet either.

A Word About this Concept of “White Privilege”

I want to say a few words about this concept of “white privilege” and correct a few misconceptions that are being had with this whole racial issue. This term came from people who don’t have a clue what it is to be white, and know as much about the subject as I do knowing what it is like to be black. It is just based on opinion and not a whole lot of fact.

Yes, I am white- but I am also poor and disabled. I receive a little over $700 a month and I get a bit over $100 in food stamps. Basically- I don’t make enough to live on, and I always- at the end of the month- have to worry about how I am going to eat. There are others- most esp. a myriad of wounded soldiers- of all different races- who are faring far less well than me- and so I just deal with what I can. But there is no privilege in being white.

In fact, truth be told, being white actually disqualifies me from a huge amount of programs. My sister is experiencing this national land grab for trailer courts and is facing losing a home she has almost paid off like the 100,000 other people- again- all races- who are experiencing the same in their courts throughout the nation- but she can’t qualify for help because she is the wrong color. So again- where is this “white privilege” people are ranting about?

Now I am not saying that racism doesn’t exist and that whites haven’t been extremely oppressive in our history, and I agree that there has been a white privilege that was honored for as long as the day is long in the past- but those days are quickly coming to an end.

I had my first real lesson in racism the day when I was around 27 and I and a good friend of mine, who happened to be black- were going to go swimming in a West Omaha apartment complex’s swimming pool- an area that was predominantly white at the time. On the way there, John looked at me and told me that the minute he showed up- the whole pool would clear- and I assured him that we were beyond that and that he was mistaken.

No more than 5 minutes after we entered, the entire pool was empty- although there had been at least 10 people swimming when we showed up. I was shocked, although at the time I have to admit that I didn’t see the severity of the situation being caught up in the joy of having the entire pool to ourselves. Regardless, I wanted to see if it was fluke and decided to see if it would happen again.

So John and I once again headed to the pool a few days later- and low and behold- the SAME result, all within a 5-10 minutes time span. This time- there were a couple families with kids in the mix- and yet they all left immediately after our arrival.

This had a change on me- and opened my eyes in a way they hadn’t before. But in this society, as bad as it is to be of color and it IS bad, it doesn’t negate the fact that being poor and white isn’t without its serious conflicts as well.

Our media focuses on the police killing black men and woman constantly- but statistically, white people are being killed at higher numbers- and Native American deaths top the list. Our society is being slaughtered in vast numbers and yet we are simply focused on one race that it is happening too, and it seems like a total manipulation.

Black lives matter? This is a hard concept for me to get coming from the black community when I grew up in Omaha Nebraska, which was recently rated the absolute worst place in America to live if you are black. Why? Because the black community is slaughtering itself in astronomical numbers there, as it is not uncommon to see a myriad of murders in a week, and so it seems that black lives matter unless you are part of the black community- and then it is a free for all.

However, although this is true, I must say that the most telling example of the difference between the black community in Omaha compared to the rich white community there- and the emphasis is on RICH-is when you consider that at the same year every senior at Westside got a free lap top computer- North High- in a predominantly black community- only had 30 computers for the entire school, and many of them were dilapidated.

Our leaders and our elite are good at destroying hope- but although they may have started in the black communities- these methods of operation have evolved to include everyone they see as vulnerable, and that has extended to include all of the poor- and there is ABSOLUTELY NO race preference. Unless you are one of them- you can pretty much consider that there is a huge target on your ass and that it is only a matter of time.

Black lives matter. White lives matter. Blue lives matter. When I finally looked at it I realized that the base cause of these movements is that the problem is that NO ONES LIFE FUCKING MATTERS. That is why we are all yelling that each our lives matter- because, in the scope of things, we are all afraid that none of our lives really matter in the least.

Death and destruction are all around us. We watch it on television, we see it out in the world- and most of us spend our lives trying to avoid the thought of it. America- Israel- ISIS- etc. none of them are any better than the other as they are all cut from the same cut of cloth. Every nation- every government- seems to have become intensely imperialistic- and they are all now fighting for world domination- as the rest of us suffer as a result.

Each of our lives DO matter- EVERY ONE OF OUR LIVES- but none of our lives matter more than the rest. Each of us are important and each of us matter- but we are stronger when we help each other rather than hurt each other. We all PROFOUNDLY need each other and this division and argument about race and religion is quickly becoming insignificant.

We are in a 6th level extinction event, and if anyone doesn’t believe that isn’t going to extend to the human species is deluding themselves. We are all about to face some incredibly difficult times and it doesn’t make any difference what skin color any of us have, we are all going to need to work together to survive and persevere through the upcoming events that are coming down the tracks.

If I could start a slogan- it would be HUMANITY MATTERS. Decency, compassion, honor- all of these would become focus issues and help each of us to help each other strive to find and walk a higher path.

But what we are fighting now has transcended from being a racial issue and has become one about oppression for the whole of humanity. People are crying out against the idea of a redistribution of wealth but we have already been experiencing that for some time now- as our elite has redistributed the entire WORLD’S wealth into their own coffers. The wealth has ALREADY been redistributed so what humanity requires now is a REVERSAL of that.

We are all fighting each other because there are so few resources left now- and we- white, black, Mexican, Latino, Asian, Christian, Jew, Muslim- WHATEVER device they have used to divide us from each other- are all at each other’s throats as a result of this. But it isn’t about race, or even religion, really- it is about deprivation and oppression and the fact that the whole of humanity is getting a serious taste of it right now. And why is this happening? Well, because we have a small global 1% of humanity that has acquired almost 98% of the world’s wealth for them and solely them- and have intentionally and deliberately caused the worlds suffering as a result.

Considering that fact- I think it would behoove each of us to realize that if everyone in the world decided to do a redistribution of wealth and only focused on this small number of people, we would have the resources to fix the world’s problems 4 or 5 times over and besides-this group in its entirety has proven to everyone that not one of them can be trusted with such affluence and be trusted not to use it to the detriment of humanity as a whole.

All of us are suffering; despite what race or religion we happen to be. The whole lot of us are poor, struggling, and stressed- and most of all SCARED of what may lie in the future. Most of us feel isolated and alone and would just rather turn away rather than be overwhelmed by the entirety of chaos that has enveloped the world and we go from angry to depressed as a result of that struggle to ignore the obvious. And none of this has anything to do with what color we are but is rather just part of the human condition.

But each of us has to realize that all of this has been done INTENTIONALLY to EVERY ONE of us. But we also need to realize that it is all an illusion- just as is the division that is between us when it comes to the color of our skin or what our faith is. The problem isn’t ANY of us- the problem is THEM- this one percent of our global population who has claimed VIRTUALLY EVERYTHING for themselves. We all suffer not because of anything any of us have done- despite any and all of our differences- but instead is because of this small group of greedy, maniacal, and self over indulgence fucks who have driven humanity and everything else to the brink of destruction. THEY are the problem- NOT any of us.

So keep this in mind when you all start arguing this whole race issue and realize that there is a much bigger picture happening and that the real issue we are facing is that the HAVES want to exterminate and dispose of the HAVE NOTS, who they refer to as “eaters and breeders”- which was a phrase I was taught as a child.

But have no doubt- when it comes right down to it, considering that they have all the money and power- you can sure as hell bet that our illustrious elites ALSO think that THEIR lives matter- in fact theirs are the ONLY ONES that do. And in the end, after all, we all just look alike to them anyway- so what difference will it ever make to them.

My Interview on 3/9/2016 on the Ochelli Effect

My new radio interview from last night… at the Ochelli Effect

http://www.blackkatenterprises.com/archives/Ochelli-Effect-32k-030916.mp3