Years and years ago, way before I wrote Rabbit Hole or started working on this blog, I “woke up” in a dream.

I was standing in front of one of my friend’s husband- who was a pedophile. Coming out of me and hitting him was a blue beam, and in the dream I could see it was causing him discomfort.

So I increased it.

Eventually he was raised 4 feet off the ground and he was writhing in pain when he feet started on fire.

It was then that I looked down and saw that my OWN feet were on fire, and immediately at that realization I was spun around 180 degrees where I found myself in the presence of God.

I was told that this would be the cost of doing what I wanted to do. That I would have to let myself experience it all FIRST.

Without a mili second of hesitation, I said “if it saves the children then so be it” and turned to finish, which is when I woke up.

I grew up with you idiots. I know you better than anyone.

And the one thing I most CERTAINLY know is it doesn’t even take a minimal amount of energy to get you to want to hurt another.

Getting you to go after me was so SO incredibly easy. And you have.

You all- with your OWN FREE WILL- have bound yourselves too me.

Why do you think I have survived despite everything you have thrown at me?

Microwaving me in Algona- esp that night you got that woman to convince me stay on my phone all night, when she screamed a little after 3 am- waking me up, basically to see if I was still alive.

Then the Algona police showing up at 3:20 the SAME night- claiming someone from Australia had contacted them, telling them I was suicidal (even though I had been sound asleep).

But much to all your dismay- I was still alive.

Then taking out a protection order on me to get physically ahold of me- but that failed.

Then sending me that crazy bitch to try and get me thrown out of my own house- but that failed.

Then hitting me with your little heart attack gun- at the Shelby County fair- but that failed to take me down.

Spraying that chemical in my open window at night in Earling, which DID make me sick but obviously STILL didn’t take me down.

And who can forget blowing up the gas station, convinced it was going to take my house down with me in it- but THAT failed as well.

And I say all of this NOT to convince anyone- so deny all you want. It doesn’t matter.

Your lies ARE NOT and NEVER WILL become truth.

And that truth is- your intent has been determined. Just because you have been abject failures with all of your attempts- your INTENTIONS have been KEY.

You claim you built CERN to discover the “God particle” but the fact that the Indian goddess of war and destruction Kahli stands as a statue on it’s grounds speaks the truth.

You idiots LET THE DARKNESS IN. And it is here now. More importantly- it is here to claim the parts of itself that lay within mankind’s hearts.

You are NOT in control. You can’t stop anything.

In fact, what you are doing now is nothing more than an attempt at damage control.

And like everything else- you ARE ALREADY and WILL CONTINUE to fail at that.

All my life- all I ever wanted was to FUCK ALL OF YOU UP. Your obsession with me doesn’t even BEGIN to compare to my obsession with you.

So Michael Aquino and his groups training of me has been invaluable. As we’re all those rituals performed on me.

As an adult- I have TRULY fucked you.

Let me remind you of what you believe. You are GODS- remember? And gods don’t need to leach onto the power of angels.

They can’t help you anymore. Therefore- your rituals and control are falling short.

In the End- you will be blessed with your innermost desire- complete separation from God and Heaven.

The Darkness is all yours.

Enjoy!

Oh- and by the way- the Fallen KNEW they couldn’t win- otherwise they would have at the 1st rebellion. They just wanted to take as many with them as they could this time.

So these promises that you all were going to rule were nothing but LIES.

Lies you fell for and deluded yourselves with.

So don’t feel bad that I helped fuck all of you over- cause the truth was you were all fucked LONG BEFORE me.

Have fun and knock yourselves out. The more you do right now is the more that will be returned to you in the end.