I woke up this morning to a message from Facebook that I was in violation of community standards speaking about Critthink, Douglas, Charles Gaston, and all the rest of the false memory pedophile protector squad members who have been bashing me on Amazon without me getting a chance to reply. Since they can’t get my website taken down- they are focusing on every other part of my online life to try and keep me from doing the same to them, and basically are online stalking me. Complaining to Amazon, Facebook- while trashing my book, they are doing whatever they can to keep people from listening to me while trying to vilify me at the same time, which they have done to other survivors like Felicity Lee, and other authors- such as Judy Byington. In fact, they are on top of anyone who writes a book about abuse for the most part, as they have decided that such abuse doesn’t exist.
This group is good at playing victim- but since I know they come to my site and check it out- let me make one thing clear. I have NEVER called this group satanic- except for their leader Doug Mesner/Misicko- who played in a satanic rock band and just got done throwing a satanic rally for Rick Scott down in Tallahassee, Florida, and I never called them pedophiles. No- I believe this group is WORSE actually- in that they do whatever they can in defense of the pedophiles, and I think that those who protect pedophiles are lower and more despicable than the pedophiles themselves. Arbitrarily claiming that most abuse cases are bogus- they don’t bother with the specific facts of the abuse and just make blanket statements to try and discredit the victim who is making the claims, all the while ingratiating themselves into the victims life in order to try and destroy that persons claims. It happened to me- it has happened to others- and this group DOES NOT like to be exposed in the light, so they fight as dirty as they can to try and prevent that from happening- such as reporting to Facebook something I posted a month or so ago.
This group is seriously out to discredit me- esp. since they have written all over Amazon how poorly they found my book Rabbit Hole- A Satanic Ritual Abuse Survivor’s Story to be written and yet I am one of ten, out of thousands of entry’s- who qualified for Best Book of the Year in a prestigious competition. Regardless of anything they do- they can’t take my “finalist” status away from me- and it makes their claims that the book is poorly written look silly, (as well as mean). Doing their best to try and trash me as a person, they follow me from place to place and complain about me- just like they did on Amazon. Organized and working in conjunction with each other- they often go to a FMS website named Randi.org and laugh at they things they have accomplished while getting advice on how to proceed further. I would assume, as well oiled as this machine is- that I am hardly the first- nor will I be the last to find myself in the unfortunate place of having to deal with this band of pedophile protectors.
Why they are doing this is two fold- in that they not only want to discredit me- but they also hope that the attacks will deter others from coming out and telling their stories. Caught up in a campaign of intimidation and fear tactics, they do anything they can to discourage others from coming forward by viciously attacking those of us who have come forward already, and again- I am neither the first nor will I probably be the last. But since they can do nothing about my website- I will simply post on here and use other sites to send people to my blog. As far as I know, I still have my 1st Amendment rights, which includes free speech- and therefore I will expose who I must in order to have this situation dealt with- and if that means I must first deal with the False Memory Pedophile Protector Squad- so be it. Just so they know- they don’t have a prayer in Heaven getting me to stop or getting banned from my own site without a court injunction, and since that won’t happen, I will continue continuing on.
This is one of the posts they complained about…
The Attack Dogs on Amazon Regarding Anything SRA Are Nipping Again
Okay, first was Sybil Exposed by Debbie Nathan that this group noticeably descended onto the internet and more specifically, Amazon. Defending the False Memory crap that most childhood claims of abuse are from repressed memory and therefore discrediting the overburdening number of people, such as myself, who have come forward and spoke about our experiences of being satanically and ritually abused, they viciously attack anyone who would oppose their denial of such experiences- discrediting us in any way possible, while claiming victimization if anyone responds, which is pathological behavior that is hard to debate with.
Lately I have been involved with arguments concerning another survivor story on Amazon entitled 22 Faces, written by Judy Byington- a book I honestly have to admit I haven’t read yet, but it was suggested to me by another SRA survivor that I come in and defend the arguments against satanic ritual abuse, which I obviously know quite a bit about. I have spoken about a man who goes by the name of Doug Mesner, but actually is a guy by the name of Doug Misicko- who has openly attacked and berated me and others on the comments of both books, (S.E. and 22 Faces). Anyway- he has several aliases and for some strange reason, has a psychological compulsion to involve himself with and argue against everything that concerns satanic ritual abuse, mind control, and systematic abuses by our government. Anyway- he wants to do his best to try and equate SRA with the belief in aliens from outer space- as he asserts that there is about as much proof that there are lizard people than an active satanic group in the workings of our society- although now that we are watching the whole Jimmy Savile case play out in the UK- and the systematic denial and protection that the man was offered all throughout his child raping, Satan worshiping life, that whole idea is playing out as bunk. There has been plenty of proof- it is just that society has become adept at looking away. And I simply refuse to talk about aliens and lizard people; because I think it is nothing more than a ruse to keep people from considering the real issues being presented to society at this time.
Anyway- there is also a woman on Amazon who goes by the name of Sheri J. Storm who I have been arguing with who left the following review yesterday on my book Rabbit Hole: A Satanic Ritual Abuse Survivor’s Story, (without bothering to read the book I might add…)
“The largest problem I have with this vanity publication, is that it is not branded as FICTION. A colorful tale of unsubstantiated events, woven around a true case of bank fraud. Misinformation and claims of this magnitude can have ill affect on those exposed to mental health care providers who are looking for satanists around every corner or the recesses of their patient’s minds.
The author, known to pounce on those who question the veracity behind the many incredible claims in this book, has not yet succeeded in producing the investigative or police corroboration he suggested was shortly forthcoming over a year ago.”
Now what you need to understand about S.S. is that she has been trying to extort money out of her therapist now for 20 years, and has an agenda to assert that memories can be “implanted” into your head because she has financial gain to be had from such a belief. Funny, memories can’t be remembered, but they can be implanted, and it is this kind of hypocritical garbage that I have had to deal with in trying to defend myself just to simply GET MY FAMILY’S INVOLVEMENT IN A CHILD TRAFFICKING RING INVESTIGATED.
However, back to the point- S.S. never bothered to read the book and has just decided to attack me personally rather than deal with anything that is in the book- probably because my book offers a perspective that could jeopardize any financial gain to her. I am not the only one that S.S. has attacked, either on Sybil Exposed or on Judy Byington’s book 22 Faces- but since she decided to trash my book without reading it, I have kind of taken it personally and want to point out that this is typical of all of the negative reviews on my book- in that they are an attack on me personally rather than what I specifically said in the book.
However, I would like to be clear about her last argument that I have“not yet succeeded in producing the investigative or police corroboration he suggested was shortly forthcoming over a year ago.” So far, I have found the Nebraska State Patrol to be secretive and gamey- and though I gave Deputy John Pankonin a swab of my DNA, (in fact, several swabs), it supposedly came back negative for the Ricky Chadek case and all matters were quickly dropped. No investigations have been put into my concerns, even though I have been diligently emailing the local Omaha FBI, as well as faxing Mayor Jim Suttle’s office and Douglas County Judge Marlon Polk’s office with details of what I am trying to get investigated. Having jumped through every hoop I can find, I wonder how many others like myself are out there but weren’t as tenacious as I am, who fell through the cracks because no one wants to listen. It isn’t just that society is in denial- but the powers that be are ACTIVELY dismissing any and all such claims and I wonder when people are going to stand up and start holding our leaders accountable. I am trying to get a child abduction and child trafficking ring exposed, and I have no intention of ever stopping until all of this is looked at.
No matter what my detractors on the internet and out in the real world do or say.