I have been called onto the carpet so to speak recently- and have had several of my consul bring many issues to my attention concerning certain things I have said that have been flat out wrong, and I want to take a moment to apologize to the TI community for my rant the other day in which I said that the TI community was crazy. I over generalized, and this is not how I feel about the community as a whole- in fact I stand by what I have said many times before- that many TI’s are some of the most articulate, intelligent, and outspoken members of our society- which is why I think so many of them are being targeted. Harassed with organized stalking, electrical and microwave weapons, and a myriad of other psych ops techniques in order to intimidate and silence individuals, these members of society have been called “pre-revolutionaries” by one of those harassed, and I think it is fitting- as these people have had their eyes opened and are very aware of what is not that far down the pipeline for many average Americans. To give the impression that I discredit the leaders of the community is wrong, and I want to give my sincere apology for lashing out at some of the very people who have given me a platform to speak. My anger was aimed at a few, but in the generalization of my comments, I gave the image that this is how I feel about the TI community as a whole- and it certainly is NOT.

I am tired of being attacked however. An associate I hope to one day call friend told me that I am acting like a victim, and I have had to take a good hard look at myself and realize that is EXACTLY what I have been acting like, and I have to take responsibility for allowing myself to be accessed in such a way. I have put myself out there in such a way that I must learn to allow my dissenters opinions to roll off my back instead of taking them to heart. I must scrape my feelings off my sleeves and stop taking things so personally- as there are always going to be those who don’t appreciate or understand what I am trying to accomplish and nothing I do- other than becoming silent and going away- is going to please this group of people that seem to be all over the internet. However, I need to take this opportunity to say that I in no way, shape, or form have what has been called a “satanic gay agenda”.

I have a rough time correctly articulating myself when I am angry- and lately I have been so frustrated over the False Memory Foundation Pedophile Protector Squad dissing me on Amazon and being unable to respond because I called someone a “Twinkie” , which has been frustrating to say the least, but I allowed my feelings with regards to this situation to spill over into people’s internet calls on Talkshoe and did my part to help bring it to the mess that it became willingly and with complete and utter belligerence to even those who were trying to help, and for that I am truly sorry. My rage is the least attractive part of my personality- and unfortunately I lose control and say things that I don’t mean generally because I am emotionally distraught at the time. I am not one who has a high tolerance for perps, or those who feel justified in attacking me, and I am not one to run from confrontations. The fighting I have been in has been intense, and the attacks have been painful and continuous to the point that I often have little trust of the outside world. I am definitely hypersensitive to events playing out around me- and though I am working under the guise of being some sort of warrior for the truth in trying to expose events that have surrounded me, I must say that it has been hard to stay away from and avoid the distractions by those hell bent on calling me a liar and worse. The attacks have been meant personally- but it is my fault that I have taken them such- and it is also my responsibility to keep this from happening in the future.

Anyway- I didn’t mean to diss a community whose leaders I have a lot of respect for, and I certainly don’t want anyone to be left under the impression that the TI community is anything other than “pre-revolutionaries” who are doing their very best to try and expose and alert to public to what is really happening with our government, it’s citizens, and the drones and devices it is offering up in the name of national security. Yes, there are some who would associate these government projects with demons, lizard people, and other outlandish claims, but these people, although they are part of the community- are not indicative of the community itself, and although it is this group that seems compelled to attack me with claims that I have a “satanic gay agenda”, I just wanted to end with that distinction. It was this group that I was lashing out at- and not the group as a whole, and I am sorry for any pain that I may have caused with my opinions concerning the TI community.