I AM IN NO WAY SUICIDAL NOR AM I EVEN DEPRESSED. In fact- although I am broke-my life is BETTER now than it has EVER BEEN. Things are going well. Streeful but good. So if anything SHOULD happen to me- I did NOT do anything to myself. I am in this fight to the end- and honestly- I have already win. I KNOW what is coming for them- and it makes me smile every time I think about it- esp. Knowing that I had a lot to do with it. This life is not what is real- but what is coming for them is more real than the air we breathe. They are fucked- and nothing they do will EVER change that. Not with their games, not with their toys- not with their lies. They are FUCKED- and they just don’t realize how true this is yet. And in the end- THEY are going to suffer beyond comprehension. They might not believe in God and Heaven- but it DOESN’T change the facts of what is. And what it is is that they are totally and compleyely fucked.